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Valentino's voice cut through the air—thick and rich, followed by slow, heavy footsteps. It was calm. Too calm. He claimed the living room, dark-brown eyes landing on Nathan—tinged with something unreadable. The boy had taken refuge in the farthest corner of room, behind a couch. Nathan shifted, heart pounding. His eyes darted from Valentino to the ground as he frantically shook his head. "N... no, I forgot to knock—" "Really?" The man cut in, hands slipping into his pockets as he stepped closer and stopped. Nathan's stomach churned, palms sweaty as he nodded. Muttered apologies dripped from his mouth like whimpers. This wasn't the reaction he'd expected. Valentino was almost unfazed, and that shook him to his core. More than his lash-outs ever did. For a moment, he believed the man would hurt him. "Come." Nathan froze, slicing his gaze towards Valentino. He watched, in utter confusion, as the man turned and walked away. He hesitated, sweaty hands clenching and unclenching by his sides, until Valentino spoke again. This time, with warning. "I won't repeat myself." He'd never felt so out of touch with his limbs. His legs crossed the living room, before he could form another thought. Valentino entered his bedroom and Nathan followed behind him, shoulders curved inward and head bowed slightly. The image of the man's bare body flashed torturously in his head, with his monstrous member as the highlight. The boy muttered a curse, standing awkwardly by the door. He watched as the man grabbed the clock off the bedside table and set an alarm for 5 o'clock. "One minute." Nathan's eyebrows furrowed at the vague announcement, an uneasiness tugging at him. "You have one minute to leave, the second the clock rings," Valentino clarified, gruff voice laced with seriousness. "W... what?" Nathan asked, immediately regretting it when the man looked up at him with narrowed eyes. The contempt in them was sharp and unfiltered. He nodded frantically, rooted to the spot by the door. Valentino stood up and walked to the wardobe. He took out some pillows and proceeded to the bed. The man began arranging the pillows vertically on the bed. Nathan watched, his chest tightening with realization. Valentino thought he was a pervert. "Cross those pillows with any of your limbs apart from your hand and I'm breaking them," the man threatened, sliding into the bigger side of the bed. Nathan gulped, approaching the bed with slow steps. He climbed the furniture and slid under the blankets, heart racing faster than ever. Even with the great divide, this setting still felt intimate. He shuddered, feeling the hair on his body rise. His hand dropped lightly on the pillow, tensing as Valentino's engulfed it. Huge. Warm. Calloused. Scarred. It told more stories than the man ever let on. Nathan stilled, chest rising and falling fast from anxiety. He stared up at the ceiling, unable to shake the strange sensation in his palm. He'd held Valentino's hand before, he thought, but it wasn't this... nerve-wracking. Intense. Heart racing. Maybe it was because he was sleeping next to him. His head tilted to the side as he glanced over at the man, taking in his side profile and the features he could see. Valentino's eyes were closed. Was he asleep? He looked almost gentle. Then, he shifted. Nathan's head snapped forward, eyes wide. He shook his head and closed his eyes, trying to fall asleep, too. He had only five hours to feel rested. And a race to run. Before long, his eyelids got heavy and his breathing evened out as sleep claimed him. ✿ ✿ ✿ ✿ ✿ ✿ ✿ ✿ ✿ ✿ ✿ Valentino stirred, a frown crossing his features as the blunt buzzing of the alarm clock pierced through his ears. He reached for the clock and turned it off, plopping back down on the bed, with a sigh. Then, he felt it. A weight on his thigh. His eyebrows furrowed as he sliced his gaze to the side, before his expression switched to irritation. Nathan was still fast asleep. Curled up, undisturbed, with his leg boldly over Valentino's thigh. The man's eyes narrowed, a feeling he couldn't name—dared not name—creeping into his chest. It was familiar. He'd felt it the night before. When Nathan opened his bedroom door while he was unclothed. Valentino had stilled, eyebrows shot up curiously as he looked back to see Nathan at the threshold. He saw it. The way the boy's widened eyes traced his body, taking in every curve, dip, scar and hair. The feeling had bloomed when he followed the boy's gaze to his lower half, where it had locked onto his rod. He couldn't understand it. He wasn't repulsed. He was almost... aroused? Valentino tensed as Nathan stirred—muttering nonsense in his sleep. Before he could stop himself, he kicked the boy hard enough for him to roll over and hit the ground. Thud! Nathan's scream cut through the air, sharp and pained. His eyes flicked open in shock, as he gripped his shoulder. The man watched as the boy hoisted himself onto the side of the bed and shot him a look of confusion and pain. His heart raced slightly, guilt creeping in. "10... 9... 8... 7..." Nathan's eyes shot wide as he scrambled to his feet and bolted out of the room. Valentino's eyes fell to the thigh where Nathan's leg had rested on, that strange feeling fluttering in his chest. Involuntarily, before disgust took over—raw, sharp, more at himself than Nathan. How could he feel aroused by a boy his brother's age?!"That's all?" Valentino asked as he placed the last bits of Nathan's belongings in a duffel bag.The boy's eyes darted round the room and a sigh slipped through his lips. He nodded, lips curved into a small smile."Let's go then." The man could not help but return the smile. He swung the bag on his shoulder and padded towards him."Let me carry that," said Nathan as he stared up at him. His wide eyes caught the light, sapphire-flecked irises sparkling with something that made Valentino's heart skip.Valentino's smile fell into something shy and he shook his head, unable to tear his gaze away.The boy scoffed, shooting him a glare.Then he stormed away, tousled hair bouncing with each step. Once he reached the door, he stopped and moved to the side, glancing expectantly at him.The man stared at him for a moment too long, before he closed the distance between them and slid the door open.A crisp 'tsk' dripped from Nathan's lips, but the small smile playing on his lips was hard to miss
