Chapter 2CeenI didn't listen to him all I wanted was to get drunk and intoxicated, then get laid with anybody that wants me, I'm done begging seeking for attention, begging to feel wanted, I don't care anymore.*Leave, leave, just leave!* The voice kept on screaming in my head, the voice that reminds me that nobody wants me, as soon as I got into my room, I threw on a bum shot, and did not even bother to change the lingerie, I grabbed my car keys and left my room As I drove through the dark nights my tears burned my cheeks, throats dry, my heart was fucking heavy and I hated this feeling so bad, it makes me want to rip my skin off till I can't feel anything anymore. He rejected me, he fucking did, fuck! Why does it feel like my world has crashed, fallen apart and totally destroyed. All my life that my mother paid no attention to me I didn't feel this way, all my life that I had no father I didn't crash out this much, when people didn't want to make friends with me it didn't pain t
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