Itinuro niya ang direksyon ng kanyang tirahan. It was a tall building. Hindi pa ako nakakapasok sa tinitirahan niya at palagay ko ay ito ‘yung pinagmamalaki niya sa amin. Inakbayan ko siya nang makarating kami sa building at sumakay ng elevator. Kapit na kapit ako sa kanya dahil kulang na lang isusubsob na niya ang kanyang mukha sa sahig.
Babaeng ‘to! Kaya ayaw ko siyang nalalasing eh. Napataas ang kilay ko. Angas naman ng condominium niya, dinaig pa ako. Yayamanin kasi eh. “Jervis…haha! This is my condominium. Ikaw pa lang ang makakapasok diyan. You’re so lucky guy,” lasing niyang sambit at kumapit sa leeg ko. “At wala na akong ibang gugustuhin na makapasok pa rito because…this is only for you, for Harvick and for me!” itinaas niya ang dalawa niyang mga kamay at tumawa. Napailing ako sa kanya at hindi mapigilan ang pagngiti ko. “I told you h’wag kang magpakalasing. Napakatigas ng ulo,” napapailing kong sambit. Baliw kasi siya kapag nalalasing. “No! The beer is so wonderful tonight, just like me,” bigla niyang iginalaw ang kanyang mga daliri sa ilalim ng kanyang baba. Nagpapacute. Kumembot din siya katulad n’ong steps niya sa club. “Am I good a dancer like you?” malambing niyang tanong niya. “Hell, yeah. Very good dancer.” I grinned. She’s so sexy. Kung alam niya lang na kanina ko pa siya pinagpapantasyahan, pero hanggang pantasya lang naman ako. But it’s okay at least nakikita ko ang taong mahal ko from 5 years to 27 years. “Password?” I asked, looking at the passcode monitor. “My birthday!” “Hush! Lower your voice! Maririnig ka nila.” Tinakpan ko ang bibig niya habang nakaakbay ako sa mga balikat niya. Kumapit siya sa baywang ko. “Ang bango mo…ang bango-bango…ang bango-bango!” “Rosalie Smith!” sermon ko. She chuckled again. She stopped talking when I tried to click her passcode. Dalawang beses akong nagkamali pero nabuksan ko rin kaagad. “Nakakatampo ka…hindi mo agad napindot ‘yung birthday ko,” sulking, she said. I laughed a bit. “Alam ko. Hindi ko lang alam paano mo pinagbabaliktad. Nauuna pala ‘yung year na ipinanganak ka,” I explained. “I know you very well even your secrets kaya ‘wag kang magtampo diyan.” She and I went inside her condominium and I locked the door right away. Baka may ibang pumasok. Ayoko naman na matunton din nila ang bahay ni Rose dahil siya lang ang mag-isa. But I didn’t know that she transferred. Siguro pinayagan na siya ng kanyang ama na humiwalay sa kanila. Matanda na si Rose at may trabaho na siya. Asawa na lang ang kulang sa kanya at isang bata. Nasa edad na kami para mag-asawa at hindi ko alam kung naghihintayan ba kami o ano. I love Rose, Rose loves Harvick and Harvick loves no one but his lust and his condoms. “Jervis!” “Yes—” hindi na ako nakapag salita. She held both of my cheeks and then she pressed her lips against mine. My eyes widened and couldn’t believe what she did. Nasa ere ang mga kamay ko habang nakatingin sa kanyang likuran. She moved her lips that caused me to close my eyes just as I was about to stop her. I couldn’t figure out why I was clinging to both of her shoulders and giving her a seductive back kiss. Bakit mo naman sinimulan, Rose? Nagtiis ako para lang hindi kita mahalikan! Ang init ng nararamdaman ko sa club kanina ay naramdaman kong muli dahil sa kanyang halik. I pressed her face up against the wall and gave her a full-body kiss that she would never get from any other man. I bit her lower lip as I sucked on her lips, and then I got back in her mouth and played with her tongue, which made me feel even hotter. “Hmm…” I can taste the beer inside her mouth. Gradually, my hands moved from her shoulder to her cheek and back to her shoulder, stopping when my right hand came in contact with one of her breasts. She tensed, her hands clamping down on my neck. She moaned when I replaced my lips to her neck, giving her three marks. “Aw!” Daing niya. I can't stop myself anymore at tuluyan na akong nawala sa huwisyo ko. I grabbed her again on the lips using my lips without any answers that came from me. I continue to massage her breasts with one hand while stroking her body with the other until I get to her butt. I gave it a light press. Damn, so soft! I love pressing her butt! I smirked. I will slap them later until they turn red. She gave a passionate