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CHAPTER 42- GETTING MESMERIZED
I could not help but keep staring at the person in front of me. He looks cuter than before, I thought. Standing sideways with his body partially resting on the door frame, his pink lips fuller. Dressed in a blue round neck, which made his abs revealing coupled with his new haircut. My eyes gaze down as I take in the nice smell of his cologne and view of his exposed legs which were hairy, making him more of a perfect body.
"Checking me out? Not bad.", Joseph brought me out of my reverie as my face flushed instantly.
I can't believe I was mesmerized by his look. I'm so stupid. Trying not to be obvious with my liking for him, I hissed.
" Why are you here? I thought I told you not to vis
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