Austin
My wolf has been antsy since we left Andrew last night; worrying that he might harm himself or reject us, I imagine. I have been trying to concentrate on the border shuffle updates on my desk but I don't think I have made any headway. Elijah enters my small office just off of his to see what I am up to and he immediately notices that I look tired and withdrawn."What is wrong, Austin?""Well I didn't want to say anything because I want to give him time but I found my second chance mate last night." I note that Elijah does not look shocked at all, which seems odd."Oh, and who is he, you did say 'him', correct?""Why don't you look surprised at all? What aren't you telling me, Elijah?""Okay, so I am going to assume that your mate is Andrew Phillips, correct? I suspected it might be him years ago and have had a guard protecting him for me, and you, in hopes that it was him. Remember that theory we found about the Moon Goddess assigning a relative in error as a mate and you dismissed it? Well I kept looking into it and the more I looked the more I thought your true mate was meant to be Andrew. I have been keeping tabs on him and ensuring he is safe since he entered high school with one of our junior guards from Gunther's squad. Honestly I was very nervous because you never sensed him but the elders that believe the theory kept encouraging me that he was most likely your true mate. They don't call them second chance mates in a case like yours but a true mate. If you had had a happy life with Xavier and then found Andrew it would have been different but you didn't. Andrew is your true mate through and through. It is a rare and very special mating to break all the known rules like this so I am very hopeful. Why isn't he with you? Where is he?""I told him I would not pressure him and to take his time to think this all through. I don't want to lose another mate, I don't think I would survive it again. I wish you had told me. I honestly thought he was a recent widow and new to the pack when I met him because I had no idea who he was. I could see the resemblance to Xavier but other than that I had no idea.""I didn't want to tell you in case it wasn't true. But didn't you ever wonder why I never pushed you to get out there and sow your oats, as they say? I never shied away from sexual encounters and I never pushed you at all. In fact I encouraged you to stick to your plan to save yourself. I only suggested you set up dates after Andrew turned 18 and Judith reported back that she didn't think he sensed a mate. A few hours later she messaged he had a scent but refused to think it was you. By that time you had already set up a date with one of Machie's friends so I just left it alone."My phone buzzed with a message from an unknown number so I opened it to see what it was about. The message read:This is Andrew. We met last night, in case you forgot. Judith, the person Alpha Elijah had stalk me the last 4 years, gave me your number. You interested in meeting up for supper tonight?I smiled down at my phone then frowned up at Elijah. "You had him STALKED for 4 years? ""I wouldn't call it stalking...Judith says they are really good friends and she hopes they will stay friends after this. She says he is amazing and would hate to lose him. After about a year she wanted to drop out of this because she was tired of lying to him but I convinced her to stay by reminding her that he needed her protection."I growled at Elijah and smiled back down at my phone before replying: I should be done here at around 5pm. How about I pick you up at your house around 6pm?He replied rather quickly with: My parents don't know yet so how about we meet at Angelo's at 6pm?It's a date. See you there.The rest of the day almost flew by as I was giddy with excitement. My wolf kept trying to peek through so I'm guessing he was also excited. At 5pm I headed to my rooms in the pack house to shower and change before heading to Angelo's. Quite a few pack members live in our large pack house with a few of the lower ranking members as well as some of the guards living in houses around the small town at the centre of our territory. I have a small section on the second floor to myself that acts almost like an apartment that can be completely boxed to make it a more private apartment once I have a family. We never boxed it in as some of my extra rooms are used for guests at this time as I do not have a use for them being as I am currently alone. Hopefully that will end soon now that I have found my mate. I shake my thoughts away and head out to the restaurant on foot as it is not very far away. Now that I have met him I can smell my mate ever so lightly lingering in the air. His smell gets stronger as I get closer to him.When I enter Angelo's it only takes a moment to locate my mate as my nose, and my wolf, lead me right to him. Now that I can clearly see him in the lights of the restaurant I see that his honey coloured eyes have gold flecks in them and are outlined in a black ring. His brown hair has a slight red tone to it and his fair but sun kissed skin is impossibly smooth. He is wearing tight black jeans and a loose dark blue t-shirt with an open short sleeved dress shirt over top. His hair is brushed but appears to have no product in it as it lightly floats at the smallest hint of a breeze in the air from the restaurant's AC unit. When I walk in he stands and I note his adorable compact size again. He stands at roughly 5'6" and is very small in size. I can tell by his tight jeans that he does have muscle tone, at