LOGINTessa had a splitting headache the rest of the day. She knew it wasn’t only the stress of seeing David again, but the added insult to her body of skipping lunch. With no further appointments, she settled in to work on her accounts, not that there was much point in it since she couldn’t concentrate. All she could do was relive that moment when David had walked back into her life. Worse, it was clear that he, Sophie and the missing groom had all agreed to appoint him stand-in groom and assistant wedding planner, which had her hauling the large bottle of painkillers out of her emergency drawer and swallowing two of them with the water on her desk.
Megan popped her head in the door at a few minutes before five and said, “Is it okay if I head out now?” She grinned. “I’ve got to get home and change for my date tonight.”
“Where do you meet all these men?”
“Online,” Megan said, her eyes twinkling with excitement. “It’s mad fun, you should try it.”
“Online dating? It seems so desperate.”
“It’s not. I do it all the time.” Megan didn’t bother saying she wasn’t desperate. All you had to do was look at her. “Our trouble is that we work in an industry that caters mostly to women, and the only men who come round here are already spoken for. Honestly, you should at least give it a go.”
“I don’t know.”
“Tell you what, I’ll set you up a profile tomorrow and show you how to get on. It’s really simple and gives you a chance to screen someone first before you waste your time meeting them.”
“I guess I should be open-minded,” Tessa said. She preferred meeting the people she dated in real life, and normally she’d have scoffed, but seeing David today was making her feel more than usually single. And a little desperate if she was honest.
“You’ll have fun, I promise.”
A woman with multicolored hair drifted in behind Megan. She blinked big eyes and glanced around as though wondering where she was and what she was doing here.
“Hi, Laurel,” Megan said.
“Hello.”
“What do you think about Tessa doing the online dating thing?”
“Oh.” The cake decorator turned her huge eyes to Tessa. “Do you want to meet men on the Internet?”
“Of course she does,” Megan announced. “And you should try it, too.” She sent them both a megawatt smile. “Right, then, see you tomorrow.”
“Yes. Have fun tonight.”
Once Megan had gone, Tessa turned to Laurel. “I’m not definitely going to do it, I’m only thinking about it.”
“I think you should do whatever makes you happy.”
And the amazing thing about Laurel was that when she said wacky things like that, she actually meant them. “I know you do. So, what have you got for me?”
Laurel was in the habit of bringing in her cake designs for Tessa to approve. Not that she needed to, everything she baked was incredible, but Tessa suspected she liked the reassurance of her approval. But she really wished the woman didn’t bring sketches of the most delectable treats that looked so good even in the sketchbook that Tessa’s mouth started to water. Especially not at the end of the day when her willpower was at its lowest ebb.
Once she’d approved half a dozen designs and they’d gone over timing and delivery of the cakes for this weekend, Laurel drifted out of the office and Tessa got back to her accounts, then she continued for another couple of hours. When the muted chime that announced an after-hours caller rang, she wasn’t surprised. She supposed on some level she’d expected him.
Ignore the bell or go answer him?
It really wasn’t an option. With a sigh, she rose and stepped back into her heels and took her time going to the front door. In the dim light he looked almost a stranger to her, so tall and elegant and, she reminded herself sternly, no longer hers.
“You look good, Tess.” he said with a frown, as if he was angry at himself for giving her the compliment.
In spite of herself she smiled inwardly. “Thank you,” she said, deliberately not returning it. It was cold outside and she shivered.
“Can I come in?”
Only now did she realize they were both standing at the entrance. She wanted to be hostile and tell him to leave, but she also didn't want to give him the impression that she was still bitter or that his presence had any effect on her. So she fought to remain calm and stepped back to usher him in. “Of course.”
Once more he followed her into her office. He glanced around as though he hadn’t been there earlier that very day. “The place looks good. You are doing well for yourself.”
Not compared to him. After they’d split, he’d become one of the top architects in the country, the go-to guy for bringing faded grandeur back from near death. He was fanatical about reclaiming and modernizing heritage properties and designing new buildings or additions to fit the old. She felt his approval at the way she’d used the best of the building she occupied while still managing to bring in ultramodern conveniences.
“Do you own the building?”
“Not that it’s any of your business, but yes I do.”
He nodded. “Smart girl.”
“Too smart to be charmed by you.” She sighed. “What do you want, David?”
He stared at her for what seemed like a long moment, “I don’t know.” He frowned, then scratched his head and her eyes were drawn to the thick, black hair she remembered so well. “I knew this was your outfit, obviously, but I thought it would be fun to surprise you.”
“You certainly did surprise me.” But if almost giving her a heart attack was supposed to be fun, she thought she’d pass.
His gray all-seeing eyes locked on hers. “You didn’t tell Sophie about our past.”
“It didn't seem very good for business to bring up my breakup when the woman’s here to plan a wedding.” She shot him a glance. “Did you tell her?”
“No.” He picked up her gold pen off the desk, ran his thumbnail over the monogram. “I decided to leave it to you.” He’d given her that pen back in happier times, and now she was annoyed with herself for her sentimentality in using the damn thing every day.
“So, we don’t tell the lucky couple that their wedding planner and his best man used to be in a relationship?”
