Time passed, and it was morning again. I woke up pretty early since it was my graduation. I didn't know what I should wear or who would do my make-up, but I can rest assured that they are the best of the best.
As I stood out of bed, I saw a bouquet of flowers on the nightstand. It contains a card saying,
'Congratulations on this wonderful day. We are proud of you, Kianna.'
I smiled. It's from my grandparents. Unfortunately, they can't go since they are outside the country.
Having a travel trip and medication somewhere there. Hopefully, my mom will be there with me. So does my dad, as he promised.
They did promise, but I don't have high hopes since... I already know what will happen. They will not be there.
It would probably be just like before.
A sudden gloom reaches my emotions. Well, I guess I'll just try to be happy since, once again, I will be getting my diploma alone. I was waiting for my parents, who would probably not be going to attend that ceremony anyway.
The dresser and stylish knock at my door. I let them in. As they prepared the things needed, I took a shower.
This big mansion is so pathetic. It might be quite big, but yet, it's not a fun and warm place compared to another simple house where the commoner usually lives.
I've been living here for a very long time, and yet, I can't even remember when the last time this house was filled with joy and happiness was.
It is huge and full of different types of furniture, yet it feels empty.
I didn't realize it before since I'm always focusing on how to get Francis's love. But now that I have time to think about things like this, I somehow regret realizing it.
I cover myself in the bathrobe and head outside. I didn't bother to be embarrassed around them because they were all female. I sat in the chair they had prepared.
And so they started to fix my make-up and hairstyle.
"Make it more natural," I requested.
I just sit there and play with my phone. Scrolling through my social media, I saw my friends' posts captioning...
'Baby diploma, here we go! '
'Make yourself pretty'
'Simple things are the best.'
And so on and so forth. I yawned and covered my mouth using my left hand.
"Still sleepy?" A familiar voice was heard. I think I should visit the security personnel.
They put too much trust in my friends! They should let me know they are coming first. It's still my house; I'm the owner of it too, you know?
"Congratulations to me. Yey~ I will graduate now, yey~"
I boredly said and heard Serena's laugh. She is wearing tight pants, a white wedge, a sleeveless, plain white top, and a necklace that is both emerald and gold.
She has her hair let down since it's barely touching her shoulder. I smiled as I saw the paper bag she was holding. She giggled and came near me.
"Shinyu! Congrats!" She cheerfully said as she stretched her arms to give me her present.
Even if I know that it's the limited edition Nexus Camera, I'm still happy with her present. It's so hard to get! Also, the price is no joke. The reason is that it is a really valuable camera.
The scientists say that this camera is close to perfection. Well, since I used it, I can't even contradict their statement.
Well, camera aside, Serena herself is a wonderful present already. The camera may just be a bonus, if I may say so.
"Thank you, Shinyu; I'll use it well," I said. She raised her eyebrows.
"You know what's inside already?'' She asked, and I giggled.
"Of course, I knew you very well," I explained. She then pouts.
"It's done, perfect," the stylist said as she finished her work with my hair. Serena gasped as she looked at me.
"Awww, you're so glamorous and perfect!" She said. I gazed at myself in the mirror. I have long blonde-brown hair.
It is curled perfectly as if it were natural! The makeup is not that dark and thick, yet it shows every good point of my face.
"We didn't put much makeup on since you are already gorgeous. We just applied makeup slightly to make it look more natural, just like you said," the worker explained.
I nodded and walked to change my clothes. Before going inside the closet room, I said.
"Good job, nice work."
I can hear their happiness as they receive my compliments.
They surely did a great job. It's not bad to give compliments from time to time.
***
The graduation ceremony starts without a hunch. Various people are attending this ceremony, and to sum it up, they all have great backgrounds.
This is a prestigious university that only those with powerful and honorable backgrounds can attend. Graduating from this school implies that that kid will surely have a great future.
I patiently wait for this tiring ceremony to end. To be honest, I'm not that excited about this.
Why? Because I've experienced this already!
But... I thought back to what happened that day; surely there was nothing special that happened back then.
"Kianna Amanda Hinsen"
As the speaker called my name, I walked onto the podium and got my diploma. I can see all the other families happy with their children's achievements.
I wonder if my mom and dad are also happy about me getting my diploma.
