C1

Almost half an hour passed then I am done with my work, I lined the last weapon with the others then stretched this is so tiring.

"Hey?" I froze hearing that voice, slowly I put down my arms and turn my back to face the person. How did he enter the room? I didn't even hear the door open.

"What now?" I asked annoyed.

“Let’s talk” he turned his back as soon as he finished his words tsh talk my ass. Out of curiosity, I followed him and we end up in the woods where alpha forbids us to go. 

“What is it that you even lead me here? If someone sees us in this place your father will scold us” I reminded him.

“This won’t take long”

“Then spill it I still need to do some works your father told me to do” what the heck does he need to talk about that he even came in this place?

“I’ll get straight to the point human, I don’t like you” ……….. I stared at him like a stone.

“Are you out of your mind? You disturbed and brought me here just to say those words?” I huff at him in disbelief. He gave me choky look which made me raise my right brow.

“You are a human that doesn’t understand what am I feeling. Don’t you get it? I don’t like you, your scent disgusts me. Why am I mated to a fucking human like you?” No words can describe what am I feeling right now after hearing those words. Mated? He is mated to me? I laugh jokingly hoping it was just a prank.

“I Ralf Miles future alpha of moon night pack reject you, Sachiko Walter, as my mate” his words were like a sharp-edged dagger that penetrated my chest making me lose my breath at this moment. The pain is incomparable and I can’t explain why I am feeling like this.

“Don’t just stare at me” he growled.

“Aren’t you feeling the pain? You should be feeling it since of course I am your mate and you are rejecting me. Does accepting your rejection make you feel better?” that reaction painted in his face hurt me. Why am I saying this?

“You are a human and you won’t understand this fucking mate all about, you won’t understand whatever I am feeling knowing that I am mated to a useless human. I am a future alpha of a big pack for Pete’s sake why am I mated to a fucking human?” 

The moment he said I am his mate? I felt like something exploded and hit me directly realizing I am not dreaming. Then, when he rejected me the sudden pain is unbearable. Why? Why? I feel something strange, or maybe because he used to be my friend that I got hurt?

It’s killing me, his words are suffocating the hell out of me making me lose my breath to death. Just because I am human means I got no feelings and emotions, he is hurting me with his words thinking I don’t understand what a werewolf feels when they reject a mate or are rejected by a mate.

“If it is what makes you feel better then okay. I, Sachiko Walter accept your rejection as your mate”  my own words made me want to throw up as I feel my heart being squished. 

My words were clear as the day today but feelings are dark as the night. Why is this feeling making me lose my sanity? What is it getting rejected and accepting the rejection? Without any other words, I turned my back on him leaving him speechless with my acceptance. Maybe he is right I’m just a human who understands nothing about werewolves and their sacred bond to a mate. But then, I’m raised inside a werewolf pack so I know everything about them, their weakness also this mate thing.

“SACHIKO?” I snapped back to reality when I heard my sister growling my name.

“Uh, what is it?” Is she angry or what?

“You okay? We are trying to talk to you but you are preoccupied” occupied? I scanned the entire place and realized I’m home.

“Home? How did I get home?” Did I overthink and didn’t realize I head home? Shit, that confession is stupid if he doesn't want me then he shouldn't have told me about it.

“You crawled,” she said seriously that made me blink twice so fast and tilt my head to the right. Later on, she blurted into laughter while keeps on pointing at me.

“That is funny if only mom and dad were here and saw that reaction of yours. Of course, you walked on your two feet moron. How can you not know how you got home? What is happening to you?” she explained still laughing.

“What happens when two werewolves mated to each other but the other rejects its mate?” I asked and my sister Akira suddenly stopped laughing and she gave me a confusing look before she gazed at her mate Scar.

“That is a sacred bond between two werewolves and if the other rejects its mate the pain they’ll feel is massive that can’t be handled so easily like other pain. Rejecting a mate is rare since a mate is made to treasure each other, help each other, care for each other, and most important is to love each other” Scar explained. 

“Then how about a werewolf mated to  a human?”

“Sis that is out of the world question. Ask yourself, have you ever seen a werewolf mated to a human? Or have you ever heard of it?” Akira hilariously said.

“But what if there is such as like that?” I’m a human while Ralf is a werewolf worst is a future alpha of a big pack.

“Sachiko there is a bond form like that between a human and a werewolf. Maybe you haven't seen it heard it but hasn’t happened to any werewolf in our pack, mate is a serious matter to all of us” Scar strongly uttered.