kiss in return and wrapped her arms around my nape. She felt craziness, and I could feel it too. She gently pulled her lips away from me as she felt both hands massaging her front. “Jervis, nawala yata ang pagkalasing ko,” she mumbled just enough for me to hear, so I laughed, gan’on din siya. Hinawi ko ang pang-itaas niya at tumambad ang medyo kalakihan niyang hinaharap. I looked at her face and her eyes were closed. I licked her nipple that made her grunt. Hindi ko na mapigilan ang sarili ko, I sucked her nipple so gently. The taste of my Rose! “Hmm,” I moaned while sucking her cute nipple peeking behind her top clothes. She pulled my hair as she made noise. I stopped sucking and touched her face so gently. “Me, too. Nalasing ba tayo?” Biro kong tugon sa sinabi niya kanina. Kinagat ko ang pang-ibabang labi ko at tinitigan ang dibdib niya na litaw na litaw. I hid her nipple again and licked my thumb finger. Nagkatitigan kaming pareho. Hinawakan ko ang pisngi niya at pinadausdos ang palad ko. “Jervis…what did we do?” she asked breathlessly at mahinang tono. “You should just take me home safely…but…” “I don’t know. I feel like I want you. I-I…want you.” Wala akong ibang sisisihin dito kundi ang alak! Damn that alcohol! “Jervis—” Hindi na napigilan ng labi ko na halikan muli siya. This time we are walking on the couch. Kaagad ko siyang itinulak pahiga. I was stunned when I saw that her leather top was lifted. My length suddenly stood up and it wanted to introduce itself to Rose. Natakpan ko bigla ang nasa gitna ng pants ko because Rose was staring it! “Wow…seems like someone wants to show himself, may I see it?” Malokong tanong ni Rose na ikinagulat ko. Nakaramdam ako ng kahihiyan. Hindi kaya namin pagsisisihan ang gagawin namin? Hindi kaya siya magagalit? My eyes widened because she removed her top clothes. Bumungad bigla ang dalawa niyang matatambok na hinaharap sa mga mata ko. Hindi ko mapigilan ang sarili kong pumatong sa ibabaw niya. I suddenly smooches her while my naughty hands crawl down to her unclothed boobs. She was breathing heavily. “My panty is wet,” she whispered. When she informed me that she was wet, I put my hands in her skirt and touched her center. And that’s right! Mas lalo akong nag-init dahil d’on. “Because you sucked me before,” she added. My lips moved down her neck down to her boob. Naririnig ko ang paghinga niyang malalim. Her feet were folding as if she was stifling her moan. I pressed hard on both her boobs while sucking them alternatively. Rosalie’s POV Because of the tickle, he was making me feel pleasured, hindi ko mapigilan ang sarili kong mapahalinghing habang nakahawak sa kanyang ulo. “Jervis…” Lumuhod siya bigla sa harap ko at humanap ng paraan para maibaba ang leather skirt ko. Maging ang mga heels ko ay hinagis na niya kung saan. He removed his clothes also one by one until brief na lang ang matira sa kanya. I bit my lower lip and spread my thighs in front of him. I was wearing nothing! Napanganga ako sa ginawa niya. He just smelled my panties! Oh no. “Jervis! That was embarassing! Give it to me!” pumalad ako pero hinagis niya lang ‘yon kung saan. Napansin ko bigla ang pag-angat ng kanyang brief kaya hindi ko mapigilan ang mapatawa. “Why are you laughing?” Kunot noo niyang tanong kaya kaagad akong na-cute-an sa kanya. “You and your pet.” Hindi siya makasagot dahil iisang pwesto lang nakadako ang mga mata niya. Kundi sa magandang kalikasan na nakabalandra sa harap niya. I bit my lower lip when I suddenly felt his smooth lips, kissing my innocent pussy who was being cute in front of him. Hindi ko mapigilan na ipalakad ang malilikot kong kamay sa kanyang buhok habang siya ay patuloy sa kanyang paghalik sa gitna ko. My naughty hands pulled his hair and propelled him more to feel the greatest pleasure that I hadn’t felt yet. Hinuli ko ang kamay niyang nakasakop na sa kaliwang dibdib ko. Hindi ako mapakali dahil he was busy pleasuring me. Oh no…This is so unbelievable! Hindi ko pa naramdaman ‘to. Naramdaman ko ang isang bagay na biglang pumasok sa masikip na daan ng gitna ko. Napaarko ang likot ko at pinipilit na hawakan ang kanyang kamay dahil nasasaktan ako sa ginagawa niya. “So tight,” he bulong niya when he finally entered his one finger inside me. He again claimed my