***Lorrie's POV***
“Hey best friend. What do you have for me this time.”I raised a brow at the words of Ryan.“How did you know I'm here because I have something for you?”“How long have we been friends? You wouldn't just show up here at my bar without something in mind.”“You're right. Listen, I'm not going to beat around the bush with what I'm about to say. You like Athena, right?”Ryan raises his brow at me.“How did you know that?”“That's not relevant right now. Do you like her or not?”“I do. I actually want to bed her. I need to know how she tastes. I'm sure she's never had it.”“Good! Since that's the case, I'm going to make your wish come true.”Bryant went wide in shock.“For real? I mean, you'll truly do that for me.”“Since when have I not fulfilled my promises? Trust me when I say I will make your dream come to pass.”“Of course, I believe you. I've always believed you!”“Good! In that case, there's something I would like for you to do for me.”“And what's that?”I looked around, just to be sure no one was listening to my conversation.“Come close,” I muttered.**Athena's POV***# Day Of The EngagementThough I was blind, it didn't limit me from serving wine. Since I can't move around with my cane, I was made to stand at the bar and serve drinks to all those who come to the bar.“Isn't that the blind girl? How come she's serving wine?”I heard people murmur about me, but I've never, for once, let that affect me. I'm not concerned about what they say. What I'm concerned about is my job. Also, I already made up my mind on what to do.After the engagement party is over, I'll confront Ragas and make him reject me. The pain of rejection will be more bearable than the pain of watching him get engaged to another.If he refuses as usual as I have no choice but to carry out a plan B.“Athena?”That was Tracy, she's one of the girls who serve wine alongside me.“Yes?”“Miss Lorrie wishes to see you in the dressing room.”“Huh? Isn't she supposed to be at the party hall with Alpha Ragas?”“I have no idea. She only asked me to inform you. I think she needs some fixing with her makeup. Don't forget, you did her makeover.”I heaved a long, deep sigh. Lorrie was indeed a pain in the ass. Though I am blind, I'm not limited to plenty of things. One would say I'm gifted in my blindness.“Alright, you should watch over things here. I'll join you soon,” with that, I picked up my cane which was aside where I stood and made my way towards the dressing room.As soon as I got to the dressing room, I sensed her prsesence“Athena, finally you're here. Come have a seat.”What is this? Why was Lorrie suddenly acting this way?“Uhm, does your hair or makeup need fixing, Lorrie?”“Of course not. I just want us both to bond, that's all. After my engagement, I'll be leaving with Ragas; hence I won't be seeing you anymore. Despite our shortcomings, I wouldn't deny the fact that you've been an integral part of my life. For this reason, I wanted us to share a drink to commemorate this day of our final goodbye.”This was confusing, to be honest. Why was she suddenly trying to commemorate this day?“Here, this is a glass of fruit wine. I know for a fact that you haven't tasted alcohol before. For this reason, you can have a glass of fruit wine and I'll stick to my alcoholic wine.”This made me smile and at ease. Now that I think about it, It made a lot of sense.She placed the cup of wine in my hand and we both clinked glasses before I gulped down the wine. It was terribly sweet. Maybe it is because it's my first time having wine.She poured me another cup and I drank without a care, especially because it's sweet. Suddenly, I began to feel dizzy to the point I could hardly move my legs.“L… Lorrie, what did you put in the wine? I… I can't move my legs…"I spoke up, but no one answered. I tried to get up from my chair, only to fall back down.I shook my head. Even though I couldn't see, I still felt dizzy. What's going on? Why am I suddenly feeling this way?I held on to my cane tightly and stood up, with the cane in front of me, I attempted to guide my way out of the room. While trying to get to the door, I staggered backwards but didn't lose my balance, even though my legs were not mine anymore.Suddenly, the door to the room flew open. At that moment, I thought my salvation was here. But the scent I perceived was that of Ragas. What was he doing in here? That's not relevant, as long as I can get out of here.“Ragas, please help me. I need to get out of her-” I suddenly heard the door being locked. I pick things easily with my ears, since my ears and nose are the sole reason I could live as a blind girl.