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CHAPTER 69
CHAPTER 69
Mom and dad asked me about why I didn't went home last night and where I spend my night. I don't have any choice but to lie with them. I rested the whole day inside my room and think about the whole thing. My mind is in chaos right now. It was haywired. I can't think right. I feel like I am in the middle of the electric wires and it is now ready to strike me any moment right now.
Because of too much thinking I fell asleep. When I woke up it's already 5 pm. I have to get up and be ready for my duty. As usual I wore my all white uniform. I kissed mom and dad goodbye before going to work.
I focused myself in my work and tried to forget everything. I have to forget everything to go on with my life. If I can just escape time...and go to the place where I can be alone and didn't feel scared.
I hope I can. I hope I will.
Break time came and as usual I spend it in the rooftop to watched the stars and moon shined from above. I felt at peace whene
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