Jervis's POV
Ang plano ko lang talaga ngayong gabi ay uminom ng mag-isa, but since Rose chats us to our group, which is only occupied with three members, she said it's her day off and my day off too, kaya ko siya isinama sa club para na rin makapag-enjoy siya.Masyado siyang babad sa trabaho para sa promotion na hinahabol niya."H'wag magpapakalasing," paalala ko kay Rose.My plan also is only one quick beer. When suddenly I am with her—Rose—alam ko na magbabago 'yung plano and desisyon ko sa pag-limit ng alak, alam ko na marami akong maiinom dahil lasinggera ang best friend ko.Kahit na masama ang kondisyon ko, pinagbigyan ko siya. I don't want to spoil the fun. Magkaroon ba naman ako ng matampuhin na girl best friend.They don't even know about this—no one knows about this except myself and I have no plan to make them aware.Hindi baleng ako na lang ang nakakaramdam nito kaysa sa ibahagi ko pa sa kanila. Ayokong mag-alala sila. Ayokong dumagdag pa ako sa problema nila.The way her shoulder cut, curly, thick, brown hair lay resting on her sexy shoulders when she was dancing in the midst of the club parang gusto ko na lang 'yon na haplusin, paglaruan at amuyin katulad ng ginagawa ko palagi when we are studying.How I miss that feeling. Kay Rose na lang umikot ang mundo ko n'ong mga oras na 'yon. Feeling ko kasi siya na lang ang babaeng makakatuluyan ko.Pero lumipas ang araw parang walang nangyayari.Then, when she turned around to me after she twerked on the dance floor, I set sight on rosy cheeks, smooth face, her hazel nut eyes surrounded by a set of beautiful lashes, and those red, kissable lips, my shaft suddenly got alerted and stand a bit. Like he wanted to kiss her kissable lips.Oh, no. Hindi ko pwedeng maramdaman ang bagay na 'to. She is my best friend. She trusts me. She is comfortable with me. Hindi ko 'yon pwedeng sirain na lang basta-basta because of the lust that I felt. Damn that beer! Nag-iiba talaga ang landas ng behavior ko kapag nakakainom ako ng alak.Kaya't kapag umiinom kami hindi baleng siya ang todong malasing, huwag lang ako dahil alam ko ang ugali ko kapag lasing. Ayoko namang magalit sa akin ang best friend ko.Siya na lang ang meron ako at ang grandpa ko.But I liked her. I really do ever since. Palagay ko na nga mahal ko siya hindi bilang isang kaibigan, kundi bilang isang babae. But I know she has a crush on Harvick. 'Yon ang bagay na hindi ko mapipigilan. That's her feelings, I am just his friend. Hanggang doon lang.Ang swerte ni Harvick. Wala man lang siyang ginagawa para paibigin si Rose. Kusa siyang minamahal ni Rose kahit na hindi niya napapansin na nasasaktan niya ang kaibigan namin.As if I wasn’t already affected by her moves and her gaze, I looked away and swayed. Pero hindi nagtagal, her presence is like a vacuum. Hinigop niya pa rin ang atensyon ko. Napalunok ako nang kumembot siya sa harap ko. The way her faux leather dress reflected the disco light and her high-heeled black shoes made me attracted more.She shaped her mouth in 'o' while she was dancing, looking at me and swaying her fingers. Napalunok ako at hinawakan siya sa baywang. Hindi siya nagreklamo bagkos inaya ako sa pagkembot gamit ng pagkekembot niya ng kanyang pwetan.Kinakapitan niya paminsan-minsan ang balikat ko.Mukhang masayang-masaya siya sa pagsayaw at parang hindi ko mabibili kahit saan. Napangiti ako habang pinagmamasdan ang maamong mukha ng best friend ko. Wala naman pinagbago sa hitsura niya mula magkakilala kami—mula five years old kami.She is so cute and adorable. Seven years old pa lang ako n'on crush ko na si Rose. Ang tawa niya ang pinapaborito ko at ang burp niya. Malakas pero nakakatawa.Ang cringe ko kung kakalkalin ang isip ko n'on.Rose is definitely a girl that I have been with in my entire life. Ilang years na kaming magkaibigan? Twenty years! At ang dami na naming pinagsamahan. Siya lang ang gugustuhin ko sa matagal kong buhay.Kahit na may girlfriend ako n'on hindi pa rin nawawala ang pagmamahal ko kay Rose kaya siguro hindi kami sobrang nagtagal ni Dayara at Solaris dahil nahahalata nila siguro ang pagtingin ko kay Rose.But I know she will find someone