The event was finished under no other circumstances. I congratulate Seki and leave her since she is going to celebrate with her family. I bid them farewell.
"Congratulations too, Francis." I heard Mazie's voice coming from afar. She is with Francis.
"Ow, Kianna! Hello! Congratulations! Kianna. Why are you alone?" She said innocently.
I looked at Francis, and he was waiting for my response too.
Ahh, it did happen in the past too. Back then, I was mad because my parents didn't come. So, I give all of my attention to Francis. It was my way to escape the loneliness I was feeling. But, even if it was a worthwhile day, it was never a happy occasion I can cherish in my memories.
Right at this moment, Mazie talked to me as if she were a harmless person. But to talk like that to someone who doesn't have parents attending their graduation, she is quite talented at making my mood much worse.
I remember being about to slap her due to my anger, but that didn't happen since Francis was flexible enough to block my hand from touching her face.
"It's none of your business, but congratulations too." I somehow felt weird because Francis's hands were about to move. Or did I just imagine it moving?
"Don't be so cold, Kianna. We can celebrate together if you are alone. It would be my happiness," she replied.
So this was your move if I didn't slap you? Are you really fixed on making me mad?
I can't even remember why I treated you as my friend. I even asked for your forgiveness because of this incident.
How foolish I am to actually think you are nice when you are basically a fox with sheep's skin.
"No need to bother. I'm much happier without you around."
"Aren't you being too mean? Mazie is just concerned with you. Why can't you be grateful for her kindness?" I was left dumbfounded by the words I heard.
I thought he was smart? So why can't he see her malicious intent?
I looked back at them as if I were looking at unsightly beings. They are indeed a good match. A fool and a bitch.
"I just don't want to see you celebrate alone, Kianna."
"Who's celebrating alone? Kianna? Sorry, but I'm with her."
A bouquet of sunflowers was presented to me. It was the voice that spoke from behind me.
As I looked back to confirm if my guess was correct about who the owner of that familiar voice was, I saw Drake, who was holding the bouquet of sunflowers. I'm right. It is indeed him. "Hi, um, congratulations?" He greeted me as if he were not sure of what he should say. Yeah, still the same Drake from back then. "Pfft, is it a question or what?!" I giggled. I somehow feel happy to know that someone is here to congratulate me. What's more, he is someone who can make me smile, even just for a second. "Funny," I added. "Well, sorry to say, but I'm quite mesmerized by your beauty, if I may say so." I rolled my eyes. I'm quite surprised to see him here. He never changes; what a joker as ever. He is Drake. Drake Bennett Peterson was both my childhood friend and my childhood sweetheart. We were quite close when we were in grade school because my mother and his mother were friends. Although we never talked again in my middle school years, as I turned into my college years, we had ch
I was so focused on Drake that I never realized that there were still a lot of people in the venue. Cameras are flashing before our eyes when we finally notice that they are taking photos and videos of us. We just look at each other and slightly laugh. Thankfully, there are no paparazzi here. The university limits the number of people who can enter these grounds. Everywhere I look, some people take photos. Because of that, I remember that I forgot to take pictures with Seki!! Ahhh, and I also forgot the camera that Serena gave me. I started to panic a little. Ow gosh... Wait, I did give the camera to Serena since she is attending to see me graduate too, isn't she? If so... Why haven't I seen her? Where is she??! My thoughts are now running berserk. "Smile~" I heard Serena's voice. I smiled in happiness as I saw Serena holding the camera and taking pictures of me. "Serena! I thought you didn't come!" I rushed to hug her. She hugged me back and said, "What are you spouting
"What the—" A big and fluffy dog was on top of me. I was confused at first, but then I didn't feel any fright or fear about it. But it seems like a chest that was kept deep within my mind and heart suddenly released itself from a deep slumber and revealed its presence to me. It was at that very moment that I remembered who it was. "Thoma," I utter. Right in front of me is the dog that my grandparents gifted as a congratulatory gift for my graduation. I named it Thoma. He is a big, fluffy brown chow chow. One of the oldest dog breeds originated in China. They are known for the immense 'lion's mane' ruff that goes around their heads and shoulders. A sudden tear fell from my eyes. Why are you here? Even though I tried to forget you, there is still a part of me that's longing for your existence. Now that I finally have you back, I'm afraid. I am afraid of the fact that the day will come and I will lose you. Once I become attached to you again, you will leave me. Leave me with a
