"Give me love like her, 'cause lately I've been waking up alone, Paint splattered teardrops on my shirt... Told you I'd let them go, And that I'll fight my corner, Maybe tonight I'll call ya, After my blood turns into alcohol, No, I just wanna hold ya." He carried me away with the sound of his voice and twirled me in circles as we danced to the invisible beat."Give a little time to me or burn this out, We'll play hide and seek to turn this around.All I want is the taste that your lips allow, My, my, my, my, oh give me love." He sang, and I felt my body shake as he hummed the chorus, and it empowered from deep within his chest. My tears were no longer halted, because I couldn't stop them from pouring in puddles down my cheeks as I took in the lyrics and let them process through my soul."Give me love like never before." His eyes met mine, and the hidden meaning was forcing itself into me. "'Cause lately I've been craving more. And it's been a whilebut I still feel the same, Maybe I
"It'll be okay Kat. I promise you." He said and I nodded against his shoulder.Somehow, when we got outside the front doors, his mom was already waiting for us there, engine running. He placed me in my seat, and then sat in his closing the doorbehind us both. "How do you do that?" I sniffled. "Do what?" He asked. "Always know!" I screamed irritated and he pulled me back into his arms. "I just do love, I told you. I just do." He said and met eyes with his mom for a split second. In the long car ride, I think I fell asleep. I think I just went limp in Kaden's arms, because I didn't feel it when he picked me out of the car, and carried me to his room. I didn't feel it when he placed me in his bed, which is where we were now. Me crying, and him listening. So I took a breath, and let everything go."I hate these moments. When all you want to do is cry and cry until there is nothing left in you, and you just wanna pass out from reality. But you still crave moments like this when you're tha
I stood up with a slight stumble and started walking down the closest hallway as far away from my jacked up mate as I could get. "Kat, baby please!" He shouted again,and I whirled around halting his stance. "I'm not your baby anymore Kol. I don't care if it's been a few hours, or weeks or years, I'm not your baby, I'm not yours." I told him, and continued walking. He was drunk, he was stumbling, his voice was cracking. I could smell it on him how many bottles he drank dry. "It's that Kaden kid isn't it? He's done something to you." He didn't say it like a question, he said it like he knew and looked down at the floor for a second.I shook my head and scoffed. Just then Kol spun me around and slammed me into a wall, his face inches away from mine. The alcohol in his breath was disgusting andit sobered me up. "Kol, back away from me." I said and he shook his head. "What do I have to do to prove to you that I love you? Say I'm sorry? I've told you I am sorry, so many times." He says, a
"Keep going baby, you're doing great." I assured her and she sobbed. I felt her hand shake in mine. "Our girls will be t-twins. One named Sarabeth, the other Lina-a. And our only boy will be named after his d-daddy.., because he will be just as strong, and just as perfect as him. I'll be a stay at home mom, and you'll grow the f-food while I make home cooked meals every night for the lot of us.And when we... put the kids to sleep, me and you will stay up, and sit on the back porch just watching the stars, going over every one of our first moments." She continued in a sad, heartbreaking voice as I tried to keep her talking. Keep her breathing. Keep her mine. "Our first time we m-m-met, our first thoughts on each other. Our first touch, our first kiss, the first time we made love..." She trailed off and I picked up. "Keep breathing baby, stay with me it will be okay. The first time I told you I loved you, and the... day we realized we were mates. Our wedding day and the vows we spoke.
I was so fucking hard. I was desperate for release, desperate for his love, I felt his need like my own and it turned me on more. I pushed him down on the bed and this time lay over him grinding out bottom halves together. Our first times going this far.I was afraid to hurt him, more then anything. And like he read my mind he pulled away. "The alcohol will make it hurt less, I still feel that little buzz, don't worry, just pound." He gasped as our tips pressed together. I felt a laugh escape. "I'm not too sure that's true baby. And I want this slow." I whispered into his ear and nibbled on it. He moaned and rubbed harder against me and I assaulted his lips, molding our own together and playing with the hair on the back of his neck. The soft smacking noise we made, the feel of his tongue flicking against mine, everything was perfection. I moved my lips down his jaw and necks, rubbing around his shoulders and travelling south. I kissed over his chest and took one of his nipples into my
"I love you." He said, kneeling at the edge of the bed. "I love you too." I said slowly."But...." I trailed off and he frowned, pushing my hair away from my face. "What is it?" He asked. I took a deep breath and bit my lip. "I didn't think I could do it, I didn't think I would be a good mother, or be able to handle the responsibility since I could barely hold it together with the pregnancy and all the drama in our pack. I wanted a break and I...""You decided you'd chug back some alcohol?" He finishes for me. I look down and nod slowly. He lifts me chin to look at him. "I went to the doctors today, and they told me that these little guys.." I touched my belly, and he touched over my hand."They will be healthy and safe if I take care of myself." I smile to him. "And stay away from alcohol of course..." he adds with a sad smirk. I breathe out a sad laugh. "I'm so sorry, Joel. I really am." I tell him and he smiles at me, "You're going to be an amazing mother, Rebekah Mayer. And I'm go