NIKOLAS__05
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Anger, pain, resentment, grief, and other millions of hurtful emotions ever known seared through his heart like the hot sharp curve of a blade.His wife was dead. So was their child.
Nikolas looked around as he inhaled deeply, puffing out the smoke of the cigarette dangling between his fingers.He was familiar with pain, but for the first time, he didn't know how to deal with it.
The cigarette and alcohol could only provide relief for a short period and after that, all that would be left was emptiness.Nikolas couldn't help but blame himself, he should never have made that trip that night, he should have insisted Valentina went along with him, would she have been alive now?
She had been so excited about the baby, wanting to give him the family he had always wanted. Just a day before her wrongful death, they had designed their son's nursery and did some little shopping for the baby.
He should have known that their little joy wouldn't last. Happiness just wasn't meant for him.
He had failed his wife. Failed their son who had been murdered before he could be born. Nikolas felt useless. Hopeless.He'd always sworn to protect them, even from his enemies.
Nikolas tossed the almost finished cigarette to the hard concrete below.
Who knew that the enemy that would turn his world so empty would come in the form of a brunette girl and her boyfriend?
Because of their carelessness, his family was gone forever.
His gaze shifted to his desk, where he stared at the ongoing footage on his laptop.
How many times had he done so in the past few weeks?Watching Valentina and their baby die in the car, again and again.
The video was inaudible, but he could almost hear their screams as the smoke suffocated them.At this point, Nikolas had already memorized every single feature of the people who claimed Valentina's life.
The young woman's brown eyes met his from the laptop screen, her brunette hair was very curly, and a few freckles dusted her face. She had a pretty face that emitted an innocent aura, but Nikolas knew not to judge a book by its pretty cover, some people were just so rotten inside that it would be impossible to save them.
In the first footage, the camera angle caught her being lovey-dovey with a young man that Nikolas presumed was her boyfriend, he was also the person driving.
Nikolas' taut jaw hardened even further as he watched the clip of them diverting their car away after hitting Valentina.
They had managed to run off unscathed while Valentina's car had rammed into an electric pole which sparked a fire.
Nikolas could imagine the horrifying experience, how she would suffocate, struggling with no way out.
His heart pierced with a stormy emotion.Valentina was so kind, beautiful and delightful, she hadn't deserved the cruelty of this world.
Her eyes always filled with warmth, an ever-present gentle smile on her lips. Now, he would never see her again, never feel her touch, her words. Everything had been ruthlessly snatched from him.Without a final goodbye.He could only make her killers suffer. Slowly and agonizing, he decided that it was enough.
The girl.
She was tied up in one of the empty rooms in his mansion. From the camera in the room which was connected to his laptop, he knew the moment she awoke from the slumber Welder had put her.He walked out of his office, his strides filled with intent as he unlocked the door to the room he was currently keeping her prisoner.
His eyes located her on the bed. Slowly, he approached where she lay helplessly tied with nowhere to move.
He was standing exactly in front of her, his eyes flickered across her face.
Her tears were soaking the blindfold making the color of the material appear thicker.
Her lower lips trembled, he could scent the fear emitting from her body. He liked it. Her terror and panic sent a surge of adrenaline pumping through his blood.To know that he could do whatever he wanted to her! And she would be helpless to stop him.When he had first been hit by Valentina's death, he had thought of several ways to punish her killers. He thought setting them on fire would make them feel the same thing Valentina had suffered.
Now, staring at the girl, he decided there was no use destroying such a pretty face, there were so many things he could do with her, evil things that were even worse than what he had initially planned. She would make a perfect pawn.
Nikolas touched her face and she jerked, a sob escaped her mouth, and she grew even more rigid under his fingers.
For a second, Nikolas felt a twinge of sympathy, she looked so youthful and innocent.
The feeling of pity didn't last for no more than a second before Nikolas' heart hardened with renewed rage, this woman above all didn't deserve any leniency.His large hands encircled her delicate neck and she started to struggle, Nikolas wondered how much force would be needed to snap it.
Killing her would be too easy, it would be such a waste, he thought with a sneer.
The moment he loosened his grip, her sobs and pleas came, She was asking for mercy. And none would he give.Again Nikolas felt that surge of adrenaline pumping hard through his veins, the feeling was very exciting, and he decided he would have enough time to toy with her until he was satisfied.
As he ripped off the blindfold, he could see the shock in her eyes shortly followed by a flare of recognition.
He produced the pocket knife from his pocket and watched as her eyes widened in terror.
A scream escaped her mouth and Nikolas snapped.
"Shut up!""Please, it was a mistake! It wasn't even me_" She started to sob uncontrollably. Her cries were starting to get on his nerves. "I'm sorry your w_wife died, believe me, I had no idea__"
Nikolas didn't want to listen to her, it didn't matter what she said, his wife was already dead.
Leaning closer to grab her chin painfully, he met her stare dead in the eyes."You don't listen, do you? Make one more sound and I will ensure you never have a reason to speak again!" He hissed and watched her eyes flash with fear.
Bringing down the knife on her, he cut off the ropes on her wrists, he did the same to her feet.
He watched as she jumped away from him to the very edge of the bed as though the small space between them could save her from his anger.*
FREYAOne look at this man, I could feel it already. He was going to do terrible things to me.
He didn't want to listen that I was also a victim of the accident.
That I knew nothing about his wife's death until today.The menace in his eyes told me that I could take his threats very seriously.
I curled up in a ball at the very edge of the bed. I wanted to ask him but was too scared to open my mouth. "Come down!" He ordered and I stared at him, unwilling to cooperate. What was he going to do to me? Kill me? Was Ethan even still alive? I met the irritation in his gaze as he marched towards me, a stifled sound of pain escaped my mouth when he suddenly yanked me by my hair.My eyes stung at the pain.