center in his mouth and I could feel his tongue in my sensitive part. He was tasting it! He was sucking it! Nakakabaliw! I closed my eyes to feel something inside mine. Parang may namumuong init sa may tiyan ko. Oh, my God. I didn’t know that Jervis was good! I didn’t expect this. He already drove me crazy! What are we doing? Mag-kaibigan kami! “Jervis, we should not do this,” nanghihinang sambit ko habang hinahaplos ang kanyang balikat. He thrusts and pulls his finger inside me. Parang ayaw niyang ipagpatuloy ko ang sinasabi ko. Nararamdaman kong nahihirapan siya sa paggalaw ng kanyang mga daliri sa loob ko. But I can feel my wetness kaya biglang dumulas ang daliri niya at mas binilisan ang paggalaw ng kanyang kamay. My hands crawl my body down to my thighs. “I-I can’t stop.” Inangat niya ang kanyang sarili “I want you. I need you. I really want you, Rose.” Hinalikan niya ang leeg ko kaya’t hindi ko napigilan na mapaarko para bigyan siya ng daan para ipadausdos ang kanyang halik sa leeg ko hanggang sa mukha ko. “But Jervis, you know that we are friends! We are best friends. I can’t lose you, Jerv. Not you, you are my favorite best friend. You are my first best friend, you are my companion.” Pinatahimik niya ako gamit ng panghahalik niya. “Ngayon mo pa sinabing magkaibigan tayo but you were replying to my kisses and touch! Let’s continue this. I want you to feel the top of my hotness and how I perform the higher level of my lust,” dagdag niya at hinila ang mukha ko para halikan na naman. My goodness! Paano ko pipigilan ang lalaking ‘to kung nanghihina ako? I want this as well! Ngayon ko lang naramdaman ‘to. I want to feel that more and more! He's a good kisser! This is not my first time to kiss a man but so far he is good! He was the best! “Rose, I don’t want to hear some other words.” “But what if Harvick—” “Ayaw mo ba?” “Ang iniisip ko lang…” I am still a virgin. Kapag pumayag ako, makukuha ako ni Jervis. I have no feelings for him. Hindi tulad kung magkarelasyon kami, ibibigay ko, but he is my very best friend. And I have liked Harvick ever since we were kids. Si Harvick na ang gusto ko. Pero si Jervis siya ang unang nakilala ko. 8 years old na yata ako n’ong nakilala ko si Harvick. “We can stop.” “No…no.” I held his broad shoulder and yanked him closer to my body when we were about to get out from my top. “You can’t! sinimulan mo…” “Sinimulan? Ikaw kaya! You kissed me!” depensa niya. “Hey! I won’t kiss you if you are not seducing me using your eyes when we are in the club! At saka ikaw ang unang humalik sa akin!” Bigla siyang humalakhak. “Hinihigop ako ng ganda mo.”Patakbo ko siyang nilapitan at niyakap ng napakahigpit. Parang ilang taon kaming hindi nagkita sa yakap ko dahil sa pag-aalala ko sa kanya. I missed my woman! I missed hugging her like this at gusto ko ay ganito na lang kami habang buhay, iyong walang problema. “How are you? How’s my babies? Please, tell me they are okay,” I begged, caressing her tummy. “Muntikan na naman akong makunan,” nanghihinang sagot niya. I kissed her forehead and lips. “I’m sorry. I’m sorry,” paulit-ulit kong bulong habang hinihigpitan ang yakap ko sa kanya. “Dahil sa sobrang pagod at pag-aalala ko,” dugtong niya. Napabitaw ako sa yakap ko. “Pinapagod mo ang sarili mo? Didn’t I told you—” “I was preparing for our upcoming wedding. Drive dito, drive doon. Jerv, I’m scared. Baka next time na duguin ako ay tuluyan nang mawawala ‘yung mga babies natin,” she said that made me soft in a sudden. “Ayokong mawala sila. They are blessings and precious things. Hindi ako papayag na mawala ang kambal natin
“Engr. Cullen!” parang hinahabol ng aso si Engr. Feliciano nang lapitan niya ako. “May malaki po tayong problema!” he added, gasping for his breath while his palm was on the top of his chest. “Ano?” kunot-noong tanong ko habang inaayos ang hard hat ko. The stone sounds as I walk towards him. “Gumuho ‘yung structure na ginagawa natin sa Pampanga!” lakas na boses niyang banggit na ikinalaki ng mata ko. “What!? How come?” Hindi na ako nakapag-paalam sa kanya dahil patakbo kong nilapitan ang office ko. Nagmamadali kong sinipat ang laptop ko para tingnan kung mayroon bang nagsabi nito sa akin ng tungol doon o wala. “Ngayon ko lang nalaman ito. Tatlong araw na palang nangyari ‘yon, Bossing!” aniya na sinundan pala ako. Dahil sa inis ko ay kinalampag ko ang mesa at hindi ininda ang sakit sa palad. “Bakit ngayon lang?!” “Hindi ko ho alam,” bigla siyang napayuko sa boses ko na puno ng pagkadismaya at inis. “Puntahan natin!” Sinipat ko muna ang site ng mansyon na pinapagawa ni Tita
