Mag-log inRegret burned in her stomach. Felix paced through the house, talking nonstop. The words leaving his lips were cruel. Josephine cried in the corner of the living room, covering her face with her hands as if she had just buried her own daughter.
As she was being insulted, Chloe opened her lips in several attempts, but nothing she said could erase the stain she was leaving on her own family.
“There’s no need to waste words on her,” Josephine said, her fists clenched. “Your daughter destroyed everything. She ruined our family.”
“She needs to correct the mistake she made, or she leaves this house, and I never want to see her again,” Felix said, his face contorted with rage.
The accusation hung in the air. Chloe didn’t know if she could live with that guilt forever. She stood up, feeling her knees creak as she rose. She could tell them all the things she had kept in her heart: the neglect, the absence, the disregard. Not only that, but she had lived in Megan’s shadow her entire life; nobody ever cared about her—not even her birthday.
Likewise, she hadn’t spent the night with Ruan to get revenge. It was an accident she couldn’t resist. But nobody looked at her pain; they just wanted to pile on a little more suffering.
Chloe couldn’t bear their stares any longer and never wanted them to see or know how much they had hurt her. She ran up the stairs and locked herself in her room.
The desperation was palpable. The guilt was hers. Downstairs, her father’s voice continued to echo with anger. Her phone vibrated insistently in her bag. She cleared her throat before unlocking the screen and seeing the messages glaring at her.
It was a terrifying video.
The man speaking was her ex-boyfriend, Leonidas, who had broken up with her the night before. He knelt in front of a girl who wasn’t her, but when the camera zoomed in, she recognized the face immediately. It was Samantha, her college classmate, smiling and happy as Leonidas proposed to her.
Samantha laughed, turned around, extended her hand, and accepted the proposal.
It felt like a bucket of cold water over her shoulders. Ending the relationship the way it had ended was bad enough, but knowing Leonidas had been cheating on her for some time and was now ready to marry another woman made it unbearable.
Below the video, there was a message.
“Guess who’s still going to be a pathetic virgin? You waited so long for him to propose, and I fulfilled your dream first. That’s precisely what you deserve, Chloe.”
Chloe froze, standing in the middle of the room with her phone in her hands, not knowing what to do next. All the questions from the previous night were answered, one by one, slowly. Tears streamed down her face without stopping, unbearable pain tearing through her chest. She thought she would die. At least he had the decency to break up with her before proposing to Samantha.
This was what she deserved after betraying her own sister. The voice in her head wouldn’t stop accusing her.
Tears ran down her face, her dreams and aspirations quickly overshadowed by harsh reality. Leonidas had said he would propose to her, but he had other plans. She would barely remember what happiness felt like after that day.
Knocks on the door intensified her suffering. Felix’s voice broke through.
“Open this door immediately, Chloe. We’re not done talking yet.”
Before any of them could enter her room, she grabbed a suitcase and began packing her clothes. Her hands trembled slightly, but her determination remained firm. She moved quickly, filling the suitcase while trying to control her emotions.
Ready to escape, Chloe grabbed the suitcase and dragged it to the window. She opened it, intending to climb out, when her bedroom door opened. Startled, she looked up and found the gray eyes of the last person she intended to see that day—Ruan.
“You were really trying to run away after everything that happened?”
He fixed his empty eyes on her face.
“What are you doing here?” Her tone sounded dangerous. “You should be going after Megan. She’s the woman you love.”
“And I’ll love her forever, if that’s what you want to know,” he said, his voice almost breaking. “But she would rather not marry me. She left exactly as I said she would.”
“You can still get her back.” She dropped the suitcase, feeling a battle raging inside her. “Chase her and stop her from making a mistake.”
“You and I made a mistake, Chloe,” Ruan looked at her with a scowl before continuing. “Megan isn’t willing to forgive me, and I’m not willing to forgive you either.”
“You think I forced you to stay with me? Don’t be pathetic, Ruan."
"The sheets we slept on had bloodstains,” he interrupted, shame flashing across his face. “You shouldn’t have wasted your first time with your sister’s fiancé. It was the worst choice you ever made.”
“It doesn’t matter.” The last thing Chloe wanted was to argue or fight with him. Pushing aside all the embarrassment, she continued, “I apologize for ruining your relationship with Megan, but I need to go. My life isn’t here anymore. My father hates me, and I would rather not keep reliving the shame I caused my family.”
Chloe grabbed the suitcase handle again and began dragging it when Ruan’s sweaty hands grabbed her arm once more. That vividly reminded her of the previous night—the intensity, the way his presence ignited something inside her.
Chloe tried in vain to force him to let go.
“What do you think you’re doing?” she looked at him in alarm. “Ruan, let me go immediately.”
“No,” he said, leading her out of the room. “I planned this wedding for months, and now I need a bride.”
“A bride?” She shook her head as her feet stumbled on the steps. “I’m not going to marry you. I can’t do this.”
She shrugged, fighting against him.
“We’re getting married today. Your father agreed.” Chloe stared at him, confusion gripping her. “We made a mistake, and we’re going to pay for it. You’ll be my substitute bride.”
