Filled Up, yet Empty

"You are silent. Do you find the sky that mesmerizing?"

I looked up to the sky again. It was already dark now, and I moved away from the window.

"It must be really hard...and lonely. Isn't it?"

He chuckled. "At least, I have you to call now. It used to be much worse." His voice went down an octave, and then he let out a sigh. "Maybe I should let you rest now."

"Luke."

"Yes?" He answered and I could hear a slight shuffle. It was like he had already removed the phone from his ear and only returned it when he heard my voice.

"Would you like it if I came over?"

There was a moment of silence. "Do you want to?"

I nodded, a little absent mindedly. My future self was probably laughing hard at my fickle decisions now, after she had sworn to not like Luke.

"Yes, I want to."

There was another moment of silence. "Would you like to?" His voice dripped with uncertainty this time around.

"Just give me the address." I laughed. "Tell me if there is something you want and I will bring it to you."

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