I bought all the things I needed before the project started. It would be a week-long stay on the island. I need to buy outfits I will be using during my stay there. There are only a few days left before the departure of all the contracted models. Seki has been busy in their restaurant while Serena is spending time with her family. I can't ask Drake to accompany me since he is busy with his research. That is why here I am. I looked around alone to see what I should purchase. I am holding a dress when someone grabs it in my hands. "Oops, I got it first," she said with her irritating voice. Just who the hell is she? I want to ask her what her problem is, but as I look at her outfit, it is a very revealing piece of clothing. I decided to not argue. Maybe she lacks clothes to wear; that's why she just uses a small piece of cloth to cover herself. She wears a shiny red cloth that barely covers her chest, which is not that huge, if I should say. Tch, maybe she didn't bother covering
"Ahhhhhh!" I shouted at the top of my lungs but then covered them as soon as I remembered that I hadn't brushed my teeth yet. I angrily looked at my friends, Seki, Teri, and Ryuu, while I covered half of my face with my hands. A burst of great laughter can be heard all around the van. I just realized that we are now inside a van—well, to be exact, it is not just an ordinary van. This was purchased by Hinsen from a great researcher who created the most innovative and convenient van that contains all the necessities inside it. To simply state it, it's a van that looks just like a small house. Yeah, that's pretty much it. "Now, look at our dear princess. That's what you've got if you are a sleepy head," Seki said as she hugged the pillow on the sofa she was sitting on. I sigh as I know that I don't have anything I can do since they already brought me here. So, what are we going to do? I look at them, and they just point to the area where the toiletries are. So I get there, brush my
My head hurts. What happened? Ah... "Is anybody out there?" I heard my voice echo. It is dark—too dark that I can't even see anything. Ahhh, I hate horror, you know? If this is a prank, well, this is not funny! It was as if I were walking in an endless corridor. I have been walking for a long period of time. I decided to stop for a while, but then... A tiny bit of light suddenly sparks from afar. I didn't hesitate to run and chase that light. Ahh, finally, there's a light. As I get nearer and nearer to it, it suddenly turns dimmer and dimmer until it doesn't resemble any light at all. "No! No, no, no... please don't." The light was starting to fade. It then explodes, making a green-colored light. Green... I suddenly remembered that it was his favorite color. I laugh at myself. Why have I been thinking of him up until now? He doesn't even care about me at all. I closed my eyes. Kianna, when can you be freed from this illusion? When can you accept the reality that he isn't mean
I can't help but laugh. I tried to collect myself and hold my laughter, but I just couldn't! Right in front of me is Kieffer. I mean, Francis. He is just... covered with mud. From head to toe. What happened to him??? He looks just like a... grasshopper that jumps in a muddy puddle. Pffft. I looked at him, and he was glaring at me. I raised my right hand and made a peace sign. Wait.. What am I doing? Ever since... I fell unconscious. I can say that my body feels lighter than before. Just like... a yacht finally letting go of its anchor and setting sail in the sea. Ahhhh, I love what I'm feeling right now. Francis finished wiping his face using the towel given to the staff earlier. I just continued eating my meal—okay, fine, I faked eating. Fine? I can't focus on eating while someone is in that state, right? I wonder why he looks like that. The staff from earlier came back hurriedly, saying, "The bath is ready. This way, sir." I sipped my coffee and tried to avoid his gaze,
It was Warren. I smiled and nodded. "Yeah," I replied. We walked to the area where they put the tents. On our way, we talked about things like "You still paint?" I asked. He is still holding his drawing book. Yes, he does have tablet computers, but he still sticks to the old-fashioned way of drawing things. "Yeah, but I focus on my w*****n work. They already approved the contract, and we just signed not too long ago." I smiled. In no time, his works will be known all over the world. I can't wait to see him achieve his dreams again. Still, I can't help but be curious about the thing he is holding. I was about to ask him if he had already met the girl she had always draws before. But maybe I should save that for later. Eventually, I will be the first person to know who she is, so I'm not that curious. On our way, we saw Patrish waiting for us. Her hands are placed on her hips. "My my, you are late," she said, as if I were her person who was late for her work. She then giggled. "