else na makakasama niya at magiging asawa niya. I love her very much, not just my best friend, but a woman and I always have ways of making sure that our friendship will never be destroyed just because I belong to her. Hindi pwedeng mawala sa tabi ko si Rose. I need her more than she needs me.Pero parang ayoko yatang makahanap siya ng iba. I hope Rose likes me, too. Pero alam ko kasi na mahal niya ang kaibigan namin na si Harvick.Kung sakaling mahalin siya pabalik ni Harvick sana ay walang bahid ng kasinungalingan at laro, pero bilib naman ako kay Harvick. Babaero siya at mahilig mangama ng mga babae pero he never touch Rose kasi pabiro lang. Gentleman siya pagdating sa prinsesa namin kaya siguro tuluyang nahulog si Rose sa inaasta niya.Ako rin naman, but she never sees my love through my actions because she is focused on Harvick and her job.I lay my head on the couch as I watched Rose boozing beer again.Dahil sa pag-iisip ko ng mga bagay-bagay hindi ko namalayang tinangay na pala niya ako papunta sa VIP chair namin. Hindi siya masyadong malayo sa akin, but I can see her smile. Masaya siya sa mga ganitong lugar. Nasa nineteen years old pa lang kami ay palagi na kaming lumalabas-labas at gumigimik with Harvick. She didn't notice that I was staring at her. Bigla siyang bumaling kaya nag-iwas ako ng tingin.Fuck. Calm your dick, Jervis.But I can't help to fantasize about her. Lalaki rin ako, natatamaan ng tukso. Lalo na't litaw na litaw ang cleavage niya at ang kutis niya. Not only that, her legs are visible with her slit leather dress. Argh.Gusto kong pisilin ang mga hita niya. I want to claim her! especially her heart.I take a deep breath and slowly unbutton my sleeves when I feel the heat. I was biting my lips and looking away. Dinaan ko na lang sa pag-inom ng beer ang nararamdaman ko.My phone rings above the table. Even if I didn't look at the caller, I already knew who it would be. Si Rose at Harvick lang naman ang madalas kong kausapin sa telepono ko.Si Rose ay nasa tabi ko so definitely siya ito.I get up and answer my phone. "Have you enjoyed the party?" I said, smirking, and sat again. "Naka-ilan ka na niyan?" I was referring to his women.His irritating laugh reaches my ears before he talks at all. "Yes, it is so fun, Jerv! I will never forget her pink, see-through panties, bro. It is wonderful! You should try to flirt, bro. Move on! Come on! Huwag puro kay Sol 'yung pag-ikot ng mundo mo dapat. You are my friend and you should know my tricks!"I sighed and massaged my temple. Harvick is always Harvick. Walang magbabago. Babaero pa rin. Naiinis nga ako sa kanya kasi pinapaasa niya si Rose even though he doesn't know that Rose likes him.Si Rose naman kasi hindi pa umamin.But if she confesses, paano ako? Paano ang nararamdaman ko? hindi ko pa kayang makitang may boyfriend ang first love ko.“Just make sure you’re wearing your protection. Mahirap na at baka makabuntis ka. Tangina mo wala akong maipapahiram na pera sa 'yo," I joked. I heard him laugh again."Ulol! Alam ko 'yon. By next Sunday nga pala mag-church tayo nina Rose.""Wow?" Gusto ko tuloy pumalakpak. "Church? hindi ka kaya masusunog doon?" biro ko."Oh, bakit? Pagdadasal ko lang naman 'yung demonyo kong ama. Nakakahiya naman kasi sa kanya kung ang panganay niya ay walang pakialam sa kanya, 'di ba?" may sarkastiko sa kanyang tono."Kalmahan mo, p're." Nilagok ko ang beer na nasa bote at bumaling kay Rose na nakadako pala ang titig sa akin. Bigla siyang ngumiti kaya muntikan ko nang mabitawan ang cellphone ko sa panghihina.I overheard him speaking to some women and mentioning his name in a way that was so irritating it made me wish I was deaf. He always says, "Later" to all the girls he meets. Alam ko naman ang ibig-sabihin ng later na 'yon."Anyways, Jerv. Kita na lang tayo bukas nina Rose sa shrine, huh? Gabi pa naman yata 'yung job ni Rose tapos ako wala pa ring pasok at alam ko wala ka ring pasok. Mukhang may magpapaligaya na naman sa 'kin. Bye, fvcke—"When I ended the call, he was still speaking. Right now, I really don't want to hear his voice. Lalo na't patungkol sa mga babae niya. Naiisip ko kasi si