Chloe watched the exact moment Ruan's expression—once so calm because of Chris's presence—drain into something pale and lifeless. His feet moved quickly toward the door. She didn't think twice before planting herself in front of him, eyes pleading for him to stop right there.“Did you hear what she said?” He placed his hands on her shoulders—heavy and cold. “My house is on fire. I have to do something.”“I know many of your qualities, Ruan, but fireman wasn't one I had on the list.” She grabbed him, knowing her physical strength alone wouldn't stop him, but her agility gave her just enough of an edge to beat him to the door. She locked it and yanked out the keys.“This is no time for jokes, Chloe.” He stretched out his hand, his jaw clenching so hard it could've cracked his teeth. “Give me the keys back.”Chloe felt her heart being crushed. She couldn't let Ruan go to his house without knowing the real reasons it had caught fire. He was still under medical supervision, still under ser
POV RuanRuan shouldn’t have given up so easily on speaking to Chloe, but when he looked at her and saw how she acted around Elijah, his blood boiled. He was already under immense pressure from everything that had happened with Megan; his heart was shattered, and he didn't need another disappointment.It was hard for him to admit that he hated the idea of seeing Chloe with another man. At first, he told himself this distrust stemmed solely from Christopher—that he didn't want another man raising his son—but he couldn't convince himself of that lie. He hated seeing Elijah by Chloe’s side even when Christopher wasn't around. It wasn't because Elijah gave him any reason to; it was simply because Chloe was his ex-wife, the woman he had shared his life with for years.He returned to his room, his head beginning to throb. He lay on the bed and closed his eyes, but recent events haunted him like ghosts. Megan was still married, and the accusations Chloe had made were far too serious. His hea
POV ChristopherChristopher blinked rapidly, refusing to let tears blur his vision even further. He didn't want Chloe to see him crying; every time he did, it made her even more vulnerable. But the pain in his back was too intense. He held back his tears as much as he could, for as long as he could.“I didn't mean to cause trouble,” he said quickly, his voice raspy with pain. “That woman came up to me, threw me on the ground, and then said it was all a game…”Chloe immediately pulled Christopher into her arms and hugged him tight, closing her eyes and refusing to let her pain show. She knew Christopher was holding back his tears, so she did the same, trying to give him strength.“It wasn't your fault, okay?” She kissed Christopher’s sweaty forehead. “We can ask the doctor to take a look at you.”“I'm fine, Mom,” he said, fighting back the urge to cry. “I'm just a little scared.”It was much more than a scare. It hurt far more than a hard bump on the back; Christopher’s heart ached, an
POV Ruan“Please, Ruan, stop, you’re hurting me…” Megan’s voice trailed off at the same pace Ruan dragged her through the hospital corridors.This was the most inappropriate setting for an argument with a girlfriend, but Ruan couldn't bear to wait another moment. The image of how he had held Christopher, the tears in his son’s eyes, and the desperation of seeing the boy so vulnerable wouldn't leave his mind. He needed to have this conversation with her right here, right now, or he would lose his mind.“What do you think you’re doing?” He stopped in an area far from the rooms where he could shout without anyone hearing. He released Megan’s arm with force, as if discarding a bag of trash. “How dare you do that to a child?”“What?” Megan massaged the spot where Ruan had gripped her, staring at him with a look of pain. “I was just playing…”“Does throwing a child to the floor and climbing on top of him seem like a game to you, Megan?” His voice thundered so intensely that Megan recoiled i
POV ChloeChloe had to step away from Ruan and sit down. Her knees were shaking. Concentrating proved difficult with Ruan so close. She hated admitting that she still felt something for him; she hated knowing that he still dominated her thoughts, even while he hid another woman. She tried to push those thoughts aside and kept her gaze away from him. However, Ruan approached, pulled up another chair, and sat directly across from her.“I'm waiting,” he whispered, his full attention locked on Chloe.“Don't you want to see Chris first? We can talk about this afterward.”“Do you know what it’s like to lie in this bed, aching to see your ex-wife?” He gripped her chin, tilting it up and forcing her to meet his eyes. “I need to know the truth, and only you can tell me.”Her blood boiled. Chloe stood up an instant later, putting distance between them for the second time. The taste of Ruan lingered in her mouth. They weren't married anymore, and she should have stayed away, but that wasn't what
Chloe’s lips met Ruan’s, catching him completely off guard. Once he realized what was happening, his hands pressed against the back of her neck, pulling her closer and pulling her into his hot, searing kiss. The space was cramped, which only forced them tighter together. Their breathing quickened as they kissed as if the divorce had never happened.The kiss felt exactly like the ones Chloe used to give him before they made love—the ones where, afterward, she would tell him how much she loved him. Suddenly, Megan’s image flashed through his mind. Why was Ruan letting his ex-wife kiss him while he was involved with Megan? It was Megan he loved. It was Megan he had longed to hold in his arms all those years. So why was his heart racing, and why couldn't he keep his hands off Chloe?Ruan pulled away slowly when he heard Megan’s voice outside. Chloe immediately clamped her hand over his mouth when she realized he was about to say something. The kiss hadn't been enough to distract him. Chlo
POV RuanRuan must have been very upset to look for Chloe and want an explanation about Megan. She rolled her eyes as soon as she heard him ask that, and a smile crossed her lips.She needed a moment to calm down and finally say sincerely, even though he would not believe it:“Is that what she told
Chloe’s lungs refused to work for a while; her breathing was quick, and the air barely entered her nostrils. She was lying in bed, looking at the ceiling in the dark room as she thought about everything Megan had told her.Sleep took a while to come.She woke up early that morning to prepare the sn
Chloe held the phone with trembling hands while she waited for a response on the other end. She heard only Ruan’s tired sigh.“It wasn’t me who paid,” he finally said. “Megan got a loan. She was the one who managed to get Josephine out of jail.”“Who could get a loan that fast?” She let her thought
“Why can’t I stay with my dad?” Christopher’s insistent question made Chloe’s head ache even more.Tears streamed down the boy’s small face. She silently regretted having to make him go through this. She held him tightly in her arms, hoping that maybe it would ease his pain. Not only that, but she