least in his thighs, so he must train or do sports of some kind. He weirdly reaches his hand out to shake mine but I take it anyways and sparks start shooting through my hand from where his skin comes in contact with mine. He does not break the handshake and firmly squeezes in a show of confidence."Thank you for meeting me here Beta Austin. I apologize for the short notice. I have a few things I would like to discuss with you but let's order some food first."The fact that he expertly takes control of the meeting immediately makes me confident that he is my perfect mate and will be an excellent second Beta. He shows no fear despite my clearly more dominant exterior and my 8 year seniority on him. I am allowed to think that he is sexy, adorable, and cute all at once, right, because I fucking do right now?! We order our food when the waitress comes around and sit in relative silence while it is being prepared for us. I am nervous sitting here in silence but since he has called us here I patiently sit there and once the food is served he begins talking while we eat."First I want you to know I have no plans to reject you. I hope you will not reject me but given my grossly lacking stature and life experience I would understand if you would want to. If you do wish to reject me I would propose a weak bond where we both live our lives separately instead so that I have a chance to ACTUALLY live as we both know being such a low ranking wolf would result in my pretty much immediate death. Second I am gay but I am aware that you are not meaning I understand that this may be a bit uncomfortable for you and different from your intimate experiences in the past so if you are patient with me I will be patient with you. Now to the actual point of this meeting, if you will. As you may remember, my family has screwed up and backwards feelings about homosexuality. One good thing to come out of the incident 8 years ago is that my parents have relaxed ever so slightly. I am 'allowed' to be gay as long as it is through my mate bond and no other way. I have no idea how I am going to convince my parents we are bonded and not just marked or whatever. There are a few other things I would like to discuss but that is at the top of my list."Again I find his thought process for why I might not want him to be jarring as he is absolutely amazing but I digest what he has said and start thinking of a solution for his parents. I mindlink to Elijah to ask if he knows of a way to prove two wolves are mated to outside sources and he tells me he will get back to me."I just asked Elijah to ask his elder contacts if there is a way to prove the mate bond to outside sources. Now I want you to stop thinking you are not good enough for me because I have to tell you I find you stunning. I have never been sexually attracted to a man before. I found Xavier beautiful and my wolf wanted him but I have to tell you that even without the bond I would find it hard to resist you. You are perfect just the way you are." I took note of the amazing deep red blush working up his face from his neck and smiled a toothy grin.I have never wanted to ravage someone so much before in my life.AustinI don't know how I made it through that dinner of small talk without marking him right there in front of everyone. Everything about Andrew had my wolf screaming for him. But as I was realizing my human side was so aroused by him it was intoxicating. I have next to no experience and all I want to do is kiss him and do all kinds of unmentionable things to him. I have had a few kisses in my life since that first chaste kiss with Xavier all those years ago. None were initiated by me as I wanted to wait for my mate and only one could be considered enjoyable as it was a woman that I actually found very attractive that I was hoping to date as a potential love match if I didn't find my second chance mate. As we left the restaurant Andrew walked close to me without touching me and I found myself swinging my arms in such a way to try and brush it against his. I felt like a teenager with a crush. I had butterflies in my stomach as I kept stealing glances at the top of his head. He never
AndrewI was so nervous when Anastasia placed her fingers on our temples but holding Beta Austin's hands seemed to calm me down. The tingling from her test, or whatever it is called, was uncomfortable but not terrible. When I heard her gasp I was expecting the worst. I was confused for a second by what I was seeing and as she spoke I started to understand that our bond was unique and special not just because it was bright without the mark but because it was white. I have no idea what that means but she seemed very excited about it. Alpha Elijah immediately called my parents to join us in his office. I was so nervous because I had no idea what to expect. I didn't even tell them I had a mate. They knew nothing of what they were walking into. I asked Alpha Elijah if we could start with just him and I talking to my parents and Beta Austin looked hurt but they both nodded and Beta Austin said he understood. He left with Anastasia to wait in his office attached to the Alpha's office. When