“What’s gotten into you and why are you asking this?” Should I?--- Nah what is the point of telling them? But If I don’t, how would I understand what I am feeling right now?

“Someone told me that I am his mate?” I honestly said. I’m waiting for a loud shout from my sister but instead, she and her mate laughed their lungs out. I thought she’ll react with her loud voice ‘WHAT?’ ‘NO WAY’ like that or something else. I glared at them tsk I know I shouldn't have told them about it, how can they laugh like it is the funniest joke ever?

“So that is why you are asking this cause you found your mate” she mockingly teased still laughing.

"It is just a prank tsk" I rolled my eyes at them it is useless to talk with this two.

"Not a good prank dear," Scar said.

“That is why I am asking you this cause I am confused but then all you do is laugh like I said the biggest and funniest joke. I am asking because this is driving me crazy. Don’t you get it? Someone told me that I am his mate. ME? DARN, I AM A HUMAN?” I burst into anger and said that to them that made them stop laughing.

“How many times do I have to remind you to stop calling yourself a human. You are here in the moon night pack you are not a human you are one of us” Scar reminded with his bossy voice. Not a human? Wow, all my life this is the biggest lie I ever heard from them but what is obvious always comes true.

“Yeah yeah,” I rolled my eyes trying to agree with him. Scar is just my sister’s mate but he acts as my brother and sometimes a father figure. He keeps on reminding me not to think about this matter of me being a human that popped out of nowhere inside their pack.

“I am serious Sachiko, no day ends without us reminding you that thing. Tell us about this mate of yours” he said. 

“Not my mate anymore. I just received a rejection a while ago and I accepted it without any second thought so it is not worth mentioning who is it” Their eyes widened with my sister’s face turning red.

“WHAT THE HELL” She growled which made me cover my ears.

“Even if you growl there what happened already happened,” I said crossing my arms and legs as I lean my back on the sofa.

“Then how do you feel?” Scar asked with concern.

“Nothing! I’m a human what the heck do you expect me to feel? It just feels so uncomfortable and making me vomit in disgust”

I lied. But the truth is It feels like I’m dying inside, for no reason why am I feeling this way? Is it possible for a werewolf to mate with a human?  

“You are joking right?” Scar asked in disbelief not convinced with my reasons.

“Then what do you want me to feel? Hurt? Cry? Come on that is so lame for a lady to do besides this isn't the end world"

“How can you feel nothing? We told you that you---“

“That I am not human yeah yeah I get it” I stopped Akira and continued what she was about to say.

“Do you feel nothing after the rejection and acceptance?” Scar verily asked.

“I only feel satisfaction and nothing else. Accepting the rejection won’t lose me anything or what. And I am certain to where do I place myself so stop telling me those, if I am a wolf-like you then I should be broken down to the ground now get it?” But the truth is it is painful talking this matter with them.

They are a mate and they really treasure each other, I know they are trying to make me feel better but I can’t just tell them what am I feeling right now. If I tell them the truth they will keep on asking who is my mate and Ralf's reputation as a future alpha will be affected.  I still have a small concern about him since in my eyes he is still a good man regardless of what he said a while ago and if I were him maybe  I would have reacted the same.

“But at least you—“

“Stop it! I, no we, already made a decision and accepted it, whatever happened stayed to where we made the decision. I am satisfied with what we made and go on with my life as what it is so please stop talking about this and don’t tell to our parents I don’t want to talk about this with them. I know you care about me but I can handle whatever touchtone occurs before me and I appreciate your care and understanding” I sincerely told cutting off my sister’s words.

“Always remember that we here supporting you and ready to help whenever you need us. For us, you are still young and our princess that needs our protection. You are my luna’s sister and a family too to me so don’t hesitate to ask for my help if you need it okay” Scar reminded. He is a promising man and I am very happy that my sister is mated to this kind of man.

“I promise so you should promise me too that you will take good care of Akira for me” He smiled and nodded as he kiss Akira’s forehead.

“I promise” He assured which made me smile.

All I want is someone to be there for my sister when I am not here anymore, I’m not saying that I’ll leave them or something would happen to me. I’m just looking for assurance just in case since we can’t predict our future. I’m just a human who wanders in the street when I was a child and they took me in as one of them and I’m always grateful about this but sometimes this identity puts them in trouble that I want to end so I made my decision. My name is Sachiko Walter the only human inside a wolf pack.