Become the Beast

The beating of my heart was loud and swift as I sat next to Rem on the bed. To say I was anxious was an understatement. Rem was clearly nervous about this himself, but I could tell he was nervous for an entirely different reason now. Our differences no longer worried him as much, but now he was conscious about how we would even start.

I wondered if his friend had got back to him, or if Rem had caved in and searched the internet for information? If not, I had learned a few things to prepare for us to have safe and enjoyable sex; it was just a matter of figuring out who would take the lead.

Leaning into Rem’s neck to place a soft kiss there, I murmured out a light question, “you at least know how to masturbate, right?”

“Who doesn’t at our age?” Rem scoffed at me, though I could feel him shivering with each kiss I placed along his neck and lower chin. I hummed out a sound of agreement as I trailed my lips lower until it reached his Addam’s