LOGIN"Did you enjoy the view?"
Valentino's voice cut through the air—thick and rich, followed by slow, heavy footsteps. It was calm. Too calm. He claimed the living room, dark-brown eyes landing on Nathan—tinged with something unreadable. The boy had taken refuge in the farthest corner of room, behind a couch. Nathan shifted, heart pounding. His eyes darted from Valentino to the ground as he frantically shook his head. "N... no, I forgot to knock—" "Really?" The man cut in, hands slipping into his pockets as he stepped closer and stopped. Nathan's stomach churned, palms sweaty as he nodded. Muttered apologies dripped from his mouth like whimpers. This wasn't the reaction he'd expected. Valentino was almost unfazed, and that shook him to his core. More than his lash-outs ever did. For a moment, he believed the man would hurt him. "Come." Nathan froze, slicing his gaze towards Valentino. He watched, in utter confusion, as the man turned and walked away. He hesitated, sweaty hands clenching and unclenching by his sides, until Valentino spoke again. This time, with warning. "I won't repeat myself." He'd never felt so out of touch with his limbs. His legs crossed the living room, before he could form another thought. Valentino entered his bedroom and Nathan followed behind him, shoulders curved inward and head bowed slightly. The image of the man's bare body flashed torturously in his head, with his monstrous member as the highlight. The boy muttered a curse, standing awkwardly by the door. He watched as the man grabbed the clock off the bedside table and set an alarm for 5 o'clock. "One minute." Nathan's eyebrows furrowed at the vague announcement, an uneasiness tugging at him. "You have one minute to leave, the second the clock rings," Valentino clarified, gruff voice laced with seriousness. "W... what?" Nathan asked, immediately regretting it when the man looked up at him with narrowed eyes. The contempt in them was sharp and unfiltered. He nodded frantically, rooted to the spot by the door. Valentino stood up and walked to the wardobe. He took out some pillows and proceeded to the bed. The man began arranging the pillows vertically on the bed. Nathan watched, his chest tightening with realization. Valentino thought he was a pervert. "Cross those pillows with any of your limbs apart from your hand and I'm breaking them," the man threatened, sliding into the bigger side of the bed. Nathan gulped, approaching the bed with slow steps. He climbed the furniture and slid under the blankets, heart racing faster than ever. Even with the great divide, this setting still felt intimate. He shuddered, feeling the hair on his body rise. His hand dropped lightly on the pillow, tensing as Valentino's engulfed it. Huge. Warm. Calloused. Scarred. It told more stories than the man ever let on. Nathan stilled, chest rising and falling fast from anxiety. He stared up at the ceiling, unable to shake the strange sensation in his palm. He'd held Valentino's hand before, he thought, but it wasn't this... nerve-wracking. Intense. Heart racing. Maybe it was because he was sleeping next to him. His head tilted to the side as he glanced over at the man, taking in his side profile and the features he could see. Valentino's eyes were closed. Was he asleep? He looked almost gentle. Then, he shifted. Nathan's head snapped forward, eyes wide. He shook his head and closed his eyes, trying to fall asleep, too. He had only five hours to feel rested. And a race to run. Before long, his eyelids got heavy and his breathing evened out as sleep claimed him. ✿ ✿ ✿ ✿ ✿ ✿ ✿ ✿ ✿ ✿ ✿ Valentino stirred, a frown crossing his features as the blunt buzzing of the alarm clock pierced through his ears. He reached for the clock and turned it off, plopping back down on the bed, with a sigh. Then, he felt it. A weight on his thigh. His eyebrows furrowed as he sliced his gaze to the side, before his expression switched to irritation. Nathan was still fast asleep. Curled up, undisturbed, with his leg boldly over Valentino's thigh. The man's eyes narrowed, a feeling he couldn't name—dared not name—creeping into his chest. It was familiar. He'd felt it the night before. When Nathan opened his bedroom door while he was unclothed. Valentino had stilled, eyebrows shot up curiously as he looked back to see Nathan at the threshold. He saw it. The way the boy's widened eyes traced his body, taking in every curve, dip, scar and hair. The feeling had bloomed when he followed the boy's gaze to his lower half, where it had locked onto his rod. He couldn't understand it. He wasn't repulsed. He was almost... aroused? Valentino tensed as Nathan stirred—muttering nonsense in his sleep. Before he could stop himself, he kicked the boy hard enough for him to roll over and hit the ground. Thud! Nathan's scream cut through the air, sharp and pained. His eyes flicked open in shock, as he gripped his shoulder. The man watched as the boy hoisted himself onto the side of the bed and shot him a look of confusion and pain. His heart raced slightly, guilt creeping in. "10... 9... 8... 7..." Nathan's eyes shot wide as he scrambled to his feet and bolted out of the room. Valentino's eyes fell to the thigh where Nathan's leg had rested on, that strange feeling fluttering in his chest. Involuntarily, before disgust took over—raw, sharp, more at himself than Nathan. How could he feel aroused by a boy his brother's age?!The sun had long since dipped below the horizon, leaving behind a canvas of wine and orange that stretched endlessly over the water. The beach had grown quiet, the distant giggles and splashes replaced by the gentle rhythm of waves hitting the shore.Nathan hadn't spoken a word since they returned to the villa.He'd walked ahead of Valentino, his shoulders rigid, his strides quick. The moment they crossed the threshold, he'd disappeared into the bedroom and locked the door behind him. Valentino had stood in the hallway for a long moment, his hand raised, hovering inches from the wood. But no words came. Nothing he could say would undo what he'd just revealed.Nothing he could say would erase the cruelty he'd inflicted on a boy who was already drowning in his own sorrows.He'd ended up on the couch.The leather was cold against his back, the cushions too firm, the space too empty. He'd stared at the ceiling for hours, replaying every moment, every harsh word, every time he'd watched
