LOGINLydia POV
Oh. That was… unfortunate. Because he was beautiful. In a sharp, expensive, dangerous kind of way. Dark suit. Sharper jaw. Dark eyes that looked almost black under certain lighting. Everything about him looked controlled. I clicked another picture. Still no smile. Another. Same expression. Another. Still cold. Even in candid shots, he looked detached. Like he existed half a step away from everybody else and preferred it that way. His eyes were the worst part. Not empty. That would have been easier. No, they looked like they belonged to a man who had learned very early that softness was a liability. A headline caught my eye. DAVE ASHTON: THE YOUNGEST BILLIONAIRE REDEFINING POWER Another. COLD, CALCULATED, UNTETHERED Another. THE MAN TOO YOUNG TO BE THIS FEARED Perfect. Of course. Of course the stranger I was being forced to marry looked like he could ruin lives before breakfast and still make it to a board meeting by nine. I shut the laptop. There was no point reading further. Apparently, I had the rest of my life to study him. That thought made me sick. I found the sleeping pills in my bedside drawer, shook one into my palm, and swallowed it with water straight from the bottle. Then I crawled into bed fully clothed and stared at the ceiling until sleep finally dragged me under. When I woke up, there was a wedding gown hanging from my wardrobe. For a moment, I just stared at it. Minimal lace. Clean lines. Expensive fabric. It was beautiful. Which somehow made it crueler. By seven in the morning, I was dressed in it. My hair had been pinned back by a stylist who barely looked at me. My makeup had been done by a woman who treated my face like a task to complete. Nobody asked if I was okay. Nobody expected honesty if they had. My mother had said we would go together. Naturally, she lied. It was just me and the driver. Just me in white satin climbing into the back seat like cargo being transported. The court building looked exactly how I felt. Functional. Cold. Forgettable. A place where lives changed under fluorescent lighting and government paperwork. I arrived early. At first, I told myself that was a good thing. Better to be early than late. Better to get this over with. Better not to think. So I sat. And waited. One couple got called in. Then another. Then another. A woman in pink heels laughed as her husband kissed her cheek. Someone’s mother cried into a handkerchief. A registrar called names in a bored voice from the hallway. People kept moving. Time kept moving. Everything kept moving. Except me. I checked my phone. No message. No call. No explanation. I looked toward the entrance again. Still nothing. At exactly fifty eight minutes, the woman seated two chairs away from me leaned over and asked with too much sympathy, “Are you waiting for someone?” I looked at her. Then at my wedding dress. Then back at her. “No,” I said. She blinked. I smiled. A little too tightly. “I’m here for the ambiance.” She didn’t speak to me again. An hour passed. Then a few more minutes. And still Nothing. No groom. No apology. No Dave Ashton. Just me. Sitting in a court building in a white dress, looking more and more like a woman who had been publicly stood up on her own wedding day. And for the first time since yesterday, something inside me stopped hurting and started hardening. Because if this was how Dave Ashton wanted to begin this marriage Then maybe he was exactly the kind of man I had been afraid he’d be. And maybe this whole thing was about to get much worse.Lydia POVTrue to his word, he was at the cafe thirty minutes later.Not twenty-eight.Not thirty-three.Thirty.I glanced up from my laptop He looked noticeably different from earlier that morning.He was still impeccably dressed in a charcoal suit, his tie perfectly straight, not a single strand of hair out of place. To anyone else, he would have looked exactly the same.But after today’s conversation…I noticed the things other people probably wouldn’t.The slight shadows beneath his eyes.The stiffness in his shoulders.The way he smiled before he’d even reached me, as though trying to reassure me that he wasn’t about to fall apart.It was the smile people wore when they were trying to convince themselves they were okay.“You’re punctual.”He chuckled.“I’ve been told that’s one of my better qualities.”I gestured toward the chair opposite me.“Sit.”He did.For a moment, neither of us spoke.The silence wasn’t uncomfortable.It was simply… thoughtful.Theo was the first to break
Lydia POVThe lecture was supposed to end after ninety minutes.Nearly two and a half hours later, I was still standing at the front of the lecture theatre.At some point, the official Q&A had dissolved into something far less formal. The students had abandoned the microphones and gathered around the stage instead, some sitting cross-legged on the steps, others leaning against desks with notebooks balanced on their laps. The atmosphere no longer felt like a guest lecture. It felt like a conversation.I didn’t mind.In fact, these were always my favorite parts.Anyone could stand behind a podium and deliver a polished presentation.The real magic happened when curious people started asking difficult questions.A young man in the second row raised his hand.“Ma’am… what’s the biggest mistake young PR professionals make?”I smiled.“They think they’re being hired to speak.”Several students looked confused.I continued.“They’re not.”“They’re being hired to listen.”I stepped away from