Rose. It annoys me even more when I'm upset with him with his chicks.Mahal ko pa naman ang babaeng pinapaasa niya.Though wala akong karapatan na sisihin si Harvick kasi buhay niya 'yon eh, he likes dating. Hindi rin niya alam na may gusto sa kanya si Rose so hindi rin pwedeng sisihin si Harvick kung bakit nawawala sa sarili si Rose minsan.I closed my eyes and Rose appeared in my head. There she was, her lovely face. I glanced in her direction. She was exploring her eyes while holding the bottle of the beer. I smiled. Matagal ko nang iniidolo ang kanyang natural na kagandahan na hindi ko pa nakikita sa iba.The majority of women I've encountered pay for the beauty that she most likely isn't even aware she has. A lot of them retokada, mga may ginagamit sa kani-kanilang balat but this woman, she is natural. Perhaps I should tell her how stunning she really is tonight."Hey, Rose," tawag ko na may malakas ang boses."Yep?""Are you okay there?" I asked."Yes, I am!" itinaas niya ang beer. I saw her armpit. Maputi! and I wanted to kiss it."You are so beautiful," I said full of confidence. She smiled that made once more my shaft triggered. Damn! Damn! Calm down you little pet! "You are so cute. You are so adorable," dagdag ko pa na sa palagay ko hindi naman niya ako narinig dahil sa ingay ng paligid.Kinuha ko ang isang bote ng beer na mataas ang porsyento at nilagok ito sabay ang pagpunas ko sa may gilid ng labi ko nang mapatakan ito ng beer.Napalunok ako at hindi namalayan na nakatabi na pala siya sa akin. Ang bango niya! Nakakaakit ang perfume niya."Pinagpapawisan ka. Punasan mo, oh," she handed me the handkerchief. Matinding init ang naramdaman ko.Hindi ko mapigilan na i-angat ang mga kamay ko para hawakan ang mukha niya at haplusin ito ng dahan-dahan.And then I realize that I laid my lips with hers. Hindi ko na nakontrol ang sarili ko na pagalawin ang labi ko habang hinahapit ang baywang niya papalapit sa akin.Damn, Rose. I want to touch you. I want you. I want you tonight, my sexy lady."Jervis? Why did you kiss me?!" gulat niyang tanong. I just raised the beer and drank it. Lalo akong ginanahan nang bigla siyang ngumiti at ininom din ang beer."Well, it's okay. Nagandahan ka lang sa akin and that is our first kiss together. Kaibigan naman kita na nandiyan para sa akin at super bait mo so deserve mo siguro ng one kiss from this beautiful lady!"Base sa boses niya mukhang tinamaan na siya ng alak. For sure sasapakin niya ako kung sakaling sober siya n'ong hinalikan ko siya."Uwi na tayo..." I said. She pouted and brushed her hair using her fingers."What? 'wag muna!" reklamo niya. I nodded. Sabagay madalang lang naman siyang naglilibot unlike other women na sa bar na 'yung tirahan nila.Pero ganun din naman pala kami ni Rose dati. Ngayon lang hindi dahil may trabaho na kami.But I want to sleep with her tonight!Oh, fuck, Jervis! How did you say that? She is your best friend! You can't lose her!Napailing ako. Para na akong mababaliw sa pagkausap ko sa sarili ko.Nag-inuman pa kami ng isang oras bago namin naisipan na umuwi. Lalakaran lang daw namin ang bago niyang tinitirahan and finally I can see it now.Itinuro niya ang direksyon ng kanyang tirahan. It was a tall building. Hindi pa ako nakakapasok sa tinitirahan niya. Inakbayan ko siya nang makarating kami sa building at sumakay ng elevator. Kapit na kapit ako sa kanya dahil kulang na lang isusubsob na niya ang kanyang mukha sa sahig.Babaeng 'to! kaya ayaw ko siyang nalalasing eh.Napataas ang kilay ko. Pangmayaman 'yung condominium niya."Jervis...haha! This is my condominium. Ikaw pa lang ang makakapasok diyan. You're so lucky guy," lasing niyang sambit at kumapit sa leeg ko. "At wala na akong ibang gugustuhin na makapasok pa rito because...this only for you, for Harvick and for me!" itinaas niya ang dalawa niyang mga kamay at tumawa. Napailing ako sa kanya at hindi mapigilan ang pagngiti ko."I told you h'wag kang magpakalasing. Napakatigas ng ulo," napapailing kong sambit. Baliw kasi siya kapag nalalasing."No! The beer is so wonderful tonight, just like me," bigla niyang iginalaw ang kanyang mga daliri sa ilalim ng kanyang baba.
