Elizabeth.
My eyes widen as the words register in my mind, and I can’t believe that he just said it.
“What?!” I demand.
“You heard me. That ingrate needs to learn his place!” My father reiterates, and from the corner of my eye, I see my stepmother grit her teeth.
“Father,” I say in the calmest voice I can muster although my heart hammers in my chest, thoughts run in my mind mile a minute, “What reason did Easton give for missing the meal?”
“He said he was busy-” My stepmother immediately starts, but my father cuts her off.
“Disrespect, that’s the reason,” Alpha Mannering thunders, banging his fist on the table, “This has been going on ever since that boy turned eighteen. Once he found his wolf, he’s starting to act as if he’s an Alpha. No, not even an Alpha would be as arrogant as he is being!”
Easton was a Delta, and I don’t think he is acting as my father claims he is. My father got angry easily when he thought that people were trying to go above him. Easton was twenty-one, so trying to be more independent from my father was only natural at such an age. I honestly didn’t see why he was making such a big deal out of Easton missing one lunch with us.
“Or” I try to reason, “Easton really is busy. Even if he isn't, missing lunch with us is not reason enough to deprive him of being my Beta or my Gamma in the future. That’s quite a harsh punishment for such a little offense.”
But that was the wrong thing to say because my father blows up on me, “Are you taking his side now too? First your stepmother and now you?!”
“Father, you are making a scene,” I notify him as his voice has risen, “And I am only taking the side of reason. I’ve never even thought about who my Beta or my Gamma would be because I still don’t know which tier I belong to. I might turn out to be a Delta or an Omega.”
“Nonsense, Mannering wolves are always Alphas. That’s why we don’t have more than one child to carry on our name. The firstborn can never not be an Alpha,” He brushes me off, “You could choose whoever you like to be your Beta and Gamma, except for that ingrate."
"Elizabeth is correct, Greyson," My Stepmother pipes in, surprising me, “You are overreacting. Easton is a good boy who is certainly not an ingrate as you claim to be. He only missed the lunch because he was busy, not because he wanted to make a statement against you. Even if he disliked you, he won’t have done it to his sister.”
My father stares at her as if she’d grown a horn and I realize that I was about to witness my parents fight. On my eighteenth birthday. Over my brother’s absence at a meal.
Oh, Goddess have mercy, why today of all days?!
“Are you defending him?” He utters as if he can’t believe it.
“I am trying to make you see that your son is not the enemy you make him out to be,” Carol insists, looking extremely uncomfortable, “He’s just growing up, trying to find himself. He’s got friends and duties in the pack that takes up his time, he may not always get time to spend with us.”
But what duties does Easton have? He wasn’t my father’s Beta or Gamma; he wasn’t even in the Guard. He had finished schooling, and now he was…
I realize then that I have no idea what my brother does with his time. I have seldom seen him around the pack at training ranges and whatnot. Perhaps I judged my father too quickly, perhaps his claim about Easton disliking him had some merit.
Which makes me quite sad. I, like many other children, did not like to see my family at odds with each other. And even if we had our distance, I still loved Easton. I stopped seeing him as my stepbrother years ago, to me, he was my sibling in every form that matters. Having my father be mad at my brother was not a pleasant feeling.
“What duties does he have, Carol? He’s not in the guard, he doesn’t have a job except occasionally aiding in hunting trips. He gangs up with those friends of his and just loiters around doing nothing. Rarely do I see him at the training ranges even, and you remember how we got messages from the school stating he was skipping classes?” My father, “So enlighten me, wife, what duties does your son have, so much so that he can’t spare a few minutes of his time to come and have lunch with us?!”
I stare at my full plate of food that suddenly looks so very unappetizing, starting to feel angry at Easton. Seriously, couldn’t he have just made an appearance? It was my eighteenth birthday, the day of my Midnight Ceremony, and my parents were fighting about Easton. I wanted this time to get some advice from them regarding the ceremony, I wanted to ask them what it was like when they found their own wolves. The Midnight ceremony was such an intimate affair that no one spoke much about their experiences because they thought that going through them as a surprise was part of the process. But ever since I could remember, I didn’t like surprises. I didn’t like unpredictability.
So I wanted my parents to give me some advice, but it seemed like I wasn’t going to. While I was glad that my normally demure stepmother was taking the opportunity to stand up to my father, I just wished they waited till lunch was over for it.
“'Your son, your son!' I’m sick of you calling him that whenever you want to blame him,” My stepmother was saying, “Yet when he accomplishes something, he is our son.”
“I call him your son because he is your son. If you can’t remember, he is not my son!” My father bellows, and you could hear a pin drop in the silence that follows.
Extremely fed up with this, I get up from the chair.
“Excuse me,” I mutter in a shaky voice, “But today is my eighteenth birthday, and tonight I have to face my Midnight ceremony. I don’t want to hear all of this now.”
With that, I leave the dining room.
