CHAPTER 71
I don't know what to do now. My mind is in turmoil while staring at my reflection in the mirror wearing my white uniform. I am now off to work but I am nervous. I'm nervous for no apparent reason. I am just nervous.
Is this because of my conversation with Alqamar last night? He told me it's fine that I push him away but he won't stop either. What am I gonna do? What should I do? I don't know if I'll continue avoiding him or stick with him.
If I'd stick with him the situation will get worsen. Carlos might still didn't know that Alqamar is now back because Gino, the wolf that Alqamar killed is now unable to report to him. Carlos would realize it and he'll probably send someone again.
But if I stay away, Carlos will probably not hurt my family. If I act that I doesn't care with Alqamar anymore and convinced Alqamar to stay hidden then everything will be back to normal like five years ago.
Damn! Why does it have to be like this?!
I si
CHAPTER 72Our kisses were hungry and full of wanting. Our desire for each other is like no other that even our breath can say it all on how much we wanted each other.His hands are now all over my body. One on my thighs, softly massaging my tingling skin and the other is on my chest, reaching my valley. I moaned in pleasure as his kisses went down on my neck and reached my soft spot. I missed him so much that I couldn't control myself anymore. I want him so much that my rational mind is slowly drifting apart."Ahh..." I moaned softly when he bit my skin on my collarbone. Damn it. I swallowed hard when he stopped and stared at my face. I am embarrassed that my face is shouting for needs. I am embarrassed that after pushing him away, I am now in front of him, strangling my legs around his waist and so ready for him. I feel like a cold ice pour down my system after he stopped kissing me.I was about to went down my feet when he stopped me. I stopped and loo
CHAPTER 73I can't believe that Fin is the spy. I know that Fin can able to survive this but it is still dangerous. What if Carlos would get suspected of him and kill him in the end? It is a damn gamble and Fin's life would get in danger any moment.After eating our lunch Alqamar told me that he has something to do and just come back later when my work finishes.I know I can't avoid him anymore. No matter how much I try to push him away I will just hurt him and I will just hurt myself. And I don't want to stay away from him anymore. I know it's selfish and probably dangerous but I can't stop myself from coming to him. I feel like there's magnet that keeps pulling me towards him.But still, I have to be cautious and remain the distance between us. Any moment now, any days or hours Carlos might found out that he's alive and it will be a big disaster. And even we have Fin spying on them, we still can't tell the possibilities. Everything isn't under our contr
CHAPTER 74I don't know what to do. Fear is consuming me. My heart feels like it ran a thousand miles because of its beat. I can't think of anything as I watched him walks towards patient. I don't know why he's here but it seems like he knows the patient. I swallowed when he give stares at the patient."You can't run away from me..." he uttered evilly. Why? Is he the one who attacked this man? Then why is he here? I bit my lower lip. I couldn't breathe properly because I'm scared he would found out that I'm here."If I won't kill you right now...you're gonna open your mouth and say nonsense right?" He said and was about to remove the oxygen when someone moved the doorknob. Carlos immediately ran towards the window and in just a snap he vanished like a bubble. My lips parted. I still couldn't process everything.The doctor and nurses went inside the room to check the patient. I slowly opened the restroom and acted to be in the crowd. I stared at the patien
CHAPTER 75WARNING: MATURE CONTENT!I moaned loudly when he licked and sucked the top of my right boob. My body curved for more. His tongue is making me crazy and all the rational mind I have earlier is now all gone. All gone and he's the one I can think of now. His touch, his lips and his warm body on mine."Alqamar..." I called out his name when his other hand massaged my other boob while the other is inside his mouth, licking and sucking it like it was his favorite candy he ever tasted. Damn! Every twirls of his tongue makes me want him more. I closed my eyes while feeling his tongue on my breast.I swallowed hard when his other hand started to travel down my body until it reached my center. I groaned in anticipation when he touched me down there. Damn it! I miss him. Damn! I miss him so bad that I think I am delirious!"Please..." I almost begged for him to touch me. Damn! I can kneel in front of him just to make him touch me. His kisses also t
CHAPTER 76Alqamar cooked breakfast for us. I can't stop smiling while watching him do this chores. I've been dreaming for this before. I always dream for him, about us being together. I feel like it become my desire. To be with him again and to see him again. And now he's right here in front of me, making all my dreams come true.We ate quietly our breakfast and cuddle more over the bed. I can't stop myself when I am with him. It's like I don't care anymore for what is happening outside. When I am with him the only thing in my mind right now is him. And a question always bombard my mind everytime I see him.Why is it so hard to be with him? Why is it so difficult to have him when my heart desire him so much?I bit my lower lip while hugging him more tightly. He also hugged me back and felt him sniffing the top of my head."Were you living here during that five years?" I asked softly while he's kissing the top of my head. I am leaning my face on hi
CHAPTER 77I went back home when Rael told me that he can stay until she woke up. Well, I have to leave now because my parents are waiting for me.When I went home they welcomed me with warm hug and like usual we ate together and talk about random things. But there are some part of my life I need to hide from them. Like about Alqamar. I can't open up about him because until now I am still scared that dad is still against him. I know how he despise Alqamar's kind and I hated him for that. I hated him that it became one or my reason to distance myself from my own father but as time passes by as my wounds started to heal I learned to understand my father. That he did all of that to protect me. That he just did it because it was what he know how to protect me.I am still grateful that I have a family like them. I hope grandma is watching us there and smile with us too.I woke up in the morning feeling light. I prepared myself for work and when I finished I to
CHAPTER 78I can feel my hands turning cold as I took a heavy breath. I know that this day will come where Carlos would found out that Alqamar is alive."So you hide like a coward all these years?" Carlos said mocking. Alqamar's eyes shifted to him. His eyes are dark and dangerous. I know what he looks like when he's mad and he looks exactly like that."I didn't hide. I was watching you all these years Carlos..." Alqamar said in a cold tone. I tried to stood up but damn my knees are trembling. I feel like I'll fall if I'd try standing up. Alqamar's eyes went to me."If you don't want to cause a commotion here, leave now before I can kill you right here, right now." Alqamar's tone is screaming of danger. It tells us that he's not kidding around. He would do what he say so. Carlos chuckled without humor."Are you scaring me? You think I'll get scared of you? Your pack is mine now! I am their alpha now! So you can't win against me now Alqamar so don't
CHAPTER 79The tension inside the car is unbearable. I can feel how scared my mom, and dad is just trying to be brave for us. I can see Cristine's car behind ours. My heart beat faster just like how our car speed right now."L-Lexis...is it their revenge? They want to get even?" Mom asked in a shaking voice. I closed my eyes intently and hugged mom tightly. I can feel how her body shook in fear."Mom...no...something is happening and..." I can't continue my words now that I am also scared. I don't know how to calm myself down. I am also nervous for Alqamar. I hope he's fine and well."How will we survive this Lexis? Y-Your boyfriend...I mean...the man we met years ago..." mom looked at me. I know what she's trying to say but I didn't expect this. For five years...I thought they are still against Alqamar and now that I'm hearing this from my mom is beyond what I expected."Stop it Sunny! The important thing here is we must leave this place!" Dad's v