LOGINElizabeth's POV
Pain... that was the first thing I felt when I forced my eyes open. Everywhere hurt. I felt every inch of my body ache, every breath I dragged in felt like fire against my broken ribs, and when I tried to move a sting flared across my legs.
I looked around confused. Where... where was I?
My vision a little blurry... the lights from above the ceiling lit the entire room, but I didn’t recognise this place. Where the hell was I? The room was warm, simple but elegant all at once. My pulse picked instantly when I saw someone seated by the side of the bed.
No... this wasn’t home. How the hell did I get here? The last thing I remember was running through the woods.
I tried to push myself up. I needed to get out of here, but my body protested with every move I made. My wolf stirred weakly inside me, wounded but restless, urging me to stay alert.
My gaze moved through the room until it landed back on him.
He sat at the edge of the bed, both hands resting on his knees, his head down. He looked lost in thought and like he’d been in that position for hours. He was broad-shouldered, sharp jawline, and slowly he raised his eyes to meet mine. His stare was too intense to belong to someone ordinary. He couldn’t be human.
He watched me with something between concern and control, like he was forcing himself to stay still.
“You are awake,” he said, voice so calm it could melt steel. “Easy. Okay, you are safe,” he continued as he neared.
Safe? My instincts instantly said otherwise.
I scrambled back the closer he got to me until I hit my ribs against the headboard. A sharp pain ran through my entire body. “Stay away!” I yelled, my hands defensive but my throat was so dry my voice cracked.
I knew he was no human. I was really weak, but I could perceive the smell of his wolf.
He lifted his hands, palms open as if to show he meant no harm. “I’m not going to hurt you, I swear... you’ve been passed out for three days, and I found you in the woods.”
I didn’t say anything. I just watched him. “What’s your name?” he asked.
“Elizabeth,” I said without thinking. Without thinking in a weird way, there was still a feeling I got from him, like I could trust him but my heart still pounded in my chest.
“What... what’s your name?” I asked.
“Nathan,” he said with a small smile. Suddenly the air between us became charged, humming with a kind of energy. I couldn’t deny it. It pulled me in.
Then it hit me like a wave.
The inexplicable pull I felt towards him, like there was an invisible thread tugging us together. My breath caught as my Zoe, my wolf, stirred whispering one undeniable word.
Mate.
No... no no. Maybe I was probably the one who didn’t hear well but she said it again, Mate.
I shook my head violently, clutching the sheeting tightly. “This... isn’t happening. Who are you and what do you want with me?” I asked, trying to keep my voice firm and intimidating but my voice came out weak and shaky.
His eyes softened as he looked at me, unravelling me further.
“Hey... hey Elizabeth, look at me. I’m not going to hurt you, okay? I’m the Alpha of the Nightbane Pack,” he said, his voice quiet now yet heavy, and his gaze drifted from mine. “And what I want... is the last thing I expected.”
The bond between us sparked again, raw and undeniable. My wolf leaned into it, desperate and excited, but I was terrified. What does this mean? I was mated to an Alpha. Does he feel the pull too?
Nathan leaned in closer but not too close that it discomforted me. He was unbelievably handsome and he treated me so kindly. The more I looked into his eyes the more I found myself drawing in him. I still couldn’t believe I was mated to an Alpha.
“What happened to you, Elizabeth?” his voice dropped low and careful. “How did you end up in the woods almost dead? And you would have been if I hadn’t shown up.”
I blinked, looking at my hands, trying to remember how it all started, how I got there that night but there was nothing, and the more I thought about it the more my head hurt, making me wince. My hand shot to my temple with a small cry.
“Hey...” Nathan said quickly, reaching out, his hands brushing mine away and then just like that his palm covered mine, warm and comforting. “Don’t. Don’t force it. You’ll hurt yourself.”
The bond flared stronger this time around. His touch sent a wave of calm through me, easing the pain I felt in my head and God, I wanted to lean into him. My wolf didn’t hesitate. She purred, practically wagging her tail at him.
I swallowed the lump in my throat, torn between pushing him away and clinging to his kindness. “Why are you... why are you kind to me?”
His lips twitched like he almost smiled but it disappeared like it was never there in the first place. “Because I couldn’t be anything less with you, Elizabeth.”
The words rattled inside me, awakening something I wasn’t ready to face. Zoe whispered it again, louder this time. Mate.
I shook my head. “But you don’t even know me.”
“Oh, I do,” he said gently with a smile as his hands held mine tightly but not enough to hurt. “I know you are mine and I know you feel it too.”
My breath caught. “Nathan, what are you saying?”
His gaze never left mine. “I’m the Alpha of my pack and you, Elizabeth...” his thumb brushed the back of my hands, sending sparks through my body. “You are going to be my Luna.”
It felt like for a moment I had forgotten how to breathe the moment those words came out of his mouth. I couldn’t believ
e this was real.
But deep down I knew it was, and I was going to be a Luna.