Isang taon na ako rito sa Pilipinas pero naduduwag pa rin akong aminin kay Rose na magaling na ako at naduduwag akong magpakita sa kanya. Walang araw na hindi ko sinusubaybayan ang anak ko sa bahay nina Rose hanggang sa makapag-aral na siya. I’m proud of him. Marami siyang rewards and achievements na ipinagmamalaki sa akin kahit na tatak stars and A+ lang sa mga papers niya. Gifted pa rin talaga ako na magkaroon ng isang anak na katulad niya kahit naging duwag ako at mahina para sa kanilang dalawa ni Rose. “Baby, do you like ice cream?” I asked softly. Hinaplos ko ang kanyang ulo. “Yes, daddy. Mommy doesn’t want me to eat this every day but when it’s up to you, you let me eat it! That’s why I love you! But if mommy finds this out, she will be angry.” “Baby, don’t tell mommy that you’re seeing your dad, huh?” Hinaplos ko ang baba niya. Ako na ang bahalang magpakita sa kanya. “Daddy, you don’t want to live with us? I want to live together with you and Mommy and Tita Ganda, Grandpa, a
Jervis’s POV The whole time I thought that after being admitted to the hospital, that would be my new home. I thought I only had a year left. I lost hope when I became bald and thin like a skeleton covered in skin. I’m so tired, feeling useless, just waiting for my death. And when Harvick found out about my illness, I was so embarrassed. Luckily, he was trustworthy. He’s the one who brought messages and updates to Rose for me. Damn, I was so happy when I found out she was pregnant. At least if I die, there will be a part of me left behind, and I know Rose won’t neglect our child. But the way Harvick described what Rose was going through, my heart ached for her. Sinadya ko na ipagtabuyan siya para sana makalimutan niya ako pero parang pinatay ko ang sarili ko dahil sa ginawa kong ‘yon. Dahil gusto kong makita siya at ‘yung unborn child namin, sinabi ko sa sarili ko na lalaban ako sa sakit ko at kakayanin ko kahit nakikita kong wala na akong pag-asa. Ayokong haharap sa akin si Rose
My son’s party was so incredible. We each gave our messages and even shed tears. The next event was the gender reveal of our baby, where Jervis held a needle to pop the balloon. In one balloon, there were only two colors; pink and blue. Jervis lifted Kyro while the three of us stood in front, and Daddy joyfully held the balloon up. Halos magsitalon na sila sa tuwa nang sabihin ko na buntis ako at nagtampo pa si Mommy dahil hindi ko raw kaagad sinabi sa kanya. I told them siyempre surprise ‘yon, pero alam na ni Harvick pala and Rosanna. Siguro nag-chikahan si Jervis at si Harvick. “Are you ready, daddy?” tanong ko. “I’m excited. I hope it’s a baby girl,” he wished, but he only said that in a whisper. His eyes sparkled while his lips were about to tear apart from the width of his smile. “Yes, I agree with you, daddy,” sagot ni Kyro. The emcee counted down from five. “5! 4! 3! 2! 1!” Kyro and Jervis both popped the large balloon, causing the coloring powder to explode on us. J
Bumaling siya sa akin na napakaseryoso, na para bang dapat akong maniwala sa sinabi niya. Ngayon ko lang naisip na tama pala ‘yung sinasabi ni Jervis na gawa-gawa lang ni Denise ang tinext niya. “Can’t you love me back? We are married for almost five years. I love you. Will you choose me?” Her question made my blood boil because of her desperate words. Hindi na sinasadya ni Jervis kung one sided love sila. Ako pa rin ang original. Ako pa rin ang una niyang nakasama at ako pa rin ang una niyang minahal. “You know that I have my family, Denise. I’m so sorry, but I will not forget you for helping me. I owe you a lot, but I can’t pay you back for what you are asking. You’re beautiful and has a soft heart and you can find another man,” tanggi ni Jervis na mataman kong pinapanood ang bawat galaw ng kanyang mga labi habang nagsasalita. Pinatay ni Jervis ang tawag at kaagad na bumaling sa akin. “See? She’s lying. Oh, come on, sweetheart. Anong gusto mo pang gawin ko para maniwala ka na