Napakunot ang noo ko nang bigla niyang idikit ang pagkalalaki niya sa gitna ko. Suddenly the heat wanted me already to push his manhood inside me.I am obvious that I was enjoying his little games down there upon hearing my own moans echoing throughout the whole living room."Ooohhh...can't wait for it till it enters," I said in excitement."I can't imagine your other side, Rose. You're so hot." He continued to grind his manhood, and my wetness abruptly left marks at his tip.Apart from his struggling to breathe, all he could make was grumblings. His mouth fell open, and he took slow, deep breaths to feel the moment while he was kissing my center using his pet. Manhood is tough enough on him, ready to get a fight."Enter it now, please. I want it now!" I can't help to beg and bite my lower lip.When I look at his manhood, it was standing powerful and tall in front of my pussy, and I could feel the veins pounding there. I felt its heat as I held it."I will. I'll be gentle. Don't worry
"Why? Can you please stay away from me just for this day? naiilang ako, okay?" umirap ako.Hindi ko na muli pa siyang kinausap at nakikita ko na ang Healthy fitness gym. Mukhang marami-rami ang nasa session ngayon.Running towards the direction of the gym, I smirked, but suddenly it faded away when someone showed up in front of my confused eyes."Jervis, ang kulit mo!" napakamot ako sa ulo ko at inirapan siya ng matalim."Look, I want to be with you here at the gym at one week na rin akong hindi nakapag-weight lift kaya pagbigyan mo na ako. Okay?" without coming out words in my mouth, he abruptly follow his choice. He opens the door and initially entered the gym. Nagbuntong hininga ako ng walang magawa sa lalaking 'to. I trail behind him. As we pass people are busy working out, he halter to offer encouragement to a couple of men. Mukhang mga kaibigan niya ang mga 'to dahil ilang beses ko na rin silang nakita na nagkakasama sila. "This is Rosalie, my best buddy," pagpapakilala niya at
Kumapit ako sa braso ni Jervis at painosente kaming lumabas sa gym. Mabuti na lang at wala ng mga tao o kakilala naming dalawa. Gustong bumulwak ng tawa si Jervis habang binabalingan ako pero kinurot ko lang siya sa kanyang likod."Tsk. Don't laugh. Mahahalata nila tayo," I said and rolled my eyes."Kung meron lang akong protection kanina, why not?" he smirked. Hinampas ko ang braso niya kung saan ako nakakapit, "ouch!""Alam mo huwag kang masyadong bulgar dahil kahit na pumayag ako sa gusto mo hindi mo pa rin ako pwedeng kausapin ng mga ganung topic. It's awkward!" I rolled my eyes again."Okay, okay. I'm out! Anyway," bumitaw si Jervis sa akin at hinarap ako, "nag-coffee ka na?"Umiling ako, "Hindi pa. Gusto ko nga eh. Coffee tayo sa condo ko?" I looked at the back, "malapit lang naman if lalakaran natin," I said smiling."Alright!""Tawagan ko si Harvick para naman may bonding tayo," I suggested so he nodded, "hindi naman kaya hangover 'yun?" "I don't know. Oras na panigurado gisin
