| First Day |
COLLEGE IS way too different from high school. College is not high school. Professor will foresee you to be more independent, adventurous, and responsible than your high school teachers presumed.I grew in a family where positive thoughts always overcome negativity and have all the enthusiasm that I needed to face a new reality. I always believe to myself that nothing is difficult when you put your heart into it.But who wouldn’t feel jitters when you’re on your first time? No one. No matter how optimistic you are, you will still feel nervous—like your palms sweat, fast heartbeat, and more so. But it’s all-natural.I and Reina don’t have the same schedule as we differ in courses. But still, we reside on the same roof. I have a part-time job while Reina doesn’t. My classes start at eight, ending at three, while Reina starts at ten, and ends at five.“You’re an hour early, Becca,” Reina said as she rests her chin on her palm.“Yeah, need to wander around since I didn’t have the time yesterday,” I replied.Reina heaved a deep sigh and sat properly on top of her bed, crossing her feet. “If only you agreed to be with me yesterday, you’ll worry less.”I grabbed my backpack and cling one strap on my shoulder. “It’s the purpose of being early and of course, I won’t worry about it. We have a map after all,” I replied.Reina rolled her eyes. “Whatever. You want me to accompany you for breakfast?” she asked.I grabbed my phone above the table. “No need, bye.”I then walks towards the door and took one glance at Reina, “you should continue sleep, you look like a zombie. Did your boyfriend misses you that much that you would stay late at night?”Reina was on the phone until she can’t count how many hours did it last.She was about to throw a pillow when my reflexes save me and closed the door before the pillow hit me. Ugh! Boys, they’re just a distraction.The cold breeze embraces me as I stepped out of the dormitory. The green ambiance that the grasses and trees bestowed was pleasing to my eyes. I then start again to walk across the road as I decided to grab a cup of coffee and cookies or bread.My eyes strolled around and saw a few walking and making their kind of stuff. It’s just seven anyway. The chime clings as I enter the Café where I found a job. The aroma of the freshly brewed coffee, and baked stuff, welcomed me. The soothing smell ponders in every corner of the café.Mrs. Dory—the manager at the same time the owner welcomed me with her smiles. I never thought that the woman in her pencil skirt yesterday is so kind. Well, the first impression fails us some time.“You’re up early, Becca,” said Mrs. Dory.“Yes, Ma’am. I just wanted to have quality time with my coffee and a cookie,” I replied, unleashing a soft chuckle.Mrs. Dory shook her head as she gets my orders. I and Kara were both students and have different schedules. Starting this day. Mrs. Dory then will be hands-on managing the café.“Here’s your caramel latte and your freshly baked chocolate cookies,” she said as she handed me my order.I never leave without saying my appreciation and wave goodbye to her. One bite of my cookie sent me to deep thoughts as it tastes perfectly fine. The coffee conforms to the cold breeze as it sent heat to my system. Winter is swiftly approaching.I sipped on my cup of coffee as I walk into the hallway. North wing is where I am. Not bothering to pull out the paper where my schedule taps in, I turned left. I already memorize my schedule and the direction of the building last night, so that I won’t be bothered and be lost, finding it.My presence never evades the censorious eyes of people. It seems like they knew that I was just a scholar. A commoner who had the chance to be an instant celebrity in the school just like what I watch in movies. But those thoughts faded when their gaze didn’t last. Thank God, I whispered.Just a few steps and I finally found it. I pulled the door and went inside the lecture hall. Quite astonishing when I didn’t see someone inside. I'm that early, huh?The atmosphere of the hall welcomes me, shouting like I don’t belong. The red chair and the white curve tables define a neat, rich—only for an elite. I shook my head and fob the negative thoughts away.Always remember, Becca. All is well. Only attract positivity, I remind myself as I am seated on the third raw. I rest my bag on the seat next to mine and sips my coffee as I fixed my gaze on the whiteboard.This is a moment of truth. New beginning… A new journey for her.My thoughts subside as astound fill in because of the loud bang of the door. I then looked back. With surprise, I saw a guy with messy hair on his black shirt and worn-out jeans, giving him a rugged look.I'm sucks in describing a man because I don’t give a damn on boys but this guy, he’s breathtakingly handsome, despite his disheveled hair.“Good morning,” I greeted, being friendly on my first day.For the second time, I was surprised as the guy just rolled his eyes and seated on the last row. Crossed arms and a devilish gape on mine.I cleared the lump in my throat trying to forget the embarrassment and diverted my gaze back in front. Trying to forget about what the guy did to me. A guy, rolled eyes on me? Well, I don’t care, anyway. Minutes had passed and one by one came, and each empty seat was being occupied. The college will never be like high school. But each student's attitude remains the same. The moment I saw myself being surrounded by rich people, the thought of not belong, evoked. But my mother always tells me that, just be true to myself.Positive vibes. Positive vibes. I whisper as our professor came in. Make your first-day count, Becca! Said the corner of my brain.