Lydia POVThe moment I stepped out of the car, the familiar scent of freshly cut grass mixed with old brick buildings and roasted coffee drifted through the air.Universities had a smell.Not a perfume.Not something bottled.Just… possibility.Students hurried across the courtyard carrying laptops that looked far too expensive for people who claimed to be broke. A few sat beneath enormous trees rehearsing presentations, while others occupied every available bench, laughing loudly over conversations that probably felt life-changing in the moment.I smiled to myself.Some things never changed.There was always someone running because they were late.Always someone pretending to study while actually gossiping.Always a couple arguing quietly outside the library.Always someone convinced they were about to fail an exam they’d probably ace.It was strangely comforting.A young woman wearing a university volunteer badge hurried toward me.“Ms. Lydia?”I nodded.“Welcome. We’ve been expecti
Lydia POVThe office felt strangely hollow after Theo left.For several seconds, I remained exactly where I was, my fingers still resting against the edge of my desk as though moving too quickly might somehow undo everything I had just heard.The soft click of the door echoed through the room before silence settled over it again.Outside, the building was alive.Phones rang in neighboring offices. Someone laughed down the hallway. The printer outside my assistant’s desk hummed endlessly as another stack of reports slid into the output tray. Life had resumed its usual rhythm.Mine hadn’t.I slowly walked toward the floor-to-ceiling windows overlooking the city. From up here, everything looked impossibly small. Tiny cars crawled through intersections. People hurried along sidewalks carrying coffees and briefcases, each of them wrapped up in lives I would never know.It was funny.The higher you climbed, the more insignificant everything below looked.Yet somehow the problems inside this
Lydia POVTheo fell silent again.Neither of us seemed in any hurry to continue.Outside my office, I could faintly hear people moving about, printers humming, phones ringing, and heels clicking against marble floors. It was the usual rhythm of a busy workday, yet somehow it felt incredibly distant.Inside my office, it was just the two of us.One listening.One remembering.After a long moment, Theo finally broke the silence.“I thought the divorce would be the hardest part.”He gave a small shake of his head.“I was wrong.”His fingers absentmindedly rotated the wedding band that was no longer there, the habit clearly surviving long after the ring itself.“The divorce was painful.”“But it ended.”“The custody battle…”His jaw clenched.“…never seems to.”I frowned.“What happened?”He leaned back slowly.“Initially, we agreed on shared custody.”“Everything was surprisingly civil.”“I thought maybe…”He smiled sadly.“…maybe we’d at least be good parents, even if we weren’t good sp
Lydia POVNeither of us spoke for what felt like a full minute.Theo wasn’t crying.Somehow, that made it worse.There was something profoundly heartbreaking about watching someone who had clearly cried all the tears they had years ago. The grief was still there, but it had settled somewhere deeper, somewhere quieter. It lived in the pauses between his sentences, in the way his shoulders seemed just a little heavier whenever he mentioned his daughter, and in the tired smile that never quite reached his eyes.He stared at the half-empty glass of water.“I didn’t confront her immediately.”I blinked.“You didn’t?”He shook his head slowly.“No.”“I wanted to.”His jaw tightened.“God, I wanted to.”He let out a shaky breath.“But upstairs…”He pointed vaguely toward the ceiling.“…my little girl was asleep.”“I wasn’t going to let the first memory she had of her parents’ marriage ending be the sound of us screaming at each other.”His voice remained calm, but there was something almost
Lydia POVI stared at Madam Eloise’s card for so long my supervisor had to physically pluck it from my hand.“Lydia.”I blinked.She waved the card once in front of my face.“You’re not seriously considering saying no, are you?”The office had gone suspiciously quiet.Even Clara was staring.“I…” I
Lydia POVI woke up sometime after sunrise with my entire body feeling like it had been hit by a truck.Several trucks, actually.My arms felt weak.My stomach ached.My back hated me.And yetThe first thing I did was turn my head toward the clear bassinet beside my bed.Two tiny humans.Mine.Sti
Bernard stepped in, hands clasped neatly in front of him.“I apologize for disturbing you, ma’am. I came by earlier, but there was no response.”I rubbed my eyes. “I was asleep.”“Yes, ma’am.”He said it so respectfully that I almost felt bad for sounding irritated.Almost.“Would you like dinner?”
Lydia’s POVThe inside of the house was even worse than the outside.Worse, because now I had to physically stand inside it and accept that this was where I was expected to live.The space swallowed me the second I stepped in.The entrance opened into a massive living area with floors so polished I