Alexander After Brooke and I have a lengthy conversation, I go to my late father's room. I can still feel his presence lingering, but it is faint. I place my desk, which was once a symbol of authority, but now seems cold and lifeless without Maddox behind it. My fingers graze the edges of a half-burnt letter tucked away in one of the drawers. It is my father's handwriting—sharp, commanding, yet eerily familiar."You’ll never understand responsibility until you bear the weight of a crown," my father had written in one of his many stern notes. I clench my jaw, the words igniting a bitter ache in my chest.I sink into the worn leather chair by the window, the weight in my chest heavier than ever. I look at the empty armchair across from me, the one my father used to occupy during our countless arguments.The words of Brooke linger in my mind; I really can’t tell what he is planning, but I know for sure that it isn't a good one.The creak of the door makes me arch my brow as I wonder who
Brooke“My wolf? I can talk to you?” I ask, in disbelief, waiting patiently for a response, but everything feels blank; I can't hear nor feel ‘my wolf.’“Are you there?” I reached inward, to the place where her presence always lingered—a tether to my wolf. But instead of the warm, steady pulse I expected, I found only an endless void, cold and empty.“Talk to me, please,” I beg desperately, but no response; slowly, I feel my eyes turning slowly; the world around me seems to move in haphazard directions, one I can't control.The void in my mind felt like a heavy fog, suffocating every thought I tried to form. My chest tightened as I reached out again, my voice trembling in the silence.But instead, “Where are you?” was the voice, my voice ringing in my head.“Are you okay?” I hear a soft voice from behind me, holding onto me tightly.“Yes, thank you so much,” I say, slowly clearing my eyes.“Thank you,” I add again, this time looking hopeful to see who has helped me.“You…what are you?”
Brooke.It's has been three days since the death of Alpha Maddox Blackwood of the Lunar Legacy pack. The air of the environment has never been the same since his death; it is thick and heavy, and the birds have stopped singing. The sun has refused to shine, while the moon has refused to come out from the face of the earth. The people of Lunar Legacy aren't left out, as everyone is in black attire, with ashes covering their bodies as a result of the death of their Alpha, a ritual in the Lunar Legacy pack.The mansion is worse in comparison; the usual bustling and rumbling aren't heard anywhere, and everyone is in the mourning session for the Alpha, including the maids, servants, and livestock.I, on the other hand, have been in my room since the night of the accusations. I can't bring myself to come out to defend Alexander, not that I don't know he is innocent of the accusations, but because I've been tongue-tied and also because coming to terms with this is just too hard for me.Maddox
AlexanderThe mansion hall was eerily quiet, the air was something darker than grief. The weight of their stares pressed against my chest, and I could feel their doubt hanging in the air, sharper than Carter’s accusations.Carter stood in the center of the room, his face a mask of disgust. In his hands, a bloodied sword and a ring dangled, dripping onto the once-gleaming floor“Here!” He says, breaking the silence, “Look at this.”My chest tightened.“What are you saying, Carter?” I ask, confused at the same time, trying to keep my voice steady.The room erupts into low whispers, as all eyes and fingers point towards the ring and sword with Carter.“Does that not belong to him?”“Yes, I saw that ring when they tried to attack us.”“How could he do such a vile thing?”“Silence!” I shout in rage. I can't believe the comments I’m hearing, that I have killed my father, painting me as a murderer.“Do you think you're the one in charge here, brother?” Carter says his eyes are full of disgust
AlexanderHer laugh echoes in my ears as we talk. One thing I'm grateful to the moon goddess for is that we start to talk more to each other and bond. It's getting less awkward.“You can't be serious. How did he know?” she says, half-laughing.“Well, you know, people like that, I mean the Alphas, we can't keep things away from them,” I explained.It's been three hours plus, and all we've been doing is laughing and also telling her about the funny and iconic historical moments in our pack; seeing her light up with joy makes every second worth it.“By the way, where are Alpha and Carter?” she asks.“Oh, then they went for the monthly check-up and hunting around the pack; they should be back by dawn,” I replied. A minute of silence in between; it isn't an awkward one, but rather a soothing one before her voice cuts in.“I'm really glad that Carter is changing this time, for real,” her voice breaks through the silence.“Ohh, Carter. I hope his change is genuine,” I reply, clutching my hand
Brooke Today marks three days since I was discharged by Dale. He had emphasized repeatedly: Avoid triggers. Anything that stirs old wounds or unsettles you. I’ve been trying my best to follow his advice, but it hasn’t been easy. Alex has been by my side constantly, protective as always, but still refusing to tell me everything that happened.I sit outside, staring at the gentle sway of tree branches in the breeze. The garden feels like a sanctuary, its stillness soothing, yet my mind remains a storm.“How are you, girl?” I hear that familiar voice from behind me.It was Jenna.“I'm good, just here,” I say with a smile.“You look like you are carrying the whole weight of the world on you and thinking about how to navigate through it,” she says, looking worried.Well, I can't deny the fact that I have a lot going through my mind at this point in my life. The memories of what had happened during the dining came back to my head, and I can’t just help but think I'm not safe again; I rememb