AustinI could tell that Andrew was upset by what happened but also very nervous. I have two spare rooms in my area in the pack house and one has an ensuite so I will give him that space as his. I'm sure as we get to know each other we will share a room but with our situation I don't want to make him uncomfortable. To be honest I am also doing this for myself. Most mates mark and mate within the first few days of realizing they are bonded but I have been saving myself for so long and never thought I would find my mate so arousing on a human level that I am a bit scared to mess this all up. He is so small and fragile looking but also feisty that I am not sure where to even start. My wolf keeps trying to push forward and take over but I don't just want to dominate my mate, I want to love him. I explained to Andrew that the building teams would close off our space over the next few days leaving us with three bedrooms, a full kitchen, living room, den, office, and eating nook. I gave him
AndrewJudith arrived first thing in the morning with all of my things. I don't think she forgot a single thing. She even took the food from the kitchen that my parents had bought for me because I liked it. She had two helpers with her so everything was brought up quickly. She laughed when she saw what I was wearing and directed me to shower and change while she started putting my things away in my room so I picked out one of my favourite outfits and did as I was told. I really wanted to talk to her about what Austin told me last night because it confused me. When I was done I came out to find just a few boxes sitting at the foot of the bed for me to go through and all of my clothes were tucked away. Today was Saturday so we had some time to chat. "I need to ask you some things about Austin because I clearly do not know as much about him as I thought." She raised an eyebrow at me and nodded for me to continue. "Uhhh... he mentioned something that made me a bit nervous. I don't know
AustinIt felt so good to be so close to Andrew with our skin touching but I really had no idea what I was going to do from here. Andrew clasped my hands that were on his stomach in his hands and moved them to his hips as he slowly turned around. His hair was already wet from standing in the water so his brown hair with red highlights appeared darker and longer, slicked back from his face. He looked up at me and used his hands to pull my head to his face and began kissing me softly. My member instantly jumped to life at the intimate contact. Andrew's left hand stayed on the back of my head, him on his tip toes and me arched down to reach him while his right hand trailed down my pecks. He stopped at my nipples and tweaked them until they raised to attention while deepening our kiss. He removed his mouth from mine and kissed his way down my jaw to my neck where he will place his mark. He licked the area a few times, sending electricity through my body straight to my member. He released
AndrewAfter I passed out from arguably the best experience of my life I woke up with voices in my head.Alphas and Betas are linked to the whole pack general mindlink as soon as the power transfer ceremony is completed but Second Alphas and Betas, as well as Gammas, if a pack decides to have this role, whether they are mates or elected to the role, do not have complete pack mindlink until they are officially in the role. There is no ceremony in the case of a mated Second so I was waking with all of the voices of the general mindlink and had no idea yet how to turn it off, or down. Up until now I could only mindlink with my parents because we are family and be mindlinked by those in power, such as an Alpha. Those in power could hear any general requests or input we, as a pack, put out there but we could not hear each others. All pack members could now feel that they had a second Beta but since they were never officially told about me there is a buzz in the link wondering who I am.
AustinI have been avoiding touching Andrew since yesterday morning because I found myself constantly wanting to jump him. It was very difficult to keep my desire at bay as I just found him so damn sexy and cute all at once. Even when we were in Elijah's office yesterday and I comforted him it didn't matter that there were four other people in the room I got the urge to tear his clothes off right there and fuck him so hard on Elijah's desk. I also don't know if he is still in pain so having thoughts like this make me feel so guilty. When we went to sleep last night I made sure to stay out of the room until he had drifted off and when I came in I stayed on my side of the bed. He is so freaking adorable when he sleeps and looks so at peace I didn't want to disturb him with my inappropriate thoughts. When I awoke this morning I found him entangled around me and it took all of my power to resist him. I had avoided asking Elijah for any advice up until this point but I needed to spe
AndrewAfter Judith and I left the pack house she had me practice telling myself in the mirror that I was worth it and perfect and a whole bunch of other nonsense until I started feeling better. I felt so used when I realized that Austin was not really into me. Yes he seemed to enjoy our mating but then he just withdrew completely to the point of almost ignoring me. He would not touch me or look directly at me other than when we were meeting with Elijah and I now think he only did that to keep up appearances. He didn't even come to sleep with me last night and when he did come to bed he avoided me like the plague. The icing on the cake was flaunting that woman right in front of me and the rest of the pack on the stairs. Yes most people did not realize I was his mate yet but surely he could have made it more discreet as everyone did suspect he had a mate. Most of them probably thought that bimbo was his mate. Judith took me to get a power suit for the town hall and she did my hair so