Stella, "Kai, you look incredibly handsome tonight... I can't believe how fortunate I am to have someone like you interested in me. My mind is in such disarray that I can no longer distinguish between what's real and what's just my imagination. I keep seeing that awful person everywhere, even when they're not actually there, and my nightmares are becoming increasingly worse. Lately, I find myself crying more than I smile. All I want is for this nightmare to end so I can move forward with my life and regain a sense of normalcy as a teenager again." "Stell, where did you go?" Kai asks me, concerned. "Sorry, what?" "I asked if you wanted a glass of champagne. They always have it stocked in the limos, so I thought we could all enjoy a glass before prom." "Just a small sip," I reply. "That's the spirit." Kai pours me a small amount of champagne, and we clink our glasses before taking a sip. "Oh, goodness, this stuff is terrible." My face contorts into an unattracti
Stella, Today is graduation day, and I'm finally going to see Kai after a few weeks apart. He didn't want me to visit him in the hospital or witness his struggles, so I respected his wishes and stayed away. But I miss him terribly. I can't help but worry that the only reason he's attending graduation tonight is because his brother and friends are graduating too. I fear that he may never want to see me again because of what Professor Hamilton did to him, and I can't blame him for feeling that way. The professor caused a lot of damage in a short amount of time, and I'm not sure how any of us will be able to move past what happened. It took some time, but I can finally sleep through the night without being haunted by nightmares of the professor coming after me. I remind myself daily that he can no longer hurt me. I continue to see my therapist twice a week, and it has been incredibly helpful. Opening up and discussing what happened to me has allowed me to move forward and start anew.
Kai, Gage asks me if I want to call Kai back or if he should continue telling her that I'm still sleeping. I can sense his frustration, but I couldn't care less at this point. Gage doesn't understand the situation I'm dealing with right now. I'm doing my best to handle all of this, so I don't take it out on Kai. It's not her fault that her deranged teacher developed an obsession with her, kidnapped her twice, or that I had to run away from him and ended up getting shot in the process. She never asked for any of this, but I still find myself partially blaming her. That's why I want to clear my head before seeing her again. "Just let her know I'm still asleep, Gage." "For how long are you going to keep avoiding her, Kai?" "Until I'm out of this bed. Is that what you want to hear, Gage? Just go back to your friends and girlfriend and leave me alone for now, okay?" "No, idiot, it's not okay because that's not how brothers should act. I won't leave you here to w
Vacation Stella, We have arrived in the Bahamas and it is absolutely stunning here. Our rented condo is right by the ocean, allowing us to easily access the beach. Kai and I have our own condo, while our parents and Dakoda and the boys have their own adjacent ones. We have all agreed to gather for dinner tonight at our parents' place. Each condo has a kitchenette, so our parents have taken on the responsibility of cooking most nights, unless we decide to dine out after a fun-filled day.As we head to our respective condos to freshen up for dinner, Kai and I are captivated by the breathtaking view when we step into ours. "Wow, this is incredible," Kai exclaims. "Hawaii is beautiful in its own way, but there's something about this place that makes it truly amazing. It would be perfect for a wedding, don't you think?" Wait, a wedding? Why is Kai bringing up weddings? Could he be planning something? Then it hits me - Korey asked Dakoda to be their wife. Although lega
College Stella, "Do you think you're ready for today, sister?" Dakoda asks me as I step out of Kai's car. Today marks the beginning of our journey into adulthood as we start college. Dakoda wants to know if I feel prepared, but honestly, I have no idea. Surely, it has to be a better start than my senior year, right? I'm starting off on the right foot this time. I have a loving fiancé, and we live in a cozy apartment right by the college. We could even walk to our classes if we wanted to. Dakoda is back to pursuing her passion for surfing and competing with her friends. And our parents seem happier than they have been in years. Our short vacation did wonders for all of us. It gave us a fresh perspective on life.I wrap my arm around Dakoda's shoulder. "Yes, I think I am. I have a good feeling about this year." "Me too, sister. Me too." "Wait a minute, girlie." Kai says, rushing over to me and planting a big kiss on my lips. "Have a fantastic day, baby. I'll see you after classes.
As we were talking on FaceTime, I asked my new friend how things were going back in Washington.Mallory replied, "It's going okay, but it won't be for long as I got into college in Hawaii for next year. Mom is so excited about moving to Hawaii." "That's wonderful, Lauren! Congratulations!" I yelled from the bedroom.Lauren responded enthusiastically, "Yes, everything is packed and ready to go."After ending the FaceTime call, Kai and I walked down to a nearby ice cream shop and then headed to the beach to watch the surfers. Today was a big day for Dakoda and the guys. Dakoda had become a pro surfer and had overcome a near-death experience on the board. She looked amazing out there in the water. We noticed our friend Mac sitting alone, which was unusual since she and Charlie had recently become a couple.Walking up to Mac, I asked, "Hey Mac, what are you doing here alone, girlfriend?"Mac whispered, "Charlie dumped me," trying to hide her tears. "I'm so sorry. We can talk about it l
Hey Mallory, how are things going back in Washington? I ask my new friend as we were talking on FaceTime. Oh, you know it’s going okay, but it won’t be for long as I got into the college in Hawaii for next year. Mom is so excited about moving to Hawaii. Oh, Lauran that’s wonderful. Hey Kai Lauran, got in. Congratulations! Kai yells from the bedroom. So, you will move down in about a month? I can’t believe my first year of college is already over. It flew by so fast. Kai and I finally could move on from the Professor Hamilton ordeal, and our life was so much better for it. Yes, everything is packed and ready to go. Lauran says enthusiastically. After Lauran and I get off FaceTime, Kai and I walk down to this little ice cream shop down the block from our apartment. Then we take our cones down to the beach and watch the surfers. Today is one of Dakoda’s and the guy’s big days. Dakoda is a pro surfer now. She made the big leads a couple mo
The Party Dakoda asked if I was enjoying myself. And yes, I am. I’m dancing with a hot guy right now. I mean, come on, he is the quarterback of the football team. Guys like Chad don’t normally look twice at girls like me. I’m a quietly shy girl. Unlike my twin sister, who is the life of the party. We may look just alike, but in ways she is so much prettier than I am. She carries herself differently than I could ever... with so much more confident than I have. But somehow Chad likes me. He’s so handsome and sweet. Most of the football players are such jerks to me because I’m so quiet and standoffish. I look over at my sister grinding on her long-time boyfriend Jax and smile at her.” Dakoda comes over to where Chad and I are dancing to let me know that she and Jax are going upstairs to have a little fun. “Are you going to be okay out here by yourself?” She asks me, and I give her a go to hell look because yes, I will be okay. I might be the shy, quiet kid, but in the arms o