“No, I guess not.”
“And that we hate each other?”
She held her breath as he raised his hand, trailed his finger from her jaw to the lower lip that still tingled with the need to repeat that kiss. His eyes burned hot and heavy into hers for another moment before, gritting his teeth, he turned around and walked out of her office. A moment later, Tessa heard the other door close behind him. A breath shuddered out of her. She didn’t exactly call it relief because that knot of hunger was still lodged in her belly, intent on reminding her how long it’d been since she'd had good sex. Or any kind of sex, for that matter.It was only when she realised she was listening out for the sounds of his car leaving that she sank onto the chair close to her. Head buried in her hands, she tried to breathe through confusion and need. Through all the reasons she'd allowed David back into her life. She wasn’t melodramatic enough to fear that she'd look at her desk again without imagining him there wreaking sweet havoc on her body, but she suspected the ex
“I’m aware, sweetheart.”He pressed his middle finger inside her and her hips jerked, her inner muscles clinging as she whimpered. “The thing is, do I use that time for you or shall I be selfish and use it all for me?”Her eyes widened a touch but she remained still, her hands gripping him tight. He was sure she wasn’t aware of how her nails dug into him, and he bit back another smile. He’d always loved her honest passion, the way she let him know what she was feeling and what she wanted. Who the hell was he bluffing? He was going to use this for her. When he got around to fucking Tessa, he intended to be inside her longer than whatever seconds he had left in this ridiculous game.Mindless, they pulled at each other, the years of separation, the anger, the frustration falling away as they clawed at each other. Bending low, he flicked his tongue over one ripe nipple as he speared her with his fingers. She’d always been slightly embarrassed about the size of her breasts but he loved the
End their association? Watch her retreat and take away every access he'd have to her? Not if he could bloody well help it. Glancing down at her, he drawled, “It turns you on to fight with me, doesn’t it?”Tessa snorted. “Now you’re just being plain ridiculous.” But her words lacked the punch of conviction.“Am I?” David murmured. “Then why are your nipples hard? Why’s your skin flushed? I bet you’d be too proud to admit you’re hot and wet right now.”Her nostrils flared. “Haven’t you learned the futility in attempting reverse psychology with me by now?”He smiled, enjoying himself now. “I don’t hear a denial, sweetheart.”“Don’t call me that,” she admonished. “I’m not your sweet anything.”“You’re right. You’re like a stiff shot of Scotch whisky, raging and burning all the way down. Problem is, one taste just triggers a need for another. And another…” She stiffened. “Stop it. I already told you last time was a mistake. Why are you still here, David? Why?”“Because your nipples are st
And yet he knew every timbre of her voice as well as he knew every inch of her body. It was crazy.When he got to her doorway he paused there, enjoying the view.She was talking on the phone, her bare feet up on the desktop, a sight he suspected not very many clients were privileged to see. Her feet were small, dainty, the toes painted bright pink. Her floral skirt had ridden up revealing a shapely thigh.He rapped on the door frame and she turned, startled. When she saw him, she yanked her feet off the desktop and he watched, enjoying the sight, as her toes did a version of Riverdance under the desk until she located two high-heeled shoes and attempted to jam her feet into them while simultaneously dragging her skirt back into place.She continued her conversation, to a florist he presumed, since the words rose and baby’s breath occurred so often. Once she’d successfully navigated her feet into her shoes, she turned her chair, and thus her back, to him and continued her conversation.
“How about you?” he asked, obviously determined to steer clear of painful subjects.“I’m single… Obviously,” She chuckled lightly, careful not to bring up her past relationship. She didn’t think he wanted to hear the ugly details. Well, who would? So she merely said, “Never been married. I run my own event planning business.”He began asking her precise and intelligent questions about her business and she felt that it was a relief to both of them to discuss something as impersonal as business. At the end of an hour, she knew two things. One, Joe was a genuinely nice man, and two, she felt not the tiniest spark of attraction.They exchanged business cards and agreed to meet for lunch one day soon. She had no idea whether either of them would follow up. They shook hands at the end of their coffee date and he headed one way while she turned in the opposite direction. She was trying to decide whether the coffee date had been a success or a disaster, when a voice hailed her, “Tess.”She g
The bakery smells were so good. There were blocks of cheese bigger than house steps and she wanted to buy one and gobble every succulent morsel. She loved cheese, every fat-saturated ounce. Hard cheese, soft cheese, runny cheese, blue cheese. Oh, stop it. She averted her eyes. She really shouldn’t start stress eating because of him or letting him get in her head, and that was why she didn't cancel her date with Joe. She had to move on now and she had to do it quickly. Joe had suggested the locale for their first coffee date and she’d agreed without quibbling. Now that she was here she wished she’d quibbled big-time. She wanted to turn tail and head home. Aside from being exhausted, cranky and cheese-obsessed, she’d probably dressed all wrong for a first date with a stranger. Her jeans were casual, but she’d pushed her feet into high heels instead of giving them a well-deserved Sunday rest, and she was worried that the green sweater was too low-necked. The last thing she wanted to do







