LOGIN"Kira." Lena's hand on my shoulder, her voice sounding far away. "Who is that?"
"I don't – " My voice came out rough. "Who is he?"
"That's Rowan. Alpha of the Black River Pack. He arrived last night for alliance talks with your dad." She paused, studying my face. "Why do you look like you're about to pass out?"
Rowan. Black River Pack.
I'd never heard of him. Never met him in my first timeline. But my wolf knew him, had been searching for him, screaming about the wrong mate because this was the right one.
"I need to go," I said suddenly.
"Go where?"
"Down there. Training grounds. I need to – " I didn't have a good excuse. My brain had short-circuited the moment our eyes met. "I need to move. Clear my head."
"Kira – "
"Please." I looked at her. "I know I'm not making sense. But I need to do this."
She studied me for a long moment, then sighed. "Fine. But I'm coming with you. And you're going to explain what just happened."
I changed quickly, pulling on training clothes with shaking hands. Every moment felt like an eternity. That pull toward Rowan was getting stronger, more insistent.
Go to him, my wolf urged. Now. He's ours. We're his. The way it should be.
"What if this is part of it?" I asked her. "What if feeling this bond now is just another way the witch is messing with me?"
Does this feel false? She was practically growling. Does this feel ANYTHING like Asher?
It didn't. It felt like every romance novel I'd ever read. Like coming home. Like breathing for the first time.
But I was scared. Terrified, actually. Because finding my real mate the day before I was supposed to bind myself to a false one felt like the universe playing the cruelest joke possible.
Or maybe it was a gift. A chance to do this right.
I followed Lena down the stairs and out toward the training grounds. Each step brought me closer to him. The bond pulled tighter, until I felt like I might snap.
He was still there. Still watching.
As we stepped onto the grounds, as that final distance closed, I felt the bond fully settle into place. Real and right and utterly undeniable.
He turned to face me fully now. We were maybe thirty feet apart. Close enough that I could see the exact shade of his eyes – pine green with flecks of gold. Close enough to see his chest rising and falling, like he was fighting for air just as much as I was.
Close enough to see the exact moment recognition and longing and grief all crossed his face at once.
Because he could smell it on me. His chest was rising and falling rapidly, like he was fighting
his wolf for control. His eyes flashed gold – human to wolf and back – before he locked it down. Asher's scent, faint but there. The preparations for tomorrow's ceremony.
I watched his jaw clench. Watched his hands flex, like he wanted to reach for me but was stopping himself.
"Kira?" Lena whispered beside me. "What's happening? You're both just... staring."
I couldn't answer. Couldn't look away.
Rowan took one step forward. Then stopped, like he'd hit an invisible wall.
The air between us felt electric. Charged. Like one more step would either save us both or destroy everything.
My wolf was screaming: Go to him. He's ours. OURS.
But my human mind was screaming something else: You can't. Tomorrow you marry Asher. Your father will die if you don't. This – whatever this is – you can't have it.
Rowan's eyes hadn't left mine. And in them, I saw the same war I was fighting. Want versus reality. Fate versus timing.
The bond versus everything that was trying to keep us apart.
He took another step.
Then another.
I should stop this. Should turn around, go back inside, pretend I never saw him.
But my feet were moving. Closing the distance. Each step feeling inevitable, like gravity pulling me home.
We met in the middle of the training grounds.
Up close, the bond was overwhelming. I could smell him properly now – pine and earth and rain, clean and wild. Could see the exact green of his eyes, the scar through his eyebrow, the way his jaw was clenched like he was fighting for control.
"You," he said, and his voice was rough. Wrecked. "It's you."