“Good day, everyone,” the professor started, and smiled on us.“Chanter University welcomes you and hopes that you can make it until the end. Since this is your first day, and freshmen like you, supposed to be inside the gym, having their orientation, but C.U is different from other Universities, and let you on your first class. As one of the leading International schools in the world, we sent our warm welcome to you all. We hope that C.U gives you the guidance you need until you find your first job as a professional.”The class ends with just like that and one by one, students leave the lecture hall. I was about to stand up when someone pokes me. I shift on my side and was welcomed with a smile from my seatmate.“Hi, I’m Nena,” said the girl, and extends her right hand. Offering shaking hand.“It’s Rebecca. You can call me Becca and it's nice to meet you,” I replied and did the handshake.“What’s your next class?” she asked.“Ethics,” she replied.“It seems like we’re on the same block.”I showed my schedule, and Nena took a glimpse at it. “We are.”“Yeah. Let’s go,” she happily mumbled, and snake her arms on mine.Seems I have a friend on my first day.As we walk upward, I try to look for someone—the guy who enters next to me, but I failed. All I saw was a vacant seat.Why on earth does I bother myself to look for that guy again? The abrupt thought leaves me hanging on a cliff.| The Encounter | TIME PASSED by without you even knowing it. The more you ignore the time, the faster it ticks. First day in College gone better as I expected. No hassle at all. I even meet new girlfriends which share the same interests as mine—Nena, a black American girl who loves coffee and books, Trix, a foodie blonde girl, and Evette, the fashionista. Though I was a bit left behind by being a sassy lady like Evette, still we share the same interests when it comes to putting light retouches on our faces. The day ends gracefully that I didn't even notice that my shift at the café was done. While talking to Kara my phone beeps, and Reina's name was evident on the screen.“I get going,” shifting away from Kara, pulled the door, I answered the call. “I'm on my way home,” not bothering what Reina wants to say, I talked first. “Okay. I get you dinner. Vegetable salads and burger steak, is it okay with you?”
| Strange Feeling | COLLEGE IS hard, particularly when you don’t belong in the world of a wealthy family. You can’t convey to their discussions. Like, they talk about the enormous dishes they ate in a fancy restaurant, their trips abroad, models and celebrities whom they met, and more so. Those topics that you can only see on television. Tackling about it, you seem like a display around that is meaningless. I hope Reina and I are just on the same course. With her, your day wouldn’t boring, because she will educate you with all the things she knew like you just want to stay away if you can’t hold how intensifying the topic. But of course, being with Reina always makes my day. I got used to it. Not until this moment—entering College. I sighed and rested my chin on top of my palm. Eyes on the clean, glossy whiteboard that I can almost see my mood—plain and boring. Fortunately, there seems to be no complacency here. Though
| Linus | DAYS, COME and go, but this feeling within me, keeps ongoing and growing. I just want to ignore this. I want to consider this as a normal feeling, but I know that it’s not. How can this feeling stop, when I always see his deep and mysterious eyes? I know it’s crazy but I’m just being honest to myself, that I never felt this before. Come on, Becca, you’re just getting curious, I mumbled to myself. “Before we have our first test on this subject, I want you to work on a reaction paper about the Sonnets of Shakespeare,” said, Mrs. Ether. I’m not into poetry, but I know Shakespeare. “And it will be by partner,” she added. Nena, beside me, poked and smiled at me, “hope we’ll gonna be partners,” she said. I’m about to reply when our prof says my name. “Rebecca and Linus.” “Linus?” I know this sounds ridiculous, but I don’t know the names of my clas
| One Fine Day | WEEKEND AND I just want to sleep all day but the fact that I mumbled something last night that may provoke me to spill what I’m thinking, I decided to get off bed early. I need to stay away from Reina’s curiosity. Besides, I have work to do. I need to fill in Bill’s place. The golden rays of the shining sun greeted the beautiful land of Chanter University. Birds chirping, telling us that another wonderful blessing was given to us. The greens give hope that no matter how cruel humans will be, God can give us all the beautiful things that we deserve. “Good morning, Becca,” Mrs. Dory greeted and sipped on her cup of coffee. “Good day, Mrs. Dory,” I greeted back. I walked towards the locker room and fixed my hair in a bun and put my apron on. Kara is still not here, well, it’s just 7 in the morning. On Saturday, we need to spend our time in the café for eight hours. Sundays will be our day off.