“Ragas? What are you doing? Please open the door, I pleaded while trying to reach out to him. But I was so weak that I couldn't even take a step. Just then, I felt strong arms wrapped around me and instantly, he attacked my lips and began kissing me strongly.“Ragas, no!” I screamed, but his kisses swallowed my screams.All of this still didn't make sense to me until I felt the back zipper of my dress being dragged down. That was when it dawned on me what Ragas was trying to do.“Ragas! Stop!” I screamed and hit his chest helplessly.“Stop struggling, Athena, I'll rather have you than give you to someone else!”With that, he pulled down the zipper and dragged the dress off my body, leaving me cold and bare.“No, this is your engagement party, how could you-” he silenced me with another kiss, pulling me into himself.If this was in a different situation, I would have pushed him away, but currently, it seemed as though my whole body was going weaker by the minute?He took advantage of my state and pulled me to the ground with him, kissing my lips, chin, and neck.“Fuck! Finally."**Athena's POV**I thrashed my head from side to side as he pushed into me. Just then, I heard a loud bang on the door. I had expected Ragas to get off me, but he didn't, rather he took me harder. “Hel-” he quickly covered my mouth with his hand, shutting me up that very instant. Whoever it was continued to hit the door while Ragas also continued with what he was doing. I can't tell how long it took, but when he had gotten enough of me, he pulled away, leaving me on the cold floor. Just then, the door to the room was pulled down instantly and to my greatest horror, I perceived Lorrie's scent in the room accompanied by another scent that was a little familiar. I let out a shocked gasp, when I realized Lorrie had seen me in the worst of all states. Though I can't tell what expression she carries as of the moment, but one thing was for sure and there is the fact that she was going to kill me. Immediately, I reached for my dress, Which lingered around my legs and pulled it up to cove
**Athena's POV***# A Week Later It's been a week ever since I arrived at the Nightshade pack. Everything still seemed like a dream to me. A week of peace. I felt like this was where I should be all along. With the help of the maid, I was taken to the breakfast table to join Jeremy for breakfast. “Good morning, Alpha,” I greeted. “Good morn-”“Where is she? I would like to see that tramp!” A lady's voice echoed in the air, which made my smile disappear like the wind. “What is the screaming all about, Octavia?”“Love, I heard you brought a woman home who happens to be your mate. Is this true?”Immediately, my blood ran cold. Did she just say, love?“Why don't you take a seat, so I can explain what's going on.”I blinked in utter confusion. My ears must have deceived me. More than anyone, I really want to hear what he has to say. “Athena, here, is indeed my mate.”“Oh my goodness! H…her?” The lady asked with a shaky voice. “Yes, her. She's my mate, but that doesn't change anythin
ATHENA'S POVWhen he left, I felt so miserable. It felt like my life was finally crumbling down in pieces. The everlasting darkness surrounding me made it even more so miserable. My tears were hot against my cheeks as they refused to stop. I didn't want to cry, nor did I want to feel pathetic, but I couldn't help it.I could endure Lorrie, and Ragas. I was used to them but with the Lycan Alpha… it was different. I didn't know the worst he could do but I already knew the worst Lorrie could do. I didn't know to what extent he and his so-called lover could go. I had waded in waters I wasn't familiar with. Sitting there all day was me staring at my walls of darkness. Hearing people as they walked by, hearing my door open, hearing the chink of dishes and cutlery, smelling the enticing aroma but not minding all of that. I was in my own world of darkness and misery, and didn't care for anything. Hours passed by and when I felt the cool breeze blowing in, I knew it was night already. I re
