*"She's pregnant and the child is .... Mine"I stepped back as he repeated those words that felt like a knife thrusting deep into my chest."I'm sorry Lyssa, I... I...""I'm sorry" his eyes were teary."I didn't mean for this to happen I ..."I backed away from his touch, "I... Fuçk.. please" his eyes pleaded with me,And I could feel the pain tearing through, cutting deep.How dare I?Why did I hope for something impossible.Why did I hope that we could start anew?That hope, that we could be together again.This was the reason why.This was why he was so withdrawn."Lyssa please... Please""I'm sorry"I felt it, hot tears rushing, threatening to spill right there."Please talk to me... I...""What do you want me to say? Those damn tears were already pouring, I'd try to keep them away, to keep them locked.But however they came pouring like a fountain.The hope for a new beginning ripped away and lost."Please..say something... anything...I...""Why? How could you Rev... why did y
"I love you but""What's on your mind Rev?" I miss you very much "" I can't live with you "" I love you "" I love you very much "" I love you too " I reply" Is everything good? " Yeah " he holds me close, our heat beat syncing._______________________REVI Could not tell her, I could not do it, I could only stay in her arms, cherishing every moment of it I was going through torture right now, I love her, I want to keep this from her, I don't want to break her heart again, clearly there's no way out of this.I can't face her, I can't.There was no way out of her.Why was Fate this cruel?Why was it keeping us apart, why was it breaking us apart? Everyday that passes, it plagues me.I have to tell her, I have to try, no matter how heavy it is.It's my child, she wouldn't lie, and it's damn all my fault.*"What's wrong? Are you okay?Jedd ask."No, Ari is pregnant, I'm responsible'" I'm good, really " I reply, "I'm good" " What's going on? Are you not happy? You've sorted t
"I'm pregnant and it's your's" she repeated.My mind suddenly went blank." I'm three weeks pregnant Rev " " No " I stepped back." I'm sorry.. but... "" I'm not Ari... It can't be "" It can't " I repeated, seeing all my dreams crash before my eyes."We have to get married Rev, that's the only way out of this mess"" No Ari... I ..." My voice is breaking.I can't do this.I can't get married to anyone else.I don't even know how to react to this news It's breaking me, shattering down my every hope of happiness.We'd already gone through a lot.Why did I have to go and fuçk it up?I brushed my hair backwards with my hands.This could not be happening.I can't break her heart again.Oh god no. "I'm serious rev, and of you do want a DNA test I can...""I'm trying to think Ari.. please don't"Fuçk it.I'm in shit." There's no way out Rev, we have to get married "" I can't marry you Ari"" I can't do it to you, I can't do it to us.. "" This is the last option, I can't get rid... "
"what's wrong?" Are you okay? She askI could not reply, all I could think off was the scene from earlier, how she was going to hate me if she found out."Rev..." She called out.I still could not speak, I didn't know what to do, I leaned close taking her in my arms.I stood there wrapoed in her embrace as she gently patted my back.."What's going on? She askI could not muster the words, so I stood there holding her, staying in her arms, relishing every moment of it.It comforted me, I didn't want to think about us being apart again, it was so heavy and right now, being in her arms was the only thing that mattered._____________________Days passed by and I was still haunted by what transpired between Ari and I.I could not even face her, cos every damn time, I could feel the guilt gnawing at my insides.I travelled back to LA to settle things with some investors for a week, and still I could not get over it, the feeling of guilt, I could not stop thinking of how it would hurt Lyssa
AriI might be selfish, but I don't regret what I'm doing.I already know what he's about to say, I'd already notice it, I knew about everything that was going on.I knew they were back together, I could see the way they looked at each other, it was enough to tell.And he was willing to end everything with me to go back to her.I was not going to let it happen anyways, so before he could tell me of his plans to end everything, I executed mine, and that was so I could keep him by my side.The drug was starting to take effect, I'd placed it in the drinks earlier before he arrived.I watch him loosing composure, struggling to regain himself and I smiled."Are you okay? I ask" Uhm..no" he Shaked his head, his eyes barely open.I stood up and placed my hands on his shoulders." What's going on? I ask."Please come with me" I gave him my hands.He took my hands and I led him, he leaned against me for support, and I held him.Everything I was doing was all in the name of love.I didn't want
REV*"I want us to talk, it's important" I said as we settled down in our private room.I was itching to get this over with.To tell her already mI still felt guilty about everything and I wanted to make sure I was the one to tell her, about everything.She watched me expectantly."Is something wrong? She asked" Uhm.. I want us to...""Wait" she interrupted me, her eyes unreadable."I also have something very important to tell you" " Go first " I urge her." You sure? She asked."Yeah" I nod."Go ahead""The thing is I....""Can we meet up and talk about it? She asked." Uhhh."" I'll text you the location be there" with a smile on her face, she turned and walked away.* * * * * * * *I wrapped my arms around Lyssa and as she turned her eyes clouded."Are you sure you want to do this? She ask." The only thing I'm sure about is that I want you and only you " I cupped her cheeks, as our eyes locked." I want to do this, I want to give us a chance, I want us to start anew, I only re