Sienna
The room still smelled of him when I slipped out of his bed. My legs trembled as I pulled on my clothes, skin still humming from where his hands had been. The sheets clung to my thighs like they wanted to hold me there, but I forced myself to move.
I paused at the door, my chest rising and falling too fast. What had we just done? My lips still tingled, swollen from his kisses, and every step I took down the hall carried the weight of a secret I had no idea how to bury.
The house was quiet. The kind of silence that makes every creak in the floorboards sound like thunder. I pressed a hand to my