Valentino shifted, sighing as he nuzzled his head against Nathan's chest. A chill coursed down his spine when the boy's hand moved to his hair.His fingers threaded through his strands, warm tips gently brushing his scalp. Another sigh slipped through his lips and he smiled."Aren't you supposed to be working?" Nathan asked, sliding his hand to his nape.Valentino's brows furrowed, his chest tightening with discomfort. He reached for the boy's hand and guided it back to his hair.A smile crossed his lips as his heart thumped against his cheek. Faster. Harder. Than he thought was possible."Yes," he replied, fluttering his eyes close as Nathan's fingers resumed their massage. His ears pressed harder against his chest and he listened to his heart beat.It was music."Why are you here then?" Valentino didn't reply; he lifted his head just enough for their eyes to meet. Once he had his fill of that confusion-ladened gaze, he plopped his head on the boy's chest and nuzzled against it.As
Nathan stood in the balcony, a hand rested on the metal railing, a smile across his face, his heart throbbing as he waved his parents goodbye.Valentino stood beside him.They slid into their car, pulled out of the curb, and his mother flashed them one last smile through the window, before they drove away.A soft sigh slipped through Nathan's lips and his hand fell to the railing.He inhaled sharply, when Valentino's hand slid to his waist and pulled him close, muscles tense as the sensation of his cold hand coursed through the thin fabric of his shirt.His eyes darted to the man. Their gaze lingered on his face for a moment too long, then it sliced to the bushes below.As they both watched the world below them, beneath the evening sun, in the chill breeze, snuggled up together, Nathan's mind wandered to those words.He hadn't meant to eavesdrop.But God was he glad he heard them.A warmth crept to his cheeks as they swirled in his mind, like they were there to stay. And he wasn't aga
The hospital room was quiet. The kind of silence that tightened around Valentino's like a noose, heavy with unsaid words. Nathan's mother sat in the chair beside the bed, slicing some apples, while his father sat beside him in the couch by the window.Valentino glanced towards the man, fiddling with his fingers, his mind replaying the scene from earlier over and over.A memory that just might taunt him forever.His eyes darted to Nathan and the duo exchanged looks, brows furrowed awkwardly, then he looked away.How could he have been so careless?He knew they were coming.He'd planned accordingly. The smile he'd wear. The way he'd speak. The way he'd show his mother that he was the right person for Nathan despite his age.Valentino sighed, wincing internally.Nathan's mother wasn't upset as he'd thought she would be, instead it was his father whose glares were burning through him currently.He sliced his gaze to the man, immediately flicking it back to his fingers when their eyes met
The afternoon sun hung high in clear blue sky, its rays filtering through the glass-paned window, across the sleek hospital room.Nathan was seated in the chair by the window, staring down at the bushes below and the people walking by.His heart raced beneath his ribs, dread creeping deeper into his chest. His parents were visiting today.He clutched his folded legs tighter, a shiver coursing through him as the warm, soft fabric of the blanket brushed his skin.The door slid open."Cheryl made you lunch."Nathan sighed softly, glancing towards Valentino. He placed his head on the sill and smiled lightly."What is it?"Valentino closed the door behind him and placed the flask on the table nearby. The boy watched, blinking slowly as he took off his coat and rolled his sleeves-something he'd never thought would make his stomach this warm. "Porridge."He groaned and the man chuckled, walking up to him, hair uncharacteristically slicked back and brown eyes like aged scotch whiskey twinkli
Sunlight filtered through the windows, casting a warm gold glow across the desk. The chill from the AC hung in the air, colder now that winter was near."I must say, it was quite a surprise." Valentino frowned. Nikolai's lips curved into a light smile, his gaze dipping.He reached for the coffee mug on the desk, and brought it to his mouth, taking a sip as he locked eyes with him firmly.Still holding his gaze, he placed the cup down."I could never have imagine that kid was your mate." The words dripped with a contempt that made his blood rush with rage.He clenched his jaw and inhaled sharply."Why are you here?"Nikolai's smile fell into something sinister.He took a breath and sighed, crossing his legs, eyes darting briefly to the side before he looked back at him and replied."Celyn..." His father's eyes darkened.Valentino's breath hitched, heart thumping beneath his ribs, nails digging into the leather-coated arm of his chair.Nikolai paused, searching his gaze. "She was a tou
The sheets rustled as Nathan tossed and turned, staring at the clock on the bedside table. 1:04AM.And Valentino still hadn't come home. He sighed, sitting upright, back against the headboard. His eyes drifted to the pillows he'd divided the bed with.Nothing in Nathan's life had ever felt so out
The sound of the sheets rustling drifted in the air, followed by a frustrated sigh as Nathan flipped to his side. He reached for his phone on the bedside table and turned it on to check the time. Just as he was about closing the screen, a notification popped up. A message."Miss me?" It read, wit
Check-up day!!"How's your lover, blue-eyed boy?" Celyn asked, dropping onto the couch, next to him, with a heavy sigh. Nathan's cheeks heated up at the word. His hand moved to the back of his neck, fingertips brushing against the skin gently as he glanced towards her. Celyn cackled and nudged h
Days would pass by, slow and torturous, and Valentino would remain the same—cold and utterly nonchalant.It was like their relationship had taken a thousand step backwards. If it could even be called a relationship. Up until a week ago, Nathan had looked forward to walking through those huge front