The crystal clear water glinted as it caught the light, its waves rippling, curling at the edge in white foams.In it, some students from Nathan's department played, passing a beach ball, their distant giggles drifting in the air. Nathan watched from the bench, his lips curling into a small smile. He brought the drink in his hand to his lips and sipped the sweet, orange liquid slowly. A shadow suddenly fell over him and he looked up, barely able to make out Mikhail's features. "For someone who crashed my engagement ceremony, you sure are having the time of your life."A chuckle bubbled in his throat. He set the drink down and shook his head, using a hand to sit upright. "Take it up to Valik," he shot back, watching Mikhail lower himself on the bench beside his. The boy gagged. "Stop calling him that."Another chuckle slipped out of him, his eyes squinting. "Whatever. Where's he?"It had been well over two months since the crashed ceremony. Two months since Nikolai had been esco
The grand doors opened once more. This time, Valentino's grandparents walked in. The guests and Nikolai's wench had since long spilled out.Valentino stood beside Nathan, his grip tightening on his hand as the elderly couple walked towards them. "My son," Eleanor, his grandmother said, her smile laced with both pride and grief, her arms wide open. Holding Nathan, the man closed the distance, chuckling as he pulled his mate into the hug. Eleanor chuckled, patting their backs gently. "Sorry I took too long," he murmured against her, his voice soft. Then, he pulled away and smiled. "No, you did what we couldn't do, and for that, we're greatful," George, his grandfather chipped in, and Eleanor nodded, her eyes gleaming. "Thank you." She glanced towards Nathan and reached for his cheek, pinching the rosy skin lightly."You're such a cutie." The boy blushed and chuckled, muttering thank yous. His head then darted to the back and Valentino followed his gaze to...Mikhail and Elena.Mi
Tonight, everything would change. In the Ivanov's mansion. Like it did once before. Like it did on the night he got tied to Nathan. The car pulled to a stop on the property and Valentino glanced towards Nathan, reaching for his cheek. Had he really moved on from his brother?Even though he never really thought about it much, tonight, he just could not help but imagine how Nathan would feel seeing someone he once had a longtime crush on getting engaged. Though amidst the sympathy was a jealous feeling he was trying to suppress.The boy placed his hand over his and smiled, his eyes gleaming with warmth. Perhaps he could feel it, too. This strange familiarity. The house that changed their lives in one night. "You okay?" He asked and Valentino smiled, his heart throbbing. He scoffed and nodded, before he leaned in and kissed his forehead.The man pulled away and unfastened his seatbelt, then he slid out of the car and rounded it to the passenger's side. Tonight, he was formally int
"You're still upset?" Valentino asked, his voice low. He pulled to a stop in front of his house and turned towards Nathan.The boy didn't reply; he simply rested his chin on his hand and looked out the window. He had been ignoring him since they left his apartment. "Should I open the door myself or what?" He mumbled and the man shook his head. "No, I'll open it," he replied, staring at his pouted lips for a long moment before he slid out and rounded the car. Valentino's lips curled into a bright smile as he opened the door and leaned in until their faces were mere inches apart. Then, with deliberate slowness, he unfastened his seatbelt and sliced his gaze towards him."A-are you done?" Nathan croaked, his eyes darting to the side as he leaned away from the man. "I'm sorry," Valentino said, his voice smooth, though he was anything but remorseful. If he went back in time, he would do it again. He leaned in towards the boy and held his chin, then he turned the his face towards his s
This was beyond absurd. Beyond what Nathan could comprehend. Beyond anything he could have ever imagined. Valentino?In a maid's costume?His hand fell—much like his lower jaw did—from the door handle as his gaze swept over the outfit repeatedly."I'll be over there, sir," Andrew said from behind him, his voice low, breaking him from his trance. He gasped once and stepped into the apartment fully, before slamming the door shut. Then, his eyes sliced back towards Valentino. The man was red from the folds on his forehead to the hairy skin of his legs. His eyes were shut from what could only be perceived as both regret and mortification. "Valik..." His voice was barely above a whisper."Theo," Valentino whimpered, almost, his hands clenching into fists by his side. His lids flicked open and he bit his lower lip. The words just weren't coming. If they could even be called words. Just a lump of uhs and whys stuck in his throat. "T-take a seat."Nathan barely registered what he had sa
Click!The door to Nathan's apartment swung inward and he filled the modest space, switching on the lights. It had barely been two days, yet, it felt like he hadn't been there in weeks. His light steps filled the air as he crossed the small living room. Once he was in his bedroom, he crashed onto
Nathan woke up the next day, his head pounding. The sheets rustled as he stirred, eyes fluttering open slowly.Then, the memories flooded in. He sat upright suddenly, eyes snapping to his left wrist.The string was still there.It was not a dream.Although now it was merely a bracelet, and Nathan k
Why?Why Valentino?The man loomed before him, his jaw clenched. His eyes traced Nathan, tinged with intense rage and disgust. Before Nathan could muster a word, Valentino pulled him up and dragged him into the room, then shut the door.Nathan's eyes widened, panicked and confused. The latter thr
The birthday party was in full swing that evening. The Ivanovs had thrown it to celebrate their son, Mikhail's birthday which he shared with Nathan, his best friend. A pop music blasted through the speakers as people danced, laughed and drank in the grand living room of their mansion."Happy birt







