Chapter 4 You'll beg

Ceen

I have only one place in mind and that is the club, I'm going to ask about the only man that has ever wanted me in this life, call it crazy or whatever but that's how I think I needed that closure cause right now my head is spinning from all the rejections in life I literally feel like I might go berserk. 

Just when I thought I had Killian Romero he ended up slipping through my finger, I fucking hate myself right now, I can't even look in the mirror without thinking maybe something is wrong with me, how can I strip naked before a man and he still walked away, I know he said it's my punishment but it's not, he simply did not like what he saw, fuck I'm so pitiful.

I blinked back my tears as I drove into the club which is currently empty because of course it's morning and that's what it's supposed to be. It's usually like this during the day with just a few people lurking around but at night it's buzzing with crowds.

Throughout my ride I noticed one of Killian's was following you, I don't know if it's him or his security but guess who does not give a fuck? It's me. I came down from my car and made my way into the club, on seeing me, the bartender from the other day smile,

“Thought you'll never come back again’’

“Well, here I am” I shrugged sitting on one of the stool, 

“Here, it's on me” He placed a glass of wine before me,

“Thanks” I smiled as I grabbed the glass sipping from me, he leaned against the counter with his eyes on me, while my eyes dangled around the whole place, there was music playing with only one or two people in sight.

“I never knew your man was such a handsome hot billionaire, why do you keep coming back here alone?” 

The question choked me, as I almost laughed out my sorrow, I had the urge to scream *that's my mother's man* on his face, but instead I chug down the rest of the wine and slammed the cup on the counter,

“Easy there, are you okay?”

“Hmmm” I flashed him a smile “he's not my man”

“Ohhh, he was quite possessive the other day so I thought…..”

“Nhhh, I'm here for something else” I turned my full attention on him

“Tell me” He winked, 

“The guy that approached me the other day, not the one that took me away”

“Ohh the one that got punched”

“Hmmm” I hummed, reminiscing on how Killian punched Hush on that day, he was quite brutal and someone might even think he's jealous, *hmmm* I scoffed inwardly.

The bartender’s smile widened, as his smile lines dragged wilder, eyes beaming with something I'm already familiar with, so I stuff my hand into my purse and brought out some bundles of cash which I slammed on the table, 

“Will you talk now? Or…..” I tilted my head to the side,

“You’re very business minded, I like that” He grinned pushing the stack of cash towards himself, 

“I must tell you, our club is exclusive which means our customers information is highly confidential and also given he's a VIP and a regular here, but because he's shown interest in you, I might as well give him the headlight and opportunity for the two of you to get to know each other, trust me he's fucking rich, a city bachelor wanted by every single lady, he's quite a catch” He winked passing me the note he has just written down while yapping,

I took the note as I read the content it was the address of his company, *HUSH Global Import and Export* 

“Thank you” I said to him and stood up

“Wishing you two a nice fuck that can lead to something* He winked while I walked out of the club, as I was about to enter my car I saw Killian's men. I was right after all they have been stalking me. I ignored them as I got into my car with only one place in mind, Hush company.

Since it's my first time, the drive was not easy. It was hard locating even with the map, but thank goodness it only took me an hour and some minutes before I could finally locate it. 

I drove in and parked by the side before stepping down and since this place is such a huge company it's going to be so damn hard locating the CEO which is Hush. I don't want to go through the reception they are going to make me wait or tell me that the CEO is in a meeting or that I cannot see him without an appointment, it's such a hassle and I don't want to go through that so instead I sneaked in deciding to find the office on my own, 

This place is so huge that I could literally feel my eyes turning at this point, I knew there's no way the CEO’s office in such a huge place will be at the first floor so I decided to take the elevator to the last floor that might be where his office is….given that only few people can assess it and it won't be crowded like here.

I walked straight into the elevator and got in and luckily I was the only one in, cause I hate cramping in with people, I press the last floor button as the door closed, my phone beeped but I already knew who it was there's no way I'm reading his message, Killian should leave me the fuck alone, since he does not want me, I might as well go for his enemy/rival.

The elevator beeped and slowly began to open but as I raised my head from my phone the person before me had my feet wobbling 

“Ki….ki…Killian?”

His eyes was red, face stoic, as his glare burn through my skin, I felt rooted to the spot unable to move as he took slow and predatory steps into the elevator, I gulped nervously, my hand clutching tight to my phone on the side, while the other digged deep into my skin because my skirt was short as hell, 

Slowly I felt myself drawing backwards, till my back slammed against silver wall, he towers over me, his wine scent overwhelming me, as his eyes pierced mine, forcing my gaze to stay on him, I watched as the elevator door jammed close, leaving me with this predator of a man, 

“Wh….what are you doing here?” I stuttered, 

“I told you……I fucking made it clear to stay away from him so what…in…the…fuck….are you doing here?” His right hand slammed on the silver wall above my forehead, but I didn't flinch, not after he rejected me. Why is he suddenly acting up?

“I'm here to see the only man that has ever wanted me and picked interest in me, how is that your business Mr Killian Romero, you're my mother's husband and should not be caring about my business, dear stepfather….right?” 

Snapped……I swear something snapped in his eyes, I think my mouth has finally landed me in trouble 

His right hand suddenly wrapped around my neck as he stared deep into my soul, 

Why do I like his rough side, I like when I can elicit this side of him, it fucking turns me on 

“You want to get fucked right, fine.” His voice deep, cold and threatening 

“I'll make sure that after today you won't dare to think of another man, I'll break your legs and punish you so much that you cannot walk, I'll make you beg for me to stop but I promise I won't listen, remember, you asked for it….. little doll…”