THE STALE colors of her ceiling welcomed her when she woke up briskly. Her ragged breathing and sweat-covered shin were not new for Cent. She spent her seventeenth year dreaming as if she was being chased by something ominous, only to wake up abruptly when a pair of large flaming hands engulfed her. This vicious cycle became a regular thing for her when she celebrated her seventeenth birthday. And now, with her eighteenth birthday just two days from today, her nightmare became more prolonged and hotter, as if she was soaked and boiled.
Glancing at the alarm clock on her side table, Cent groaned when she found out it was still three AM. Like always, she would wake up every three AM from that hellish dream. Sitting up, Cent fisted her long raven-colored hair. “Fucking perfect,” mumbled Cent.
Her day would always start like this. Waking up from some weird psychotic dream, she would spend the remaining hours of dawn doing yoga as she listened to the soft tune of Mozart’s piece through her Bluetooth earphone.
Cent grew up without a family to lean on. The concept of family and home was so strange that she started to resent it. But deep down, Cent desired what it felt like to truly belong. Though with the fact that she was abandoned in front of a foster shelter, Cent grew up feeling that she never belonged in the world. That nagging sense kept her awake for many hours, only to be awakened by a nightmare.
Stepping inside her cramped room, she immediately dressed up. And in front of a broken large mirror in her room, she stared at herself. Cent wore her infamous black long-sleeved dress and black stockings to cover her marked legs. On her fifteenth birthday, strange tattoo-like symbols started to appear around her legs, and after three months after her fifteenth birthday, both legs were surrounded with some weird skin marks. Cent asked for the help of a dermatologist, but this new type of skin disease was something that the dermatologist had yet to see. She tried to make a tattoo artist remove them, but even the famous artist on their block refused her since these marks were apparently part of her skin.
Cent hated her body. She hated being different. She loathed the idea of being an outcast.
And she dreaded what she would get this eighteenth birthday of hers. Cent stared at her reflection with a blank look. She had long, straight hair that reached her waist with bangs that almost covered her eyes, a pale complexion, and a skinny body with a height of 5’4. Cent wondered where she got her features. “Did I get my hair from my mom? Or from my father?”
Upon realizing that her questions would never be answered, Cent glared at her reflection, which earned the mirror a new set of cracks. The sound of the mirror breaking snapped Cent from her reverie.
I did it again.
One of the primary reasons she never felt that she belonged was her quirks that started manifesting after she celebrated her tenth birthday. Shrugging it off, she stepped outside to attend her class. The shadows under her bed followed her outside; Cent muted their whispers of death as they stuck to the shade of her shadow.
Let’s go, guys.“Shoot! I am so late for Madam Lira’s class!” Cent ran like a mad woman, not minding the harsh whispers of the teens who grew up with her in the shelter. But she never dared to look back at them; she never wanted to stand out.
Grabbing her pocket watch from the right side compartment of her gothic dress, she almost dropped the wretched pocket watch upon seeing the time.
I
won’t make it! And it is Madame Lira’s class! I am so dead.“Cent, where are you going?” Sister Tasha, the shelter’s caretaker, asked Cent when she passed by her.
She knew why the kind-hearted nun asked in wonder since she passed by the door. “I forgot something!” Instead of dashing like a woman being chased by death, Cent proceeded to the garage of the shelter home, which no one used since the sisters did not drive.
Crouching behind the trashed cars that loitered around the unused garage of the shelter, Cent scanned her surroundings for any signs that she was not alone. The shadows moved like a cloud of smoke around her. “Go and check it,” Cent ordered the shadows. She watched how the smoky creature transferred from her shadow towards the shadows around the garage. She snuck a peek into her pocket watch. “Shit.”
Ten minutes before the devil-like Madame Lira starts her class! Hell will break loose if someone is late for her class!
Biting her lip, Cent summoned the shadows in her mind.
Did you find anything?
The hissing whispers of the shadows confirmed that there was no one around the area. “Good. You may come back now.” And so they did as the shadows settled back to hers once again.
