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I booked a flight to leave the next week.The day before departure, Rachel sent me a bunch of photos. They showed her standing in front of my supervisor, clothes half undone. The supervisor's hand was reaching out as if he was trying to forcefully take her clothes off."If you dare leave, I'll ruin your supervisor's reputation."The supervisor and I were very close. We were kindred spirits in academic exploration.He did his best to impart his knowledge onto me. This overseas research study was also a chance he had fought hard to help me gain. He had shown me immense kindness, so I could not let him fall into disgrace.However, I wasn't some kind of martyr; I wouldn't sacrifice myself to protect other people.I trusted my supervisor's character; he wasn't the type to harass female students. At the same time, I knew the kind of person Rachel was. If she had not intended to take those photos, she would not have let something like that happen to her.I approached my supervisor to
Afraid that Rachel would continue to cause trouble in the hospital, I contacted her parents. After explaining the situation, I purchased plane tickets for them to come over. They arrived that afternoon.Rachel's parents looked embarrassed when they saw me."Sorry, Zoran, Rachel has caused you more trouble.""Aren't you angry with me?" I asked, surprised that they were not blaming me. No matter what, Rachel had attempted suicide and miscarried because of me. As her parents, I expected them to resent me.Rachel's mother sighed."Rachel has always loved to test people. When we had a puppy at home, she was worried the puppy would take away our love for her, so she put rat poison in its food to see if we would blame her for it. She wanted to test whether we loved her or the puppy more."When she was little, in order to practice drawing, she made me and her father stand still outside in 90-degree heat for three hours. If we wouldn't do that, she said we didn't love her."We've spoile
Yet, love should never be proven through testing.I asked Rachel, "Do you really love me?"I had pondered this question for a long time, unable to decipher the answer.Rachel replied, "Of course I love you!""If you love me, why would you deliberately trick me into repeating a year even though you knew how badly I wanted to get into MIT?"If you love me, why would you lie to me and make me miss the exam even after I had wasted a year of my life?"If you love me, why did you make me wait in the rain for three hours like a fool, leading to pneumonia the next day?"If you love me, why would you test me with alcohol, knowing I'm allergic, resulting in me being sent to the hospital?"If you love me, why would you pretend to be hurt to prevent me from seeing my grandmother for one last time?"What is love to you?"A thing to boast about? An excuse to oppress me?"You can stop testing if I love you now because I don't love you anymore."Rachel clung to my leg and sobbed uncontroll
After handling my grandmother's funeral, I returned to college with Rachel.Rachel's computer broke down, and while it was being repaired, she went to the library to work on her thesis using my laptop.Later that night, after I dropped her back at her dorm, I planned to watch a movie on my laptop. A notification popped up in the bottom corner, and I realized that Rachel had forgotten to log out of her Whatsapp on my computer.I opened the chat window and froze when I saw the message:"If Zoran Faraday knew you were just faking the leg injury on the mountain, would he break up with you?"A few seconds later, Rachel replied:"He wouldn’t! He can't lose me.""Why don’t you tell him that it was all an act to test him? Let’s see what he says. If he truly loves you, he’ll forgive you. If he gets mad, that means he doesn’t love you. You should break up with him immediately."Moments later, my phone buzzed with Rachel’s message:"Zoran, I need to confess something to you."I replied:
Rachel and I went through a cycle of breaking up and making up, ultimately reconciling before the start of the semester.I carried both our luggage, and we finally entered the campus of MIT together as we had hoped.However, once we got to school, she continued to test me.She would create a fake social media account to contact me to see if I would be seduced. When I blocked the unknown account, she would scold me for not recognizing that it was her talking to me behind the fake account.She would ask me to take a walk on a rainy day, then deliberately not show up. She would stand upstairs watching me wait foolishly in the rain for three hours. Then, she would send me a text saying, "It's so cold, you should go back. I was just testing you."The next day, I had a high fever which quickly spiraled into pneumonia.She would take me to club dinners, testing whether I, who was allergic to alcohol, would take drinks for her.Her friends would watch in amusement as they pushed drink a
I looked down and saw that Rachel's hand, casually resting on my arm, was pressing against my wound. Sticky blood gushed out. Noticing that something was wrong, Rachel looked down at her hand.Her delicate hand, which had never done any hard work, was now covered in my blood. She took a step back in panic, her face ashen.Her friend pointed out, "Looks like your boyfriend is hurt. You should take him to the hospital."I had three broken ribs, which almost pierced my lungs.My right leg was also fractured from the motorcycle falling on it. I almost became a cripple.My parents were abroad. I didn't want them to worry, so I didn't tell them that I was injured and hospitalized. Instead, I paid for a personal nurse to take care of me.Rachel came to see me every day, but I never said a word to her.This time, I was truly mad. I even considered breaking up with her.Three days later, Rachel was sent to the hospital after she jumped off a building.After coming out of the operatin