CHAPTER 111 — HIS APOLOGY KaimaThe moment I reached the bottom of the stairs, I froze, completely stunned.My breath was completely stolen away because the entire penthouse looked like it was pulled out of a movie or something.There were roses… everywhere.Red roses spread across the counter, petals scattered on the floor. My eyes fell on the cake on the dining table with I’m sorry written in messy icing.Silver and gold balloons floated near it. One massive, one shaped like a heart had I’M SORRY printed on it in huge letters.The air smelled of candles and fresh flowers, my two favourite things.My heart swelled. I just stood there, not moving or blinking. I was afraid that if I blinked everything would disappear and I would wake up from this dream. I still didn’t believe that it was real.That was when I saw him.Nicholai.Standing in the middle of everything, he looked like he hadn’t slept, not just for hours but for days. His hair was a mess, his shirt wrinkled, his eyes tired
KaimaI didn't know when I started crying.I only realized it when my vision got so blurred I couldn't see the ceiling anymore, and when I blinked, the tears slid down my cheeks and into the pillow. And within minutes the sheets were wet and cold, becoming uncomfortable, but I didn’t care. My chest hurt, my throat hurt. I was trying my hardest to stop crying but I couldn't hold it in anymore.Nicholai actually left.He actually went to Tara's place.I sobbed, the sound filling the room.“Kaima,” I heard Nyx call, her voice soft in the back of my mind. “Please calm down,” she said, trying to soothe me.But the crying only became worse. I buried my face into the pillow and cried harder.“He left me, Nyx,” I choked out the words. “He actually left.”“She's sick,” Nyx said. “You saw the message. He only went to check on her, that's all. He didn't leave you. It just makes him a good person.”“But…what if Nicholai doesn't love me anymore?” my voice cracked as another sob shook me. “What if
NicholaiShit… shit… shit.The words left my mouth as I rushed down the stairs, out the house and into my car. My heart was still back with Kaima even when I drove to Tara's place.I couldn't get how she looked at me out of my head. I knew I was hurting her so badly and it was breaking me.Ever since I got my memories of what Tara and I shared, I've just been being pulled in two opposite directions and I hated it.Just check up on her quickly, I told myself. Make sure she's okay, then go back and explain everything and fix it.I knew it wasn't going to be as easy as saying it but I had to find a way to fix things.When I got to Tara's, from the door I could hear soft uneven breathing from inside. I pushed the door gently and stepped in.TaraShe was curled on the couch, a heavy blanket covered her and she was still shivering violently. Her skin was pale, her teeth chattering together, traces of sweat on her forehead. Her lips trembled as she tried to speak.“N… Nicholai.”I knelt besi
Nicholai It had only been a few days of Kaima asking for space and it felt like something was actually tearing me apart from the inside.Whoever said alcohol was the best way to go when you feel like a complete mess was so wrong because right now it wasn't doing any damn thing for me.I had downed almost every bottle in the house—whiskey, vodka, rum, even the cheap trash I wouldn't touch on a normal day.But swallowing it felt like I was literally drinking water. There was no burn, not even a sting. Absolutely nothing.I knew I couldn't feel anything because Kaima wasn't here... and without her everything feels wrong and meaningless.I didn't just want her, I needed her. Kaima was my drug and without her I could not function properly. My chest was so tight and it felt like all my senses were super heightened more than usual. I could even hear someone getting out of their car from like so many streets away. Every second without her was torment.So I just sat at the kitchen bar, bottle
KaimaI didn’t know when the words slipped out. Maybe it was because of how Nathan looked at me, or maybe it was how safe I felt with him. I wasn’t sure, but no matter how I tried to deny it, I always felt safe with Nathan. And the way he spoke so gently, so calmly… sometimes I wondered if he was truly an alpha because he was too… kind.“Nathan, I feel it too whenever you aren’t okay.”He looked surprised, but not that surprised, really.“Yeah?”“So… how am I feeling right now?”I didn’t reply for a moment, trying to concentrate, but I didn’t feel anything from him. It was just my emotions that were all over the place.“I… don’t know,” I said, disappointed.“Hey… it’s fine, okay?” he smiled.“I don’t know when it started. I think… it was when I was still at the packhouse or when I moved. I’m not sure, but when something is wrong, my chest tightens—like something is pulling at me, like I’m supposed to check on you or something.”I quickly stopped myself from continuing further.This wa
NathanI was bored out of my goddamn mind as the pack elders talked about… I wasn’t sure what the hell they were even talking about, but I had to be in attendance as the Alpha. I kept watching her from the corner of my eyes.Kaima sat beside me, her head down. She held her pen and… a notebook? I hadn’t realized it earlier, but she never uses a notebook. It’s always an iPad.At first I thought she was taking notes like she always did during these meetings.But the longer I watched her, the more wrong everything felt.Her pen was moving, yes, but she wasn’t writing.She was just pressing the tip of the pen into the paper, over and over again. It was just a single dot that darkened the more she pressed the pen on it.She kept doing that, and for almost an hour she hadn’t lifted her head. Not once.Something was definitely off with her.I leaned in a little toward her.“Kaima… are you okay?”She jumped slightly like she had forgotten I was right next to her. Her eyes snapped to me, wild a