Jervis's POVI breathlessly got out of her condo. I couldn't wipe off my smile after what happened between us. Is this what they call "kilig"?My hopes for Rose are not easy to reach as the height of mount Everest. It's possible that she might like me once I give my best to her. Not only in bed but in everything.Now, I don't want anyone else touching or getting close to her. I want it to be just me. There's nothing wrong if I get possessive with her, right?I bit my lower lip and laughed like a stupid while walking in the street to fetch Harvick.I whistled. I really feel blush with Rose. We have shared our intimacy again. She was the one taking the lead in our first and second intimate, huh? Does she like me? If yes, I am willing to marry her and make her the mother of my future children.Besides, she was my first love. My first love who never knew how I felt about her. I will find the right time to confess my feelings to her."Bro!" tinawag ako ni Harvick. "Hey!" we bumped our fist
"Hey, Rosie maganda. Pakiabot nga 'yung Nova sa likod mo," utos ni Harvick. I glance through my shoulder and look behind me before reaching for the junk food—Harvick's favorite junk food brand. I open it and flavor it, taunting him as I tremble it in front of me."Sarap!""Hey! That's mine!" I tossed the Nova to his lap."Tinikman ko lang," umirap ako, "damot!" Nakita ko si Jervis na focus na focus sa pating na pinapanood namin. Nagmumukha na tuloy siyang pating—pating na pogi."Dapat ngayon na kami mag-impake," sambit ni Harvick."Bakit?" I asked habang dumudukot sa chichirya niya. Kinindatan naman niya ako.Oh, 'no! Malalaglagan yata ako ng bra sa ginawa niya."May trabaho kami bukas. Kailangan kami sa site," he explained."Oh, yeah," mukhang may naalala si Jervis. "Meron kaming job. Ikaw rin 'di ba?" I nodded. "Bagong promote ba naman.""Naks! Baka Rosie namin 'to!" Inakbayan ako ni Harvick at doon ako kumuha ng pagkakataon para singhutin siya."Sige, impake na kayo mamaya. Saglit l
"I love your scent, Rose," he said as he sniffed my intimate area through my underwear.I held onto him tightly and let out a moan as he pulled my panties to the side and kissed my center.I grabbed his hair, feeling his wet tongue intertwine with mine. He dug his nails into my thighs as he pleasured me more intensely. He nibbled on my folds, focusing on my most sensitive spot. The table trembled from my overwhelming excitement.His tongue is swirling around the sensitive part. I tried to pull him away but he just glared at me.Napatigil ako sa pagsinghap nang tumigil siya sa kanyang ginagawa. He spread my thighs more while he was sliding his shorts down.He grabbed a condom and opened it. I watched while he was sliding it to his manhood."Mas gusto kong walang ano," I mumbled."Protection," katwiran niya."Mas gusto kong wala." Binunot ko ang condom at itinapon ito."Rose," he smiled and kissed my lips gently. "We need that for protection.""Why? may nakakasex ka bang iba bukod sa aki
"Bakit naman?" kunot noong tanong ni Harvick, "isusumbong kita sa daddy mo," banta niya pa."Relax! nagtinapay ako. At saka babawi ako ngayon sa binili mo. Busy lang kaninang lunch," katwiran ko."Mas maganda kung lights off!" pinatay ni Harvick ang ilaw."Baliw! Kumakain tayo.""Bulag ka ba para 'di mo makita 'yan sa laki ng TV?" Busangot niyang sagot at tumabi sa akin."Aray!" d***g ko nang hampasin niya ang hita ko. "Ano ba?!""Umayos ka nang upo! Kababae mong tao. Lalaki kami kaya umayos ka. Malaking pagsisisi 'yung masilipan ka."Umayos ako ng upo at napakagat ng labi sa sinabi niya. Damn! So gentleman naman niya. Kaya mahal ko si Harvick eh. Kinilig ako bigla!Si Jervis nga eh inaano niya ako...Ano kayang magiging reaksyon ni Harvick kapag nalaman niyang nagsesex kami ni Jervis? Magagalit ba siya?"Jerv, kain," kalmadong aya ko nang nakatutok na siya sa TV. Mukhang sinundan niya ako at kumuha na rin ng pagkain, ganun rin si Harvick.Kumakain pa rin ako habang nanonood habang sin