The pack house was quiet by midnight.I’d learned its rhythms by then — the last patrol checking in at eleven, the kitchen staff finishing cleanup by half past, the creak of settling timber as the old building exhaled into the cold. I’d mapped the silences as carefully as I’d mapped the patrol gaps, because silence was the only space I had that was entirely mine.I was in the bathroom when it happened.I’d been pressing two fingers against the mark on my neck — something I did in private when the burn got bad enough that ignoring it took more energy than I had. Trying to gauge it, the way you press a bruise to understand how deep it goes. The crescent was almost fully black now. In the bathroom mirror, by candlelight, it looked like something had bitten me and the wound had never
Two weeks into Asher’s territory, my reflection started to worry people.It was subtle at first. A second glance in the mirror before I went down to breakfast. A slight adjustment of my collar before I joined anyone in the common rooms. The mark on my neck had deepened from black to something that looked almost bruised, the edges of the crescent bleeding into my skin like ink pressed too hard into paper.I’d started wearing my hair down.It wasn’t enough. I could see it in the way Asher’s Beta’s wife, Mara, would glance at my neck when she thought I wasn’t watching. In the way the younger pack members who’d left me wildflowers in the first week now offered them with something careful in their eyes. New bonds were supposed to glow. They were supposed to brighten in the first weeks as they settled, mark the skin with
Thursday came slowly.I spent the days in between learning Asher’s territory the way I’d learned to do everything in this second life — methodically, quietly, with one eye always on Seraphine. Where she walked. Who she spoke to. How long she spent in the east wing of the pack house, where her rooms were, where the air always smelled faintly of old magic and something underneath it I was still trying to name.She watched me too. I could feel it — the particular quality of attention that isn’t looking at you but tracking you. Like a hunter who already knows where the prey will run and is simply waiting for it to run there.I gave her nothing to track. I unpacked. I smiled at Asher’s pack. I sat beside him at the Alpha’s table and said the right things and learned which faces belonged to which names. I was a new mate settling in, nothing more.On Thursday morning, I woke before dawn.* * *The north border was twenty minutes at an easy run. I went slowly, following the patrol gap I’d map
Asher’s territory was beautiful, and I hated it.Not because of anything wrong with it — the forest was dense and old, the pack house sprawling and warm, the people who lived there genuinely welcoming. Everyone I met smiled at me like I was exactly what they’d been waiting for. The Beta’s wife pressed a key into my hand and said, your home now. One of the younger pack members left wildflowers outside the bedroom door.They were kind. They had no idea.I lasted three hours inside before I needed to breathe.I told Asher I wanted to explore the grounds — getting a feel for the territory, the kind of thing a new mate was supposed to do. He offered to come with me. I said I needed the space to find my wolf’s footing, and he understood that, because he was a shifter too and because he was, in all the ways that didn’t matter anymore, a good man.The forest swallowed me inside ten minutes. Birch and black pine, the ground soft with last season’s needles. My wolf lifted her nose and catalogue
I woke up in my childhood bedroom for the last time.I didn’t move right away. Just lay there, cataloguing the damage.The mark on my neck had settled overnight from a raw burn into something deeper — a dull, constant pressure, like a bruise over the bone. Wrong in a way I couldn’t explain to anyone who hadn’t felt a real bond. A real bond, according to everything I’d read and heard and stupidly believed, was supposed to feel like warmth. Like recognition. Like something clicking into place.This felt like a door that hadn’t quite closed, left open just enough to let cold air in.Still here, my wolf said. Her voice was thinner than yesterday. Quieter in a way that scared me more than her howling had.“I know,” I whispered to the ceiling. “So am I.”I made myself get up.The mirror above my dresser had always been merciless with morning light. I stood in front of it and pulled the collar of my sleep shirt aside.The crescent mark was black.Not dark red, not bruised purple — black. Lik
I woke to someone shaking my shoulder."Kira. Kira, wake up. It's time."Lena's voice. Urgent but trying to sound cheerful.I opened my eyes. Sunlight streamed through my window — bright, midmorning light. The ceremony started at noon.I was in my bed. Still wearing yesterday's clothes. My head felt stuffed with cotton, my thoughts slow and sticky.Drugged. She hit us with sleep magic. But it didn't take all the way.My wolf's voice was weak.The memories crashed back: Seraphine's quarters, the journal, the confession, the spell—I sat up too fast. The room spun."Easy," Lena said, steadying me. "You okay? You look terrible.""What time is it?""Ten-thirty. I've been trying to wake you for twenty minutes." She frowned. "I found you passed out on your floor this morning, still in your clothes. What happened?"Seraphine must have moved me. Staged it to look like I'd just collapsed from stress."I'm fine," I lied. "Just... pre-ceremony nerves.""Well, at least you're already dressed." Le







