I don't know what to believe right now. Is my mom deceiving me because she wants me to forgive her? Or was my dad the one that was lying to me when I had him the reason as to why she decided to leave us. I tried to think back, to remember my dad being anything but the best dad I could have asked for, and my mind couldn't come up with a single thing that suggested he was cable of being abusive.It took me several minutes, getting lost inside this ridiculously big house two times, until I finally found Zane.He was sitting in the living room, watching a football game. I walked deeper into the room, not really wanting to ask my stepbrother for help, but I felt like I didn't have any other choice. If I wanted to leave her, I'll have to suck up my pride and ask him for help."I need to leave," I announced, walked in front of him blocking his view of the TV, and demanded his attention. "I'm watching the game pet," he growled, disturbed, raised his leg, and tried to push me aside, but I sho
I'm sitting outside, leaning my back against the beautiful fountain, twirling a delicate white flower between my fingers, and being overwhelmed with emotions. First, about everything my mother said to me. Was any of that true? I tried to rack my memories around for a good five minutes, trying to remember if my father ever acted the way she had suggested, but I was so young. It's all hazy.Second, with what I had just allowed to happen inside the living room with Zane. I allowed myself to fall apart on his fingers, and I demanded he finish what he had started. I knew he was just messing with me and was only seeking to make me even more frustrated than I already was. I just needed to forget what I had heard, only if it was for a few minutes. I needed an outlet for the pain, and Zane provided me with it.My phone vibrated inside my hands, and I sighed in aggravation when I saw the group name masters flash on my screen. I would rather not deal with either of them right now, but I know i
“How are you liking Blackmore Academy, Lexi?” Alex Blackmore asked, lifted his fork, and cut into his piece of perfectly cooked steak. “It's a good school, sir. Thank you for supporting me in attending it with Zane. I appreciate it,” I responded to his question, nervously, and uncomfortable as I felt Zane's eyes on me. I still can't believe I allowed that to happen. He had been smirking at me throughout our meal, looking arrogant, and it took everything I had inside me not to embarrass us both in front of our parents and smash my steak into his face.Alex Blackmore didn't look like I had expected him to look. I imagined an elderly man, salt and pepper hair, and a little overweight. However, my vision of my new stepfather was definitely incorrect. Alex was a good-looking older man, and I can't see where Zane got his good looks and firm jaw from. I can't blame my mother for falling in love with him. He has been nothing but kind to me since he came back from his office. He even expla
The next morning, I'm still laying in my comfortable bed, wrapped up in a soft purple fuzzy blanket when my door was pushed up. The maid from yesterday came walking into my room, not saying a word, and she headed straight towards my window. She yanked the blind up, and the bright morning sun suddenly filled my room, causing me to quickly squeeze my eyes shut.“What are you doing?” I mumbled and jerked my fuzzy blanket over my face, not wanting to be woken up fully just yet. “Mrs. Blackmore has been awake since seven this morning ready to start yalls mother and daughter day. It's now nine, and she has been waiting for two hours, allowing you to sleep longer, but it's time for you to get up now,” she informed me before walking across my room, and doing the same thing with my other window blind.“Too much light,” I hissed, when I felt the sun beating down against the thin blanket. “I'll be down in a little while.”“No. You need to get up now,” she said and yanked my blanket off me, forci
My mouth hung open in shock as his words finally registered. He can't be serious. He actually wants me to drop down to my knees here? In the dressing room with at least ten people, including my mother, is on the other side of that door. He has clearly lost his fucking mind, and therefore I told him exactly that.“You can't be serious, Alec,” I snarled, balled my hands into fists, and beat them against his chest in frustration. “No, I'm not doing this. You need to leave before my mother comes back. You have lost your mind if you think I'm going to suck your dick inside this dressing room.”“Did you forget who owns that body?” He growled and tightened his fingers around my throat. “You allowed Zane inside your body, now I want my turn. You fucking belong to me too. That body is mine to do whatever the fuck I want with, and right now, I want your mouth wrapped around my dick. You have a choice-”“Oh really?” I snorted, rolled my eyes, and leaned my head against the wall, hoping he didn't
I inhaled firmly, seeking to relieve my nerves, and immediately moved my hand across my mouth, making sure I didn't have any slobber left over from Alex. God, the guy was such a bastard. I can't believe he forced me to suck his dick here inside the damn clothing store's changing room. I would have been stupidly mortified if my mother had spotted us or anyone of the store employees. I can't imagine a nice, extravagant place like this had people fornicating inside changing rooms. As soon as I pushed the changing room curtain to the side, I came face to face with my mother, who, to her credit, was trying hard not to cry. She is failing, her eyeliner is running down the corners of her eyes, and her cheeks are turning red. I can't believe Zane was so cruel that he would do this to her when she was surrounded by people. I mean, not that him doing this is exceptional in any situation, but this was just heartless of him, to embarrass her like this.“Are you okay?” I whispered and placed
I'm sitting in the taxi that's now bringing me to my new school, Blackmore Academy. Sounds scary, right? Yeah, I know.Don't ask me why they made a school with that name. I tried googling up the school name and found jack shit. Nothing at all. They have nothing, no information, no pictures.Nothing.If I had grown up in a better life than I was, I would be terrified and plain afraid, but I'm not. I'm me, I'm Lexi, and I have spent my life being abused at home. That left scars on me, and I mean literal scars. One of my foster mothers thought it was okay to whip me with a belt on my back when she thought I was “acting” out.The bitch.We have been driving for hours, 4 to be precise, and I can't help but let my mind swirl with curiosity about my birth mother. She contacted me two months ago, thanks to the money provided by her new husband. She hired a private investigator, and he found me one month later. It makes me wonder how hard did she try to find me before.I remember little abou
The driver pulls to a slow stop right at the edge of the steps and climbs out of the car. I don't even pay much attention to him. My eyes are glued to the students walking around the courtyard.Suddenly, I feel self-conscious. I don't want to step out like this, not in front of them all. This is why I wished my mom would have at least met me here for my first day before leaving on her honeymoon. You would think meeting your child for the first time in seventeen years would be important enough to push back the honeymoon trip. I guess to a woman like my mom, it's not as essential as going on her honeymoon to Spain.The school never sent me any uniforms, so I ended up having to wear something that I owned, and it's sad to say that a lot of my clothing doesn't look the best. Most have stains on them or holes, just because I have had them for a long time.My mother mentioned that I have a credit card coming in the mail, and when it arrives, the headteacher will give it to me. My stepfa