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Tonight, I End a Four-Year Illusion
Tonight, I End a Four-Year Illusion
Author: Foxfall1

Chapter 1

Author: Foxfall1
The residential complex where my best friend, Jessica Nielsen, lived didn't allow visitor vehicles to stay overnight.

Without even glancing at the registration form, Xavier Hillard wrote down her building and unit number from memory.

Jessica didn't get out of the car. Instead, she clutched the grill pan and complained softly, "Xavier, the light in my living room seems to be broken.

"The property management said they can't come fix it until tomorrow. I'm a little scared to be alone."

Xavier unbuckled his seatbelt. "I'll go up and take a look."

It was only when he put his hand on the door handle that he finally looked at me through the rearview mirror.

"Wait here for me. Ten minutes at most," he said.

The heater in the car was turned up high, yet before Xavier got out, he still tossed his scarf onto my lap.

"Don't open the window. You get a headache whenever the cold wind blows on you."

Xavier was always like this. He remembered every one of my habits, yet he could still leave me behind in the car and walk away to care for another woman.

Every time I thought he cared about me, Jessica would remind me otherwise that his thoughtfulness wasn't reserved only for me.

Ten minutes passed, and the light upstairs still hadn't come on. Xavier hadn't come back down either.

Just as I lowered my head to continue checking the flight details to Londwick, the door on the driver's side opened.

Xavier did not explain his delay. He simply pressed a cup of hot chocolate into my hands. "I bought it downstairs. There's no sugar in it."

The lid had already been opened for me, and the drink was warmed to just the way I liked it.

I stared at the ticket booking page on my phone but didn't reach for it. I also made no move to take the cup from Xavier, leaving him hanging.

Xavier waited a few seconds, then turned his head to look at me, asking, "What are you doing that's got you so engrossed?"

Only then did I snap back to my senses, hurriedly locked my phone, and took the cup. "It's nothing. Just a work email."

Xavier narrowed his eyes slightly as his gaze landed on my right hand clenched around my phone.

"Liar."

He had said the word softly, but it immediately weighed heavily on the silence inside the car.

Xavier stretched his hand back, his palm facing up. "Give me your phone."

He knew me best. When I was nervous, my right hand would unconsciously rub the edge of my phone.

Seeing that I didn't move, he was about to lean over when the front passenger door was suddenly opened.

Jessica got back in the car again, her nose flushed red from the cold. "Xavier, the power went out at my place, and the medicine in the fridge needs to stay refrigerated."

Only after saying that did she turn to look at me.

"Wen, can I stay at your place for the night?" she asked, reaching out and hooking her pinky around mine.

Back in college, whenever Jessica wanted to sleep over at my place, she would do the same thing. She would link our pinkies and sway our hands gently while waiting for me to agree.

But this time, before I could even say anything, Xavier had already turned on the seat warmer for her and said, "It's just a room. There's no need to ask her."

My grip tightened around the hot chocolate, crushing the sides of the cup inward.

It turned out that, in our own home, I was the outsider who had no right to make decisions.

Finally, Xavier turned to look at me. "Let Jessica have the guest room next to the master bedroom. She's a light sleeper, so don't use the hairdryer tonight."

"She can't use that room," I responded.

When we moved into our current house, Xavier had personally replaced the lock on that guest room door. That was because that room contained all the belongings my father had left behind.

At the time, Xavier had placed the only key in my hand and said that no one was allowed to enter.

But in this moment, his expression turned cold, and his brows drew together in displeasure.

Seeing this, Jessica hung her head, her eyes teary as she said softly, "Forget it. I'll stay at a hotel. Wen doesn't like anyone touching the belongings of the late Mr. Jones. I understand."

The more considerate she appeared, the more unreasonable I seemed.

And so, Xavier started the car, his expression cold, and said, "Jessica isn't just anyone."

After a brief pause, he looked at me through the rearview mirror. "Wendy Jones, don't make me argue with you on our anniversary."

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  • Tonight, I End a Four-Year Illusion   Chapter 9

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  • Tonight, I End a Four-Year Illusion   Chapter 8

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  • Tonight, I End a Four-Year Illusion   Chapter 7

    After arriving in Londwick, Xavier waited at the academy gates for an entire day.In the evening, a light drizzle began to fall. When I walked out of the academic building carrying my restored piece, I spotted him with just a glance.He hadn't brought an umbrella. His black coat was soaked through by the rain, yet he was tightly shielding an old wooden box with his hands.I recognized it as the manus from Dad's studio, the ones that had been drenched in the rain.He walked toward me, his voice incredibly hoarse as he called out, "Wen."I stopped where I was. "What are you doing here?"My tone was so calm that it even surprised me. There was once a time when, if I couldn't reach him for just a few hours, I would be so frantic that I couldn't sleep all night.Yet now, even after he had crossed half the world and stood before me, my heart remained completely unmoved.Xavier held the wooden box out to me. "I had someone restore every manu that could still be saved."I also found t

  • Tonight, I End a Four-Year Illusion   Chapter 6

    The smile on Jessica's face slowly faded away. "What's wrong, Xavier?""I told you to get out."Xavier brushed past her, but she grabbed his sleeve. "Did Wen say something again? She's always like this. Every time she's upset, she wants you to be the first to give in. But this time, she's the one who refused to forgive me. She's also still trying to destroy my career…"Xavier stopped in his tracks. "She left."Jessica was stunned for a moment. "Where did she go?""Londwick.""That's impossible!" she blurted, her face even paler than Xavier's. "She promised me she wouldn't apply to schools in Londwick anymore."Xavier slowly turned to look back at Jessica. "When did she promise you that?"Jessica opened her mouth, but no sound came out.Xavier stared at her, the last trace of warmth in his eyes disappearing completely as he questioned, "Jessica, what else have you been hiding from me?"…Xavier had David retrieve the surveillance footage from the hallway of our home.At 1:47

  • Tonight, I End a Four-Year Illusion   Chapter 5

    The day after I left, Jessica successfully passed the charity racing team tryout. Xavier was the one who personally put the medal around her neck too.Applause thundered below the stage, yet Jessica kept glancing toward the entrance. Even after the celebration banquet ended, she still hadn't seen me."Has Wen still not replied?" she asked, clutching her medal. The unease in her eyes grew stronger and stronger.Xavier glanced at his phone. In our three-person group chat, the messages he sent last night remained unanswered."The studio has been tidied up."Come back once you're done throwing your tantrum."Don't make me come after you."With a cold expression, he locked his phone screen. "She's deliberately ignoring us. She'll come back on her own in a couple of days."Jessica forced a smile, nodding. "You're right. Wen loves you so much. There's no way she'd really leave."That sentence pleased Xavier. For the past four years, no matter how fierce our arguments became, I would

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