These shadows have been her companions ever since she could remember. They played with her during her childhood years. And when she grew up, she learned to control them to do her bidding. Cent realized that she was far from average and feared that the ordinary people around her would know about her weird abilities. They would cast her out for real.
It’s not like I am into social pyramids, but at least I have a wallflower life. Where no one sees me and no one cares what I do.
Concentrating as she closed her cobalt-colored eyes, Cent pictured the black butterflies in her mind. A zap of cold breeze whipped her body just like what she expected. She envisioned a flock of black butterflies surrounding her body from the tip of her hair to the last of her shadow. The next thing Cent knew, her body turned into hundreds of black butterflies.
This was one of the weird nonhuman abilities that would allow her to travel long distances. Cent used this quirk often since her first class in Julliard was from the terror madam named Lira. Just uttering her name would make her shiver.
Cent, in the form of the black butterflies, traveled a twenty-minute worth of distance in five minutes. The black butterflies passed through the vents of the prestigious school. Then they passed through the giant fans. Cent observed that every student was now rushing toward their classes.
I don’t have time to go to the rooftop! The comfort room! Wait, where’s the comfort room with the slightest probability that the girls will use it during this time? Ah! I don’t care anymore!
In her command, the black butterflies flew to the nearest lady’s comfort room. She breathed relief when no one was using the said area. The flock of butterflies passed through the vent straight to the farthest cubicle. And the black butterflies formed a human silhouette until Cent returned to her human image.
Not bothering to look at her pocket watch, Cent rushed to her first class. She winced when the hallway quieted down. “I am so dead,” said Cent.
CENT ALMOST fainted when she opened the studio’s back door where Madame Lira’s class was being held. No matter how slowly she opened the door, she was met by the smoldering look of the middle-aged woman.
I’m gonna die.
“Maleficent Smith!” Madame Lira’s thunderous voice boomed inside the spacious studio. Cent could not help but wince as she heard her dreaded name.
Maleficent, the name embroidered on her silk blanket, covered her bloody and tiny body. Sister Tasha told her that she might be a rich man’s long-lost daughter since the basket she was placed into was embroidered with gems that saved the shelter from bankruptcy at that time. Cent held into the thought that someday her parents would find her. So Cent refused to be adopted until Sister Tasha gave Cent the former’s last name.
“You dare to be late for this class! Did you forget that you are only here because of your blasted scholarship?”
She heard the snickers of her classmates. She hated being the center of attention. She feared they would notice that she was not ordinary at all, leading to her being a total outcast. The thought made her body shiver; she felt like she was going to throw up. Cent just looked down as if she found something interesting on the floor as she clenched her fists.
“What? You turned into a mute now?”
The clicking of Madame Lira’s heels made the shadows lurking inside her shadow hissed with obvious contempt. “No,” replied Cent in a hushed yet fearful voice. She was not afraid of Madame Lira anymore. Instead, she was worried about what would happen if Madam Lira came near her that would snap her shadows.
They were hard to control when they were agitated. And they were only in this state if she was in a perilous state like now. “No, what?” Madame Lira’s looming silhouette covered Cent’s cowering frame. Cent still refused to look up. She remembered the state of her mirror in her room; if she dared to look at Madame Lira when her mood was in disarray, Cent could not guarantee the professor’s safety.
“Are you daft? Or have you lost your common etiquette along the way? I said, no what?”
Cent felt the cold and painful touch of Madame Lira’s fingers on her chin as the latter forced Cent to look at her. Madame Lira succeeded. Cent’s once cobalt-colored eyes turned into hideous lime green as if they were shining beneath her bangs. “No, Madame Lira. Please.”
Madame Lira’s perfect eyebrows arched but let her chin go harshly. She walked back to her table in front of the studio. Still looking down, Cent sat to the farthest chair from the others to avoid being talked upon. But she heard every word that her classmates uttered.
“What a weirdo.”
“Who is she?”
“I can’t believe I failed to notice that we have a freaky classmate in this class.”
“Shh. She might be a stalker. You don’t want to be stalked by her, right?”