| Underground | IF I would have the lamp of Aladdin right now, I will wish the genie that he’ll banish that Linus for the rest of his time. Or maybe just turn him into an orange pulp and I’ll pop it until it shrinks. I never think that things get worse when I met that guy. First, he rolled his eyes at me. He arrogantly talked to me, and he winked at me the other day, that I almost had insomnia, because the scene keeps on replaying inside my head. Oh, how I wish that the ground will swallow me during Mrs. Ether’s class. That reaction paper is a curse, and having Linus is unfortunate. He was absent! The submission for that paper was today, and he got the guts to get absent?I know, I must be patient and be considerate because I don't know what happened to him or what he does, why he's absent. He may be sick or what, but the hell, he could have informed me. How would he inform you?
| Hateful Truth | “UNDERGROUND FIGHTS is illegal because it is dangerous. But why does C.U permits this?” I asked Nena as I never take away my eyes from him. “Yeah. In other countries. But here, they have strict requirements. According to no one in particular, C.U has a license, and they only allow fighters who were trained and followed health and safety requirements,” she explained. “Does watching this kind of stuff reduce the aggressiveness or does it satisfy human being who has an interest to violence?” I asked, and look at her. She sighed and scratch her left eyebrow. “Boxing… kickboxing… MMA fighters, and more… we’re used to watching them on the big screen—illegal fight clubs are more than present in this world. That’s who they are. C.U permits this because they have licensed, okay? Does it clear your thoughts? Ah!” she sneered. “Just watch them, and let's cheer for Linus,” she said, then shouted, “GO L!”
| Trying To Forget | THE ALLURING trees greeted me as I walk along the park. Nena is absent, Trix gone home, while Evette has a photoshoot, and Reina—well she's in the CASTE-IT building. As much as I want to visit her, I’m too lazy to walk. I rather stay in the park. One more turn and I'll be there but a sudden grip pulled me and we enter an empty room. “What the—” I didn’t finish my sentence when his free hand covered my mouth. Wide eyes, I’m seeing my shadow through the lenses of her deep menacing blue eyes. “You shut up,” he whispered, soft but full of authority. I wiggled and tries to get off of his hand but damn, he's strong. What can I expect from a fighter? I hate this closeness. His blue eyes, mint breath, thin pressed lips, and his perfect jawline. Damn! Can't he hear the swift beats of my heart? “Scared?” he asked, still hand covering my mouth and his other ha
| The Waiter | “WOW! We have lots of customers, huh?” I put my apron on and didn’t bother to go to my locker and just went on the counter right away. “Of course, we have a gorgeous waiter,” Kara answered. “You mean, Bill?” Well, he's handsome, I must admit, but Bill was absent since last week for a particular reason—he’s sick. She shook her head and said, “No, we have a newly hired waiter,” she answered. “What do you mean?” I asked with curiosity. “Oh, he’s there, right behind you—” My forehead wrinkled as I shift my head to where she’s pointing. To my surprise, the cup I’m holding almost slip on my grip, “What are you doing here?” I asked the guy whom I’m trying to forget. He raised his left brow and put the tray he’s holding at the top of the counter. “Two macchiatos for table thirteen, Miss,” he said and leaned on the counter, crossed legs as he