This Time, I Will Not Love You

They said that when you die, all your memories will flash before you. Eight minutes— that's all it takes to show all the things that happened to you, just like showing a film of your life. Is it true? You will never know unless you die. But for me, that isn't the case. A cold floor, blurry vision, and blood dripping from the hole the bullet created as it pierced my heart. With my anger within, I know that this is my end. What else can I even declare other than all of those things? As a mere human with a condition like this, only a miracle can save me. Why did I even come to this point, you say? Because of love. Yes, you heard it right. It is all because of that useless love! 30 minutes ago… "You're saying that he proposed to you?" I said with my trembling voice. I gulp. My hands are cold, and my thoughts are blank as if time itself stopped at that very moment. "Why?" That's the only thing I can utter at this moment. "I said why!!!" I shout in anger. Right now, I am talk

Lying on my bed, I can't even remember what happened last night. All I can remember is that I cried my heart out. My eyes are both swollen. Remembering the past would do me no good. After spending most of my hours thinking about a lot of things, I'm amazed by myself for doing nothing but faze this whole time. And so, I decided to take a stroll. Tomorrow, the graduation ceremony will be held. I still have time left since my dad's people will be the ones to assist me tomorrow. I prepared myself and picked the outfit I was comfortable with. I also used tinted eyeglasses to hide my eyes. However, I'm not worried because it's not like they would know my identity. It's easy to be incognito and avoid paparazzi. Thanks to my dad's sources, I can still have a normal life. I drive my car, which I owned when I was still this age. Ah, how I miss my baby. It was a newly bought and customized one. Gosh, I need to bring my baby back to life! I find it weird to drive my old car. I feel anxious and

Time passed, and it was morning again. I woke up pretty early since it was my graduation. I didn't know what I should wear or who would do my make-up, but I can rest assured that they are the best of the best. As I stood out of bed, I saw a bouquet of flowers on the nightstand. It contains a card saying, 'Congratulations on this wonderful day. We are proud of you, Kianna.' I smiled. It's from my grandparents. Unfortunately, they can't go since they are outside the country. Having a travel trip and medication somewhere there. Hopefully, my mom will be there with me. So does my dad, as he promised. They did promise, but I don't have high hopes since... I already know what will happen. They will not be there. It would probably be just like before. A sudden gloom reaches my emotions. Well, I guess I'll just try to be happy since, once again, I will be getting my diploma alone. I was waiting for my parents, who would probably not be going to attend that ceremony anyway. The dresser

I was so focused on Drake that I never realized that there were still a lot of people in the venue. Cameras are flashing before our eyes when we finally notice that they are taking photos and videos of us. We just look at each other and slightly laugh. Thankfully, there are no paparazzi here. The university limits the number of people who can enter these grounds. Everywhere I look, some people take photos. Because of that, I remember that I forgot to take pictures with Seki!! Ahhh, and I also forgot the camera that Serena gave me. I started to panic a little. Ow gosh... Wait, I did give the camera to Serena since she is attending to see me graduate too, isn't she? If so... Why haven't I seen her? Where is she??! My thoughts are now running berserk. "Smile~" I heard Serena's voice. I smiled in happiness as I saw Serena holding the camera and taking pictures of me. "Serena! I thought you didn't come!" I rushed to hug her. She hugged me back and said, "What are you spouting

I bought all the things I needed before the project started. It would be a week-long stay on the island. I need to buy outfits I will be using during my stay there. There are only a few days left before the departure of all the contracted models. Seki has been busy in their restaurant while Serena is spending time with her family. I can't ask Drake to accompany me since he is busy with his research. That is why here I am. I looked around alone to see what I should purchase. I am holding a dress when someone grabs it in my hands. "Oops, I got it first," she said with her irritating voice. Just who the hell is she? I want to ask her what her problem is, but as I look at her outfit, it is a very revealing piece of clothing. I decided to not argue. Maybe she lacks clothes to wear; that's why she just uses a small piece of cloth to cover herself. She wears a shiny red cloth that barely covers her chest, which is not that huge, if I should say. Tch, maybe she didn't bother covering