I am not a stalker.
Cent felt the comforting hiss of the shadows as they patted her shoes. Smiling bitterly, Cent bit back her tears.
They are right about two things, though. I am weird, and I am a freak.
Cent wished to run away from this class, but if she did, she would lose the only purpose worth living for her. She would need to adjust to a new environment if she ran away. And being new meant being the center of attention. Cent hated that thought, so she needed to steel herself to maintain being the wallflower of Julliard.
THE NEXT day, Cent was an hour early for Madame Lira’s class. She sat silently at her spot. Two black butterflies flew around her as if they were playing with her while the shadows with her hissed like they usually did.
The bell rang, but no one came, so Cent started to wonder. Thirty minutes after the bell rang, a teacher’s aide came in. He looked surprised when he saw her, which caused her to wonder more. “Why are you here? Haven’t you read the post from the school’s page?”
I don’t have a gadget. Cent wanted to reply, but she just shook her head. “What happened?”
“Your professor in this class croaked last night.” He replied casually. Those three last words froze her.
So it happened again.
THE NONSTOP rain seemed to sympathize with Cent’s mood as she watched the heavy rainfall from her room’s window. Ever since Madame Lira died, she knew deep in her heart that it was because of that incident during the class wherein she met the professor’s eyes with her lime green ones. Cent touched her bangs, obstructing her eyes from the people. She thought it was enough to avoid the same incident three years ago. “MALEFICENT! Maleficent!” Only one person called her that. Steffan, the young volunteer, visited her foster home the other week. He took a liking to her ‘quirks’. He meant her eyes that always had dark circles as if she spent weeks without sleep, how pale her skin was even if she played under the sun, or how her eyes were so dark as some kind of bottomless pit. Steffan liked it. Cent spun her feet away from the running sunshine. She was afraid she would get burned by his sunny attitude, no matter how crazy that may sound. “Hey.” He was still able to catch up to her. “What
CENT REALIZED that if anyone looked at her lime-colored eyes, that person would die. It was as if death would come knocking on that person's door. Since she could not control that ability, she chose to obstruct her eyes from anyone. Thus, her hideous bangs came into being. Loud knocks snapped Cent out of her reverie. "Milly? Are you alright, dear?" It was Sister Tasha. She was pretty worried about Cent's behavior since the latter stopped attending classes and was now planning to skip her birthday. Though tiny, Sister Tasha prepared a personally baked Chiffon cake for Cent, the celebrant's favorite. Cent walked away from her window, but she did not open the door for Sister Tasha. Instead, she walked near the door. "Leave me alone, please." I don't want to hurt you too. "All the more reason for me to stay, dear. Open the door, please." Sister Tasha became her guardian when she was abandoned by her real parents. The thought that maybe, her parents were looking for her was wishful thi
SOFT AS a cloud feeling and a chocolaty scent encouraged Cent to bury herself more to whatever she was holding on to. The uncomfortable weight on her head, which bugged her the moment she stirred from sleep, was not enough to pry herself away from the addicting smell. It was weird for someone as freaky as her. Growing up without the concept of ‘feeling at home, she was not supposed to feel this, yet Cent was feeling rather comfortable while snuggling. For once in her eighteen years of existence, she did sleep well. To the point wherein she did not want to open her eyes yet. Cent was afraid that she was inside a nightmare. Because there is no way, I will be this comfortable in real life. Let’s face it. Life sucks. Soft touches lulled her back to sleep as if she was being patted on her back. On instinct, Cent buried her face more into the velvety feeling at her side. “SHE’S ASLEEP again, my lord,” said Gukasho while standing beside the bedpost of his master. The Halfling stuck to Gr