"No! Please let me go!" I screamed. Without a word, he hauled me out of the bed."Your life might be a little easier if you obey, You need to be taught a lesson!" He effortlessly dragged me out of the room, I stumbled but he caught me by my shoulders.
I looked around the hallway, it was large and magnificently designed in a modern way.
Where was this place? I used my eyes, trying to search for any possible escape route. I didn't want to know what he meant by "Teaching me a lesson"He led us to an isolated room and suddenly shoved the door open.
He pushed me inward. There were two men already inside. I recognized the man who had kidnapped me instantly, but what held my attention was the floor. There was so much blood, and there was Ethan.FREYA__21**I didn't see Nikolas until the next day. The atmosphere seemed to drop by a certain degree the moment he walked inside. I refused to look away from the book I was reading, not even when he stood in front of the bed. "Freya." My name was called quietly. I didn't respond to it, still pissed about being locked up for the whole of yesterday. How dare he come here now? I wasn't interested to hear anything if it wasn't about letting me go. "You had enough time to think about it, you should understand why I need you to stay with me."Was he insane? I didn't understand anything! Yes, I had enough time to think, but it was about the million ways I could grant him a horrible death. "Freya. Look at me!" He hissed and suddenly, the book was ripped from my hand and tossed towards the door.I folded my arms to glare at him, he finally earned my attention. "You need to answer me when I fucking speak to you!" He said through gritted teeth, his icy blue eyes filled with irritation
FREYA__20**"How could you?!" My lips twisted in disgust, and next my palm connected with his face. His expression morphed into surprise as though he had not expected it. He was an animal, after overhearing his conversation with Angelo, I still found it hard to believe that a human could be this vile. The devil was kinder compared to him. "Why did you do this to me?" I screamed. My fists continued to connect with whatever part of his body I could touch. They hurt so fucking bad and I hoped that he felt the same. "You knew I was innocent all this time, how could you? You refused to tell me even after finding out, you're a monster!" Angry tears streaked down my face, I was so enraged and all I could think about was how to kill him. He didn't try to stop me even when I continued to hit him, the fact that he was barely having any reaction made me madder than I've ever been in my life. "Freya, wait listen__" His palms cupped my face, but I spat up at him, forcing myself away from
FREYA 19* *The way his eyes fell on the broken pieces of the bottle on the floor caused a bead of sweat to roll down my cheeks. My gaze met Marianna who appeared equally nervous, secretly pleading with her not to tell on me. She'd been kind to me in the past few days, and I wanted to believe that it was real. Nikolas's attention returned to mine, as though demanding an explanation. "I wanted some water, I didn't mean to break it. I'm s_sorry. I'll clean it right away." I stammered, quickly bending to my knees. I started to pick up the numerous shards of glass, my fingers were trembling so much that several pieces of glass slashed my fingers, causing them to bleed. I bit back the cry of pain that threatened to escape, my fingers were getting scraped but I didn't dare to stop. Suddenly, I was yanked to my feet, almost landing against his solid chest, and was forced to meet his eyes which were charged with anger. Oh god! He was going to strike me. I braced myself for pain
FREYA 18* * My body jerked awake from the nightmare. He had succeeded in visiting my dreams again. I could still almost hear his cruel laughter. In the dream, I had given birth to a baby. He had snatched the infant from me and had produced a wicked-looking knife to slit my throat. My job was done, he was going to send me to hell. My fingers still trembled as I switched on the bedside lamp, causing light to flood the room. I palmed my abdomen through the silky materials of my nightie. Four weeks? Six weeks? How far along was I? The baby would continue to grow even though I didn't want it. If Nikolas killed me, the child would never know its mother. He would be born into this brutal world, void of love. Sympathy for both myself and the new life overwhelmed me. I couldn't save myself from this cruel fate, but it didn't have to suffer from my own misfortune. I would be doing it a favor if I got rid of it. With these crazy thoughts running through my mind, I pushed the covers a
FREYA__17* *Weird things have been happening lately. Marianna was a lot more friendly. I couldn't believe it when she gifted me several books to read whenever I got bored. Even more shocking was when she brought me very expensive skincare brands after complaining that my skin appeared too dull which was probably attributed to the early phase of pregnancy. It was as though she was always waiting to get me whatever I wanted. The morning sickness was no joke, I vomited anything that touched my mouth. Most of the time, I ended up with a fever and severe headache. Perhaps this was the reason Nikolas took mercy upon me, I was no longer confined to the mansion, I was allowed to be outside for how ever long I wanted. Most relieving of all was that he'd never tried to touch me, he no longed appeared harsh all of the time whenever he spoke to me. I always wondered why the sudden change of attitude. Was it only due to my pregnancy? To make his unborn child comfortable? I didn't know why
FREYA__16* *The whole world was a lie. Love_Happiness_It was all an illusion. I might have had friends, and perhaps my parents must have loved me, but in these few days, I kept thinking that my old life must have been a dream. Now, all I felt was despair. I was constantly drowning, hate consumed my mind, spreading like wildfire through my veins. I hated him and even more, loathed his seed which was growing inside of me. My palms slowly caressed my stomach, there wasn't a difference. But I could feel it.And I despised its very existence. Maybe it was a relief that he was going to kill me as soon as I give birth to his monster baby. I would never get to see any of them again.A tear escaped from my eyes, onto the pillow as I turned to my side. I wanted relief from this constant pain in my chest, my heart ached like I was constantly being sliced by a wicked chainsaw. I felt worthless. I was even powerless to give myself death because he'd promised to kill everyone I