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Unprofessional - I shouldn't want my own student
Unprofessional - I shouldn't want my own student
Penulis: M. Silendali

Chapter One

Penulis: M. Silendali
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Adrian Hale had always believed that predictability was a kind of peace. A lecture hall at eight in the morning, the familiar echo of shoes on polished floors, students half-asleep and half-engaged—these were the patterns that made his life quiet, clean, and manageable. No surprises. No disturbances. Nothing that required him to feel more than he intended.

And then she enrolled.

Eden Marlowe walked into his classroom. It was the second week of the semester—early, as she always did—and Adrian felt the shift in the air before he even saw her. It was subtle, like the faintest change in barometric pressure before a storm, but he felt it all the same. He always did.

She wasn’t loud or dramatic. In fact, she moved with a deliberate calmness, her bag slung over her shoulder, her notebook in hand, her gaze sweeping the room before landing right where he stood.

That look—steady, unhesitant, quietly bold—hit him with the force of a confession he didn’t want to hear.

He forced himself to break eye contact first. He always did.

“Miss Marlowe,” he said when she settled into the front row, his tone clipped, cool, professional to a fault. “Early again.”

Her lips curved, just a hint. “I like the quiet before everyone comes in. I can think better.”

“Good habit,” he replied, adjusting his stack of papers with more precision than necessary. “Focus is valuable.”

“You make it easy,” she said softly.

He didn’t answer. He couldn’t. He kept his attention on the lectern, on the textbook, on anything other than the dangerous warmth in her voice.

When the rest of the students filtered in, Adrian began his lecture. His voice was steady, authoritative, perfectly composed. But underneath that thin layer of veneer, he felt the gravitational pull of her attention. She listened differently from the others—not with passive absorption but with sharp, piercing interest that made him feel as though he were the one being studied.

Every time he posed a question, her hand lifted.

Every time he pushed the class toward a deeper interpretation, her eyes lit like she was daring him to go further.

Every time he looked away from her, he felt the tension tighten around his ribs like a band.

It wasn’t flirtation. Not outwardly.

But something in her posture, her confidence, her quiet persistence—it threaded its way into his awareness and refused to leave.

Halfway through, he made the mistake of asking a question far too abstract for the room. A question about intent. About desire versus action. About the ways we justify what we choose.

No one raised a hand.

Except Eden.

Of course.

When he called on her, she didn’t glance at her notes. She didn’t hesitate. Her answer was composed, incisive, and far more intimate than he could have anticipated.

“It’s easy to claim restraint,” she said, her voice low, calm, unflinching. “But harder to admit when you want something you shouldn’t.”

His pulse stumbled.

She held his gaze the entire time she spoke, unblinking, unreadable, and impossibly sure of herself—for a student whose words should have been academic, not personal.

He swallowed, the lecture slipping a beat. “Thank you, Miss Marlowe,” he managed, but his voice was rough at the edges.

When class ended, he dismissed them quickly. Too quickly. He needed distance—space to breathe, to restore the careful barriers she kept cracking with nothing more than her presence.

Students gathered their things, filed out of the room in clusters, chatter rising in the background. But Eden didn’t move. She lingered at her desk, fingers lightly tracing the edge of her notebook before she approached him.

“Professor Hale?”

He forced himself not to react, not to let the tension in his shoulders betray him. “Miss Marlowe,” he said without looking up. “Is there something you need?”

She hesitated, only for a moment. “I wanted to confirm about office hours. You said I could come by.”

His jaw tightened. “Yes. If you need clarification on the material.”

Her smile was subtle, but it felt like a hand closing around his chest. “I do. I want to understand everything you’re teaching.”

He searched her expression for mockery, for intention—anything that would allow him to dismiss the pull between them as his imagination.

But her eyes were steady. Genuine. Adult.

Dangerous.

“Three o’clock,” he said at last, each word slow, controlled. “Tomorrow.”

“Three,” she echoed, her voice softer this time. Then she added, “I’m looking forward to it.”

She turned and walked away, her scent lingering in the air, her presence fading far too slowly.

Adrian sat at his desk long after the door closed behind her, his palms pressed to the cool wood, his breath uneven.

He had been untouched by temptation for years. Untouched by anything real.

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    The night before he flew home, Adrian didn’t even pretend to work.The conference was technically still going—panels he should attend, dinners he should make an appearance at, conversations he should be part of—but he’d slipped away early with the easy excuse of “jet lag” and “early flight.”No one argued.Everyone understood fatigue.No one knew what kind he meant.Back in the flat, he dropped his keys on the table and stood in the doorway for a long moment, just listening to the radiator tick and the muted city noise beyond the glass.He felt… wrong.Not sick.Not tired.Not restless exactly.Just misaligned, like his body was here but some essential part of him was still in a rain-wet office thousands of miles away.He hung his coat over the back of the chair. The armchair in the corner caught his eye.For one unguarded heartbeat, he saw her there again—knees parted, hand between her thighs, eyes locked on his as she whispered come for me—He shut his eyes, jaw tightening.Not now.

  • Unprofessional - I shouldn't want my own student   Chapter Twentyseven

    Prague was supposed to distract him.That was the lie he kept repeating as he walked through the narrow streets the next afternoon, collar turned up against the cold wind sweeping off the river. His conference badge hung uselessly from his coat pocket—he’d slipped out early, claiming fatigue, even though the truth was simpler:He couldn’t focus.Every hallway looked like it might contain a glimpse of her.Every stray laugh, every shadow, every passing perfume note made something inside him twist.Distance wasn’t diluting her.It was sharpening her into something he couldn’t escape.He crossed a small stone bridge near the Old Town, boots scuffing the damp cobblestone. Tourists moved around him in slow clusters, cameras raised, chatter rising like a soft mist.He forced himself to look outward.At the river.At the swans.At the tiny boats drifting beneath the arches.He needed grounding, not memory.But memory arrived anyway.Her sitting in the front row, twirling her pen, watching hi

  • Unprofessional - I shouldn't want my own student   Chapter Twentysix

    Prague didn’t care that he was unraveling.The next day passed in a blur of polite conversations, academic posturing, and forced composure. Adrian nodded through lectures he couldn’t absorb, pretended to take notes he never intended to reread, and accepted compliments from colleagues who saw only the professional veneer he’d spent years perfecting.None of them could see the exhaustion threaded beneath his skin.None of them knew he’d woken with the remnants of a dream he couldn’t fully banish.None of them would have believed how badly he wanted to check his email every twenty minutes.He didn’t.He didn’t dare.When the last conference event ended, he walked through the cold Prague evening with his hands in his coat pockets, collar turned up against the wind. The city was beautiful in the way old cities always were—cobblestone slick with recent rain, street lamps giving everything a soft amber glow, foreign voices rising and falling around him like a language he only half understood

  • Unprofessional - I shouldn't want my own student   Chapter Twentyfive

    In the dream, there was no plane.No conference.No distance.He was in his office.Of course he was. The lamp on his desk glowed warm. Rain streaked down the window in slow, steady trails, blurring the world outside into an impressionist smear.He knew it was a dream in the way dreams sometimes announced themselves: the air too thick, the silence too loud, the edges of objects too sharp and too soft at the same time.He was standing behind his desk when the door opened without a knock.Eden stepped inside.Not soaked, not shivering. Just… there. Calm. Certain. Wearing the simple black dress he’d never actually seen her in but had imagined once, shamefully, half-awake in the dark.It clung to her waist, skimmed mid-thigh, left her collarbones bare. Her hair was slightly damp, like she’d rushed here through the rain anyway.“Professor,” she said softly.His pulse kicked.“Eden,” he answered before he could correct himself.No Miss Marlowe. No syllabus. No rules.Her lips curved, slow a

  • Unprofessional - I shouldn't want my own student   Chapter Twentyfour

    Prague was supposed to be loud enough to drown her out.That had been the logic. New city. New schedule. New faces. A different rhythm of days that would smooth over the edges she’d left in him.Instead, the city only made the silence around her name feel louder.Adrian sat at the narrow desk in his rented flat, the kind of temporary space that felt more like a waiting room than a life. There was a single lamp casting a yellow pool of light over his laptop, a half-unpacked suitcase in the corner, and the distant sound of the tram rattling past three floors below.He should have been working.There were conference papers to review, a draft to edit, an email chain from a colleague about a panel he had no energy to care about.Instead, he stared at his inbox.One new message.From: Eden Marlowe.His pulse stumbled.He shouldn’t open it. Or he should at least wait. Give himself the appearance of distance, of indifference, of something besides the aching, pathetic truth that his entire day

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    Prague greeted him with cold air and old stone — a city that felt older than sin, carved out of shadow and silence. It pressed against him the moment he arrived, heavy, ancient, indifferent.Fitting, he thought.He’d run halfway across the world to escape something simple and devastating:her breath against his lips.The taxi dropped him at the university-owned apartment, a narrow building with iron balconies and peeling paint that felt appropriately worn. He dragged his suitcase inside, shut the door, and leaned his back against it, exhaling a breath he’d been holding since the plane landed.Three weeks.Twenty-one days.He thought the numbers like they were a mantra capable of saving him.He pushed off the door and walked further in —small kitchenette, a desk by the window, a narrow bed that looked unforgiving.Everything smelled faintly of cleaning products and old books.Academic housing was supposed to feel neutral.Instead it felt like exile.He placed his suitcase beside the w

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