ATHENA.I didn't mind, quickly brushing it off and concluding that it was probably one of her maids who had offended her that she was referring to. I walked into the changing room, and started to take off my clothes, preparing to slip into the new clothes. It seemed to be a sort of… I felt around the clothes and concluded it was a blazer dress. Lorrie had so many of them. She always yapped on and on about it. She loved Blazer dresses. I couldn't believe I was getting to wear one. I slipped the dress on, buttoning it up and fixing its belt. It was short, and it felt weird wearing something short. Jane had gotten heels but they were little. She was being considerate. I pulled the shoes on and tapped around for the little bag. I found it, and held the strap before walking carefully out the door. You won't believe how a pair of shoes and a dress known to be pretty made me feel very royal. "Wow!" Jane exclaimed softly when she saw me, and I gave a little smile. "You are beautiful." A
ATHENA’S POV“Are you okay? I heard what happened.” Alpha Jeremy asked me as he held my shoulders.“Y… Yes, I am.” I managed to speak out, although with a shaky voice.“Get her something to wear, immediately! Or what are you standing here for!” Alpha Jeremy yelled at them.“Jane just went to get her something to wear, Alpha.” One of the maids responded politely.Then I felt Alpha Jeremy’s stare on me. He embraced me, and I could feel his warm breath around my neck. Anyone would think that I was happy with the way he came to me, and embraced me, but I wasn’t totally happy when I knew that there was no possible way, he could treat me better than his beloved, Octavia.“I don’t feel too comfortable.” I spoke out, and he let go of me, slowly.Then I felt Jane’s presence. She must have brought the gown with her, so I walked into the dressing room without anyone informing me that I had to. Jane walked into the dressing room, and helped me remove whatever she had used to cover me up, but I st
ATHENA’S POVMy heart broke, and it felt as if they had thrown spikes at my heart. Even as I was blind, I still would feel embarrassed if I ever went outside, and what was even more heartbreaking was the fact that it sounded as if Alpha Jeremy was only pissed because of his image, and not because of how I was going to feel towards it.“You need to stop this unnecessary jealousy. It isn’t worth it. Now, because of you, I would have to call for a press conference, because obviously, only a press conference would do justice to this.” Alpha Jeremy lashed out.“But… everyone fears you, my love. You can just tell it to the media to debunk any idea they have of you.” Octavia spoke, calmly.“It’s not done that way. I can’t use the fear to get rid of the thought from people’s head. Apart from being feared, they will still have this idea that I don’t treat people right, and most of all, the blind, and that’s not how it’s supposed to be. A king is expected to be more, okay!”Then I felt someone
ATHENA’S POVIt felt so good to feel acknowledged, and noticed. The excitement bubbling in me just at the thought of going to a college of Arts was quite overwhelming, and what was even more delightful about the offer was the fact that it wasn’t a school specially made for the disabled, so I didn’t have to feel pitiful or miserable. Going to a school with normal people felt like an honor because most of my life there had always been that line, that boundary—no matter how great I was at what I did, they still acknowledged me as a different person. We were different people because I couldn't see but they could. I was at a disadvantage. Most of the time, it had struck me deep that although I could do most things that a totally normal person with two beautiful and working eyes could do, and sometimes, even better than they would do, but there was little I could do about my situation. I had been forced to accept it. The thought of the press conference strayed into my mind and a sigh esc
ATHENA’S POV“Good morning, miss.” Jane greeted as she helped me up.“Good morning. How much time do I have until the press conference?” I asked, inquisitively.“About two hours, I think. You’ll need to get ready as soon as you can, so you can join Alpha Jeremy and Octavia for breakfast.” Jane replied politely.“Uhm… Regarding the breakfast, can I have mine in my room?” I inquired, not interested in being anywhere around Octavia.“That’s not for me to decide, Miss. You can talk to Alpha Jeremy about it, but I doubt he would listen. I know you might be feeling reluctant to share a meal with Octavia, but you need to act confident, and if you’re trying so much to avoid trouble from Octavia, you can just eat silently while at the table.” Jane advised, and held my hand softly.“Tha… Thank you.” I appreciated her, and found my way to the bathroom with the help of my cane.I would have loved it if I could stall at the bathroom, but that could also be me, opening wrath to myself. But I couldn