LOGINThe silence after the kiss is worse than the kiss itself.
It clings to me long after Asher steps away, long after his hand drops from my waist like it burned him. Long after his eyes—dark, conflicted, almost feral—look anywhere but at me. I stand there for a second too long, heart pounding, lips still tingling, trying to understand how something that felt so inevitable could be cuThe forest doesn’t feel like shelter. It feels like a holding breath. The trees press close, branches tangling overhead, leaves whispering with every shift of air. We stop in a shallow ravine where the ground dips just enough to hide us from sight, where stone juts out like broken ribs and moss softens the earth beneath our boots. No walls. No doors. Just shadows and instinct. Asher positions himself immediately—half a step in front of me, angled outward. Protective. Automatic. Like his body decides before he does. My mother stays a few paces away, arms folded tight across her chest, eyes scanning the woods with sharp, restless focus. She looks smaller than I remember. Harder. Like survival carved her down to essentials. No one speaks. The silence stretches, taut as wire. I feel it then—the way everything has subtly rearranged itself around me. The way the air waits. The way my heartbeat doesn’t race, but steadies. Anchors. The voice inside me hums, low and attentive
We move through the trees without speaking. Not because there’s nothing left to say—but because everything we haven’t said feels heavier than words. The forest presses in around us, dense and green, summer thick in the air. Leaves brush my arms as I follow Asher’s lead, my steps quieter now, more deliberate. I listen to the rhythm of the woods, the subtle shifts in sound and scent that no longer blur together the way they used to. I don’t ask where we’re going. I already know. Not the exact location—but the direction. Toward answers. Toward the thing that’s been tugging at me since I overheard the pack meetings, since I realized everyone around me knows more about my life than I do. Asher glances back once, just long enough to confirm I’m still there. His jaw is tight. His shoulders are rigid in a way that tells me he’s holding himself together through sheer force of will. He’s not angry anymore. He’s afraid. That realization settles uneasily in my chest. “You’re w
Dawn creeps in like it doesn’t want to be noticed. Gray light bleeds through the broken windows of my house, settling over overturned furniture and dark stains on the floor. The place smells wrong—metallic, sharp, old fear layered over newer panic. I stand in the middle of my living room, arms wrapped around myself, staring at the dried smear near the door. Blood. My chest tightens, then loosens again, like my body can’t decide whether to panic or go numb. Asher crouches near the stain, fingers hovering just above it. He doesn’t touch it. He doesn’t need to. His eyes track patterns I can’t see—direction, force, intent. “Say it,” I whisper. “Just say it.” He looks up slowly, and the tension in his face makes my stomach drop. “This isn’t fatal,” he says. “Not even close.” Relief slams into me so hard my knees almost buckle. I inhale sharply, air burning my lungs. “She’s alive,” I say, more to myself than him. “Yes.” I swallow, forcing myself to stay standing. “Th
The forest is different at night. I don’t mean darker. I mean aware. Every step Asher takes is deliberate, silent in a way that feels impossible for someone his size. He moves like the trees part for him out of respect, not because he forces them to. I struggle to match his pace, my boots brushing leaves I swear weren’t there a second ago. “Slow,” he murmurs without turning. “And stay where I can see you.” I bristle instinctively. “I’m not—” He stops so abruptly I almost collide with his back. When he turns, his expression wipes the protest straight out of my throat. This isn’t the Asher who stands tall and composed in the pack house. This is something stripped raw—eyes sharp, jaw tight, tension coiled beneath his skin like a loaded weapon. “This isn’t the place to argue,” he says quietly. “Not here.” I swallow and nod. He turns again, and we keep moving. The deeper we go, the more the forest presses in. Branches arch overhead, blocking moonlight, forcing shadows
The forest is thick with shadows, but I move like I’ve been here before, silent, careful. Every branch that snaps underfoot makes me flinch. The rogue wolves I saw from the clearing are still somewhere out there, and I can feel them before I see them. My chest tightens, but I push it down. Panic will get me caught. I pressed myself against a tree, barely daring to breathe. Their low growls drift through the underbrush, echoing in a way that makes my stomach twist. I’ve never faced them alone. Never been this exposed. The voice in my head doesn’t speak yet. It’s watching. Waiting. I feel its presence like a pulse, steady, almost impatient. Good. Stay sharp, it seems to say. I peek around the tree. A wolf prowls near a fallen log, its fur black in the moonlight, eyes glinting like molten gold. It sniffs the air, nostrils flaring. My heart stops. My instincts scream
I wake before sunrise, the cold bite of the morning air pressing against my skin as I squeeze through the thick underbrush. Last night’s hiding spot is still etched in my memory—the rustle of leaves, the low growls of rogue wolves retreating, the pounding of my heart as I crouched, frozen. Every instinct in me screams caution, but the urgency behind my decision refuses to quiet. I cannot stay here. I cannot wait for Asher or anyone else to protect me. Not anymore. The forest is eerily quiet now. Dew drips from leaves, soaking my hair and jacket. My senses are alive, each sound magnified—the distant call of a bird, the snap of a twig under some unseen animal, the faint rustle of wind through branches. I adjust my footing and move slowly, deliberately, along the path that leads toward my old home. My chest tightens with anticipation and anxiety, but the voice







