LOGINLater in the evening , after my husband retreated to his study to work, the emptiness of the room pressed in on me. Nelly’s flurry of concerned texts glowed on my phone. I sent her brief, reassuring replies, but declined a call she was on a date, and my chaos shouldn't interrupt her night. I picked up a werewolf romance novel, seeking escape in a fantasy of simpler, primal conflicts, but the words blurred before my eyes.
By 10:30 PM, restlessness had become a physical itch. I peeked into my husband’s study, finding him buried in papers. “Coming to bed soon?” “Not for a while, my dear. Don’t wait up,” he said, smiling absently. Back in bed, silence and shadows were my only company. My thoughts churned uncontrollably Frank’s betrayed expression, Michael’s dripping fury, the vile labels that had hung in the air. A craving for something sweet and cold pierced through the mental noise. Ice cream. The house was a tomb, my bare feet whispering against the cool marble floors as I descended to the darkened kitchen. I didn’t switch on the light; the soft glow from the digital clock on the oven and the faint moonlight from the window were enough. I navigated by memory to the large stainless steel fridge, its hum the only sound. The light from the opened fridge door spilled onto the tiles as I reached in. I closed it, the container of vanilla bean ice cream cool in my hand, and turned, only to collide with a solid, warm presence in the dark. A gasp died in my throat as a large hand clamped firmly over my mouth, stifling my scream. My back hit the fridge door with a soft thud, the cold metal seeping through my thin nightdress. Panic, pure and primal, shot through me. Then, a low, familiar laugh vibrated in the darkness. “Poor, skittish kitten.” Michael. Recognition flooded me, followed by a wave of anger. I wrenched my face away from his hand. “What the hell is wrong with you? Are you trying to give me a heart attack?” I hissed, trying to shove past him. My hands came up against a wall of bare, warm skin, the hard, defined planes of his chest. I snatched them back as if scalded, but not before the impression of solid muscle had seared itself into my palms. My fingers tingled. “You like what you’re touching?” His whisper was a husky, intimate sound in the dark, his breath grazing my ear. Mortifying heat flooded my cheeks. “Move out of my way,” I demanded, but my voice came out breathless, lacking all conviction. “Not so soon, sweetheart.” His voice was a soft, dangerous caress. Then his fingers were on my face, tracing the line of my cheekbone with a shocking, feather-light tenderness. My breath hitched, caught somewhere between outrage and a traitorous, electric thrill. “That little stunt you pulled today,” he continued, his thumb brushing my lower lip, making my entire body jolt. “Don’t ever try it again. You really don’t want to see my bad side.” The words were a threat, but his touch was a seduction, a confusing, maddening contradiction that left my mind reeling and my body responding against its will. I was drowning in sensation. My mind screamed to knee him, to shout, to run, but my body leaned infinitesimally into his touch, a fragile vessel drawn to a dangerous flame. His proximity, the scent of his skin soap and something uniquely, infuriatingly male ,was overwhelming. He leaned in, and for a heart-stopping moment, I thought he would kiss me. Instead, his lips brushed my cheek, a hair’s breadth from the corner of my mouth, a kiss that was not a kiss, a promise that was a threat. “Be a good girl, Mom,” he chastised, the title a deliberate, mocking poison on his tongue. And then he was gone, melting back into the shadows of the kitchen as silently as he had appeared. The sudden absence of his warmth left me shivering, the cold from the fridge at my back now permeating my core. I stood there, trembling, the ice cream container growing damp in my hand. His scent clean, masculine, and subtly spicy lingered in the air around me, a ghostly imprint of the encounter. My skin still burned where he had touched me. I raised a shaking hand to my cheek.MICHAEL POVDarkness.Then light.Then pain—a dull, throbbing ache that seemed to fill every corner of his skull.Michael opened his eyes. The ceiling above him was white, cracked in one corner, with a fluorescent light that buzzed softly. He blinked, trying to focus. The room smelled of antiseptic and something else—flowers, maybe. His mouth was dry. His limbs felt heavy.Where am I?He tried to sit up, but his body refused to cooperate. A soft voice came from his left."Hey, hey. Easy. Don't move too fast."He turned his head. A woman sat beside his bed—young, maybe late twenties, with kind eyes and dark hair pulled into a bun. She was wearing a simple blouse and trousers, and she looked tired, as if she hadn't slept in days."Where... where am I?" His voice came out rough, barely a whisper."You're in the hospital. You've been unconscious for a long time." She leaned forward, concern etched on her face. "I'm going to call the doctor. Just stay still."She pressed a button beside th
I couldn't sleep that night. Thelma's text burned in my mind, and every time I closed my eyes, I saw Frank's face—his too-smooth smiles, his careful answers, the way his jaw tightened when Thelma mentioned Michael.The next afternoon, Frank went to work. The twins were down for their nap, and the nanny was already watching over them. I told her I needed to run a quick errand. She didn't question it.The drive to the mall felt longer than usual. My hands were sweaty on the steering wheel, my heart pounding for reasons I couldn't name. I parked, walked past the familiar storefronts, and found the small cafe near the food court.Thelma was already there, seated in a corner booth. She was wearing a hoodie, her hair pulled back, her eyes darting toward the door the moment I walked in. She looked anxious—fidgeting with her coffee cup, her knee bouncing under the table."Raquel." She stood as I approached, then sat back down quickly. "Thanks for coming."I slid into the seat across from her.
