I stood infront of my parents house with this deep spiral hole in my heart. Today is Friday, and every last Friday of the month, I am expected to have dinner with my family. When I say family, I mean my mum, my dad and my twin sister. Sometimes, I wish that she's not my twin. But wishes are not horses, I can't ride on them.
"Aren't you going in sis. Don't tell me you are afraid of been reminded, of all your childhood ugly memories." Julia my twin sister said in her very loud disgusting, annoying voice. She parked her car beside where I was standing, and came down from it.
"Hi Julia. Nice to see you again." I gave her a tight-lipped smile.
She chewed on her bubble gum loudly, and it irks the hell out of me. She knows the effect the bubble gum has on me, and that's why she does it. "I don't know juliet, I really don't know if I can say the same for you. It's not nice seeing your fat ugly body on a very fine evening."
"Juliet! Are you gonna spend the remaining life span you have at the door." My sis yelled from the dinning, I hate her!."Yeah juliet, are you just going to keep on standing infront of me. Won't you let me in." Jason said in his usual annoying voice. I hate him!."What in God's name are you doing here. Wait, how did you even get to know my house?. Are you stalking me?." My face held a look of shock, as I stared at him."Hmm, kind of. Maybe I am stalking you, who knows." He chuckled."You bastard from the pit of hell." I glared at him strongly, if wishes were true, then he would probably be burnt right now."Okay, I am not a bastard. Yup, I have a mother and a father, if you must know. And no, I am not from the pit of hell. Infact, I am from New York." He smiled, I hate his smile. Infact, I hate every single thing about him. I hate his cute smile, I hate his amazing dark hair, I hate his beauti
I got into my car and was ready to drive away, but my sis stopped me. With her head poking into my car window, she said... "I don't know what just happened in there between you and Jason, but I don't want to know.. neither do I care about it." She paused, her eyes sending daggers at me. The daggers did hit me but just dropped to the floor, it had no effect on me. "I want you to know that Jason is mine, very soon I would be getting married to him.. and don't worry, I will make sure you are the first to get the invite." She gave me a toothy smile and stood back up straight, she walked only two feet away from my car and came back to my car window. She grinned, "on a second thought. There's no valid reason on why I should be paranoid, and do you know why?." She stared at me dauntingly, I didn't see any valid reason on why I should answer her dumb question, so I kept quiet. "You don't have to answer, I will tell you sis
I woke up the next morning to the ringing of my phone. I took the phone from on top my bedside drawer. I smiled see it's green eyes calling. I kind of saved his number on my phone as green eyes. Jason, feels so boring. I think his mother should have called him green eyes."Hey, good morning." My voice came out husky and groggy. It sounded weird."Wow, I never knew your voice would sound so lovely on the phone, in the morning. I would have been calling you a really long time." I blushed at his words. His voice is naturally fresh unlike mine. Ugh."Ohh please, don't try lying to me. I know how my voice sounds right now, and I know it's not close to being beautiful or lovely." I sat up on the bed, yawning a little."How can I possibly be lying, when it's the truth."I groaned, climbing down my bed and wore my slippers, "Jason, please... I'm not ready for your tricks or anything that has to do wit
The rest of the day went by like a breeze. Simone didn't stop disturbing me about my very broad smile. And well.. I just had to try my best in ignoring him."I'm done for the day Simone. Please, make sure you lock up early." I yelled walking out of the bakery. "Yes boss." He yelled back.I opened my car door and hop in, I was about starting my car.. when Jason call came in my phone.My smile got broader, I swiped the green button. Ugh, I feel so.. fussy in my stomach. "Hey beautiful." Jason charming, lovable voices comes through my speaker. Just hearing his voice, make my smile intensify. All my life, I have never felt this way before. Not with my previous boyfriend."Hi." I said shyly, giggling slightly. Why won't I just stop giggling! Ugh, I'm behaving like a highschool girl in love for the first time. And please, I wouldn't want to tag this fussy feeling as love yet."Okay... Did I just hea
Jason took me to a five star italian restaurant, everything was just so beautiful and sparkling.. but I also felt completely out of place. A five star restaurant, isn't my kind of place. I would prefer going to a hamburger stand, and get myself a hamburger and maybe an orange juice. And then walk through the street of america. This is my kind of date."Do you love the food. Does it suit your taste buds?." Jason asked, staring at me curiously. Now, I would love to say.. I do not like the food and no! It doesn't suit my taste buds. But I can't really tell him that, can I? I am sure he really did put in a lot of effort. I'm sure getting a table here must have cost him a fortune."I love the food. It taste really nice." Came my answer, my fork stabbing through the ham. Whoever is responsible for cooking this ham, knows nothing about food."Okay.. what do you think about the restaurant?."Why is Jason bent on
His lips were soft and chapped at the same time, his tongue was long and thin... unlike any of my past boyfriend. His tongue thrust into my mouth, scouting the insides of my lips. Both his tongue and mine, fought for dominance.. being the lady, I submitted to his will.He groaned, his strong arm's going around my body. He held me closer to his body, merging us... I felt safe and comfy in his arms, and soon every ounce of cold left my body. All I could feel was the heat emanating from Jason.I moaned in-between the kiss, my hands working on his shirt button. My hands suddenly stopped moving, my senses came back to me... What are you doing? Juliet.... My subconscious asked.Jason noticed that I wasn't responding to his kisses no more, so he stopped. "What's wrong?." He asked, his eyes gazing into mine softly... holding my face in his hand. I had no option but to look in his eyes, since I couldn't avoid his gaze."Noth
"I don't know what's going on in that head of yours Alice. But you see Jason loves you. I'm your best friend and I know you have gone through a lot in the hands of men, but jason.. isn't like any of those other guys. I hope you give him a chance, and stop thinking about the past or every single move you make. Don't lose him girl." This words, this exact words Anna said to me.. wouldn't just stop ringing in my head. And this is the same reason why I'm standing in front of Jason's apartment on a really cold morning.I stretched my hand forth with less enthusiasm and touched his door bell. No one answered, I touched the door bell again and again, still no answer. Ugh, is he not around. And he doesn't even have any neighbours around, that I could possibly ask, for his whereabouts.Why in the world would he build a house, meters away from other buildings. The house only has a 4ft fence surrounding it. All in all, this house looks a little bit
"So... You are telling me right now, that.. my cousin Jason, asked you to marry him?." Alice asked walking around the length of the sitting room. She's getting me really dizzy."Yes, I believe I have repeated this same answer over and over again." I drawled folding my hands below my chest."And what was your answer again?." She completely ignored what I just said. Ugh."I told you, I was shock by his question... So I ran away. Without giving him an answer." My lips curls into a frown.. I shouldn't have ran away.Alice kept a straight face, a finger placed under her jaw. She paced around the sitting room, then stopped... She looked at me thoughtfully, walked to the couch I'm sitting on and sat down next to me. "I want to ask you a question juliet, and I need you to answer correctly." She paused, and I nod my head in reply."I want you to think about the whole situation. What would have really b