“THEN WHY? Why appear now? Why abandon me? Did I do something wrong? Why?” Cent’s voice cracked as she stared at the man. The latter was staring at her as if she was a puzzle that needed solving. “Can you stand?” Instead, his reply earned him a confused response from Cent, who was on the verge of breaking down. “Huh?” “Can you stand?” He asked her again with an even tone that would be mistaken as a dull tone or as if he was bored. Cent reluctantly nodded her head, wondering what he would do. But as soon as she moved her head, his enormous left wing swept her as the infernal flames engulfed them. “What the heck!” Cent widened her eyes as she saw how the fire did not hurt her or how they were transported to the dining room after she blinked. I doubted again if I was in a dream or a dream within a dream. Being cradled by a gigantic wing was one thing, but being treated gently as if he cared for her like a father would make Cent teary-eyed again. “I will tell you everything, but fi
CENT THOUGHT that carriages were long gone, but riding a grand black carriage with her father to the Transylvania Academy was something that Cent would not even imagine hours ago. She thought that he would just snap his fingers, and voila, they would arrive at the so-called prestigious school. But no. According to his father, he could not use his magic freely in a neutral zone like the island of Ygdrasil. Apparently, Ygdrasil was the tree of life where all fates were tied in the Ambivalent world. This island was guided by the great beast, Kraken, who would also become her new principal. The Ygdrasil was one thing. But the carriage was definitely the highlight. Dude, it is the only carriage with no horses but large two-headed dogs! “Are you sleepy, Maleficent? Do you want me to turn Gukasho into a pillow for you?” Anyone would think that it was supposed to be a joke, but the dead-serious look of her father told Cent that he was far from joking if he ever knew what a joke meant. Smil
“YOU WILL visit me, right, Dad?” Cent looked at her father with wariness evident in her eyes. Her eyes flashed from her usual black to the green-colored ones as they stood in front of the haunted-looking gates of the Malevolent Dorm. The fear of being abandoned again lingered in her chaotic mind. Thousands of scenes were played should her father decide to leave her if she proved worthless. Patting her head, the Grand Duke eased his daughter’s anxiety. “Of course. I will visit you every week. You will know when I am back, that I promise you. And since I can’t leave you my shadow according to the school’s law, at least I can leave you a gift.” Gukasho opened his mouth. The Grand Duke inserted his entire arm into its mouth as if he was just getting something from it. The goblin expanded his mouth like it was natural for him to do. The entire scene froze Cent. Dude, why am I getting surprised? I am a living half-demon. A goblin turning his mouth into my father’s pouch is no biggie, y
STREET 666, House of Lamentation. Wow. Dude, this screams demon on so many levels. Matilda tapped the mailbox, her jaws cackling as her dangling eyes swayed merrily. “Welcome to your dorm house, girlie.” The clapping of the thunder around the gloomy castle gave-off a Halloween vibes. Cent realized that the hill where the castle was located was the only place on the island constantly shrouded with dark clouds and zaps of lightning. No amount of sunlight was able to penetrate the hill where the Halflings resided. Grabbing her suitcase, Cent faced Matilda with a smile. “Thank you for your time, Matilda. You saved me from all the hassle.” The bony zombie squirmed at her words. “It is an honor to be a help of the Grand Duke Beelzebub’s kin. I have to go, girlie. It won’t be good for a Malevolent student to anger Professor Michael, or we’ll end up fried and toasted.” Matilda snickered from the joke that Cent did not quite grasp, so the latter just smiled. Watching the bouncing bony bo
WITCHES riding on their broomsticks, zombies picking up their eyes amidst the crowded hallway, horned beings, ethereal beings that made it seem as if they had halos above their heads for fuck knows why reasons, and floating beings that screamed supernatural – the flock of black butterflies passed by the chaotic scene of the hallway as Cent secretly thanked her ability for the first time. That is like the Transylvania Academy version of Nether World, aka Hell, aka again, the Malevolent World. Cent scanned all the gigantic wooden doors to see if it was the History of Demonic Arts, which her father made sure to be taken by her. Apparently, the one who would give the lecture would be a demon lord named Asmodeus the Lustful. Three corners and six doors, a titan-like door with the crest of ‘History of Demonic Arts’ written on it with the flashing fire that read ‘Asmodeus the Lustful’. Thanked fuck! Concentrating on a single image of a black butterfly, the flock of butterflies turned int