It was hard to tell if the sounds around them — leaves dropping in the forest, distant birds calling — were louder or quieter than normal, because to Serena, everything sounded muffled. It wasn’t the peace of the woods she felt — it was pressure building. Because in her form, the Onyx wolf lived there, always. It thrummed through her veins, a shadow pulse beat of not hers. Now it was louder, banging about the walls of her head, demanding to be heard, demanding to be let out.
She pitched to the side, unable to hinder the draw of the thing. Her muscles were sore, and every step hitched with a million others. They hadn’t escaped their secret stronghold by the skin of their teeth, the fight she’d somehow persuaded herself to leave behind only a distant whisper of smell and sound, but the tension vibrating between her and Lucian was one she could practically pluck between her fingers. It was suffocating, heavy in the atmosphere suspended in the space between them, and instead, it only fed the thing swirling in her core.
A few steps ahead of her, Lucian strode forward, the deep lines of his brow a laden contrast from the tight-lipped expression that had graced him since they’d bolted from the pub. The mask of calm cracked, and Serena didn’t know if he was terrified more for her or for the danger closing in all around them. She sensed his gaze and did not look up. Instead, she focused on the ground beneath her, trying to keep some semblance of control.
The Onyx wolf had always been there, sleeping just underneath the surface. But in recent years, it had felt like more than that. It felt like it was beginning to define her. She could sense its hunger, hunger for release, a scraping, insistent thing that sat within her. And the more she tried to hold it in, the more powerful it grew.”
Serena balled her hands into fists at her sides, digging nails into the soft, sweet flesh of her palms, fighting to pretend there wasn’t a wolf at her ear. No longer the wolf — a storm, dark and furious and feasting. And part of her wanted to yield to it, to let the storm carry her off, because it felt so strong and free. But another part of her, the part that remained captive to her humanity, was afraid of what might happen if she did.
“You okay?” Lucian’s voice intruded on her thoughts, kind yet staid. He angled his face toward hers in what was a compelling mix of worry and another expression, stuff she couldn’t even parse.
“I’m fine,” she said, the words coming too fast and too near. She made a face at her own tone, but did not apologize. It was harder and harder to give a damn about how she sounded.
Lucian didn’t reply, but she sensed his gaze on her. His refusal also brought a different sort of pressure.
Elias followed him, looking ahead, expression unreadable. Since they’d left behind the fortress he had scarcely spoken, quieter than she’d ever known him to be, and something about his state just felt wrong to Serena. For did he not contain a shadow, a darkness of depth, a something not yet fully disclosed and it made her uncomfortable. They all had secrets — and hers were becoming a bit too hard to swallow.
As the sun dipped towards the horizon, casting surrounding trees in twilight colours, they came to a clearing. It was nothing much — a small stretch of grass with trees on either side — but it would do. Lucian with the palm of his hand made a stop signal; everyone stopped.
“We’re going to stay here for the night,” he said softly. We cannot make this march happen without a hurt solved stop. We’ll leave before dawn.”
Serena nodded: a break from the barrage, a relief. She sat squat on a patch of grass, letting her back lean against a tree. She closed her eyes for a moment, letting the cool air do its thing. She needed to calm down. She just needed some time to get her ducks in a row.
But the Onyx wolf did not wish her silent. It was always staring at her, plotting to push her over the edge. Serena wheezed, her palms trilling over the dimples of her forehead, trying to talk the load into unwrapping itself from her head. She couldn’t think. Not with the wolf clawing at the inside of her.
Lucian had settled himself beside the fire, facing her. He’d wanted her to open up, to talk, but she wasn’t there yet. She couldn’t open up. Not yet. He didn’t understand. No one did.
Forget thinking about getting a damn parking space anyway when Elias’d already started unpacking, body moving in this well-oiled way that said practice practice practice, like he’d done this a thousand times. He hadn’t said, but Serena could feel the tension within him, as well. It was a statement for silence that says even more. He was keeping something — something big — a secret.
They could be silenced for what felt like eternities, and Lucian had finally broken theirs. “You’re not Serena, Serena.”
She looked up at him and saw him looking at her. There was anxiety in his eyes, yes, but also something more elemental, that something more elemental. Maybe it was fear. Fear for her. The fear of what they were doing to her.
“I’m fine,” she said, her voice cracking. “Just tired.”
Lucian shook his head. “It’s more than that. I can feel it, Serena. So that wolf inside you … it’s winning.”
A spike of rage flared up within her, but she swallowed it. Her own misery? Or the wolf’s voice? Either way, it didn’t matter.
“I’m in control,” she said, but even as she said it, she knew it was a lie. The Onyx still clung, still ripping and tearing through her mind, still searching for an opening to escape. And she was becoming aware of it expanding.
Lucian had dropped his voice into a whisper. You don’t need to go through this on your own. Let me help you.”
The words were painful, not in the way they meant them. Not that Serena needed his help — not now. Nobody was coming to help her.
“I don’t need your help,” she said, rising. The Onyx wolf poked her, its need bordering on painful, and she gasped shallow rasping breaths as her chest tightened closed. “You don’t understand. Do you know what this feels like … this … this thing inside you taking over everything.
Lucian also stood, one hand reaching for her, his voice steady yet anguished. “I know more than you think I know, Serena. And I’m not going to let you self-immolate.’”
She froze. For a moment, the words lingered in the space separating them like a storm cloud, heavy and embattled.
Elias shifted, the silence splitting, his tone frigid. “If we’re going to fight this battle, let’s get ready … for what the next battle looks like.”
Serena turned to face him. His eyes were sharp, with razored gaze that fixed on something beyond the clearing’s threshold with razorlook.
“What do you mean?” she asked, her voice rough.
Elias’s eyes narrowed. “Yes, we’re dealing with a rogue werewolf in the area. I can feel it.”
A moment before she could explain, the energy around them snapped. It felt like the forest was getting quieter, an itch on the back of Serena’s neck. She spun, instinct taking over. There was something wrong. Something was coming.
And then it was there.
A dark shape galloped between trees, quicker than Serena could follow. It attacked her before she could get on the road, either. She backed away instinctively, but the beast closed the distance. It hit her and she fell to the ground.
The Onyx wolf broke free inside her, pure fury and ruin. The rasp lost in the roar; the force tore through Serena like old leaves. Her hands that were clenched and then, suddenly, it burst.
She wasn’t Serena anymore. She was the Onyx wolf. And this beast, it would soon discover, would soon discover exactly what meeting her fury was like.
Lucian and Elias pressed ahead in vain. Serena’s eyes lit up with a feral glow as she surrendered fully to the power of the Onyx wolf.
The wind wailing through the cracks of the mountains, the scent of pine fused with something far older, something far more evil. The air hung tight with tension, and the earth waited. Serena knew the Onyx wolf lay awake in her, her senses in hyperdrive as she stood at the cliff's edge and scanned the horizon. It was no longer just something in the fabric of her life — it was — it had become part and parcel of the very being, a power that she could neither deny nor completely master.Lucian, at her side, was quiet, gazing straight ahead, his left hand resting on the hilt of his sword. They had come a long way together exploring the Ruins. It was that sort of thing that was never said, that gave them a source of strength neither had expected but both had grown to depend on.“We can’t run anymore,” Serena said, in a voice barely above a whisper.Lucian was staring back, his expression inscrutable.
Through the early mist and bars of thread-light that fell between rotting trees, the mountain pass moved ahead. It was quiet here, not peaceful though. The silence had been the sort that fell before something began — or returned.They had marched for hours, boots crunching on dirt and frost, a golden scent of pine and ash in the air. They climbed, down their bent, back toward land that turned in crooked slope, the trees thinning, the shadow splaying out more freely.Serena walked beside Lucian. Neither of them had said all that much since they got the two of them out of those ruins, but their silence wasn’t one of like uncomfortable silences. It had weight. A build of tension, slow like a bow drawn, not released. He remained almost side by side with her, close enough to brush her arm a time or two. Each time, she had felt it — something charged. Not the wolf, not fear, but a pull. Like something in
The wind sighed over the battlefield. Where moments before had been fire and screams, now silence. And trees in the distance sighed, their leaves murmuring. Serena stood over the wreck breathing heavily as she tried to catch her breath. Blood covered her blade and caked over her hands and parts of her face. But her grip was steady.She didn’t move at first. Couldn’t. Her legs were leaden; her arms were leaden. It felt like something eternal, she thought, beginning to grow inside her—not the wolf, exactly, but something icier. A part of her that’d wait in a line. To a place she could never return to.The first to her side was Lucian. He remained silent at first. Just looked at her, the point of his sword drooping, his eyes filled with what you might almost call respect—and compassion.“Are you alright?” he said after a beat, in a low, gentle voice."So I don’t k
A shriek—guttural, wild, and metallic on bone—ricocheted through the trees. The Ruins erupted out, savage purpose trailing behind them on their grotesque mangled bodies as they leapt toward the party, talons swirling. Serena’s heart was pounding so loud in her ears, but she stood rooted to the ground while Kaelen and the rest unleashed everything they had against them. The effects were immediate and brutal; the sulfur sweetness of blood and soil pervaded the air.Something weighed war in her like the battle-evolved shudders of her Onyx wolf. The electricity in her skin, begging for release. She could sense its rage, its desire to obliterate. But she had never let it all go wild, not wild enough, anyway, to lose control of what she was doing and the shadier territory of her own person. Not now. “This was not the time for that.”Kaelen felt his chest give, leaving his lungs losing air in his breath. Th
The wind had changed from the brisk chill of evening to a heavy and oppressive heat. And although the forest was still, it did not go unheard, the sound that lingered with Isolde’s sacrifice. In the middle of the clearing, Serena stood, shaking hands, gripping the pendant she had once owned. A sad remnant of her. The last remnant of a man who had sacrificed everything to save her. Lucian hung close to her but didn’t say anything. He didn’t need to. The silence that unfurled between them was deafening, full of the things unsaid, the words they weren’t brave enough to utter. It felt like the world had turned upside down, and Serena was reaching for a handhold. She had lost Isolde. She lost a part of herself. But she still felt Isolde. It was still there, and it had been there all this time, like a little dream in the back of her mind, hazy and ephemeral, but there too. Where Isolde had been a consistent, deadpan force, quietly stoic and strong while the world crumbled around
Cold seeped into Serena’s bones as the night clamped down on the forest. Hours had passed since the flames had disappeared, leaving only embers in their wake, smokeless tendrils curling in the air. Nature, for its part, appeared to be holding its breath. There was something to shatter the silence about her.Serena hung back at the edge of the clearing, arms wrapped around the heat of herself, her own heat. Kaelen’s prophecy still pressed on her chest like a stone, heavy and insistent. She felt it—a pressure that pulsed through her skin, through her bones. The Onyx wolf inside her awoke, a dark whisper raking at her soul. It had always been within her, but now it was layered on top, something else, something with an edge, something pressed.Behind her, Lucian and Elias walked with silent, careful steps. It was supposed to be comforting—the silhouette of Lucian, always shadowing her, and that silence sh