A month had passed since I moved into Frank's house. The guest house was still "being repaired." Every time I asked about it, Frank had an excuse—the roofer was delayed, the materials hadn't arrived, the leak was worse than expected. I had stopped asking.Life had settled into a strange rhythm. Frank went to work during the day. I stayed home with the twins, watched by the nanny he had hired. He was attentive, kind, always checking on me. But he never tried to kiss me again. He kept his distance, just as he had promised.Nelly visited often. She thought the arrangement was good for me. "You're eating better," she said. "You're sleeping more. This was the right decision."I wasn't sure I agreed. But I didn't have the energy to argue.Today, Frank had insisted we go to the mall. "You need to get out," he said. "Fresh air. Something other than these four walls." He had helped me get the twins ready—Desmond and little Desirae, now chubby and alert, their eyes the same shade of honey-brown
Another week passed. Then another. The weight of the empty house grew heavier each day. I had stopped sitting by the window. What was the point? Michael wasn't coming back.Nelly came over every afternoon. She brought food, forced me to shower, made me hold the twins. But I could see the worry in her eyes. I was fading, and she knew it."Raquel, we need to talk." She sat across from me, her hands folded."I don't want to talk.""I know. But you need to listen." She leaned forward. "Frank's offer. The guest house. I think you should take it."I stared at her. "You want me to move in with Frank?""I want you to get out of this house." She gestured around the room. "Look at this place. Every corner reminds you of Michael. You can't heal here, bae. You're drowning.""I'm not drowning.""You haven't left this house in six weeks. You barely eat. You barely sleep. The twins are being raised by a nanny because you can't function." Her voice cracked. "I'm not saying this to hurt you. I'm sayin
A month.Thirty days of silence. Thirty days of unanswered questions. Thirty days of waking up every morning hoping today would be the day they found him—only to fall asleep each night with the same hollow ache in my chest.The police had nothing. No body. No suspect. No leads. Michael's car was still impounded, the back seat still stained with blood that had been confirmed as his. But where was he? If he was dead, where was the body? If he was alive, why hadn't he contacted anyone?The questions circled endlessly in my mind, a carousel of torment that never stopped spinning.I had stopped leaving the house. The twins were cared for—Nelly and Tony came daily, and Dr. Yeboah had hired a nanny to help. But I couldn't find the strength to do much more than exist. I fed the babies when I remembered. I showered when Nelly forced me. I ate when someone placed food in front of me.Otherwise, I sat by the window, staring at the gate, waiting for a car that never came."Raquel, you need to eat
I couldn't sleep. The clock on the nightstand read 2:47 AM. The house was quiet—too quiet. Nelly had fallen asleep on the armchair in the corner, her phone still clutched in her hand. Tony was stretched out on the floor on a spare mattress, snoring softly. Dr. Yeboah had gone home hours ago, promising to return at dawn with updates. But my mind wouldn't stop racing. Frank. The fragments of his phone call echoed in my head. "She's not going anywhere... we're almost there..." Every time I closed my eyes, I saw that cold flicker in his gaze—the one he had masked so quickly. But then I thought of everything else. Frank had driven through the night to be here. He had brought food and flowers. He had offered to use his connections to help find Michael. He had held my hand and promised me I wouldn't have to face this alone. Maybe I'm imagining things. I was exhausted. Grieving. Terrified. My husband was missing, possibly dead. My babies were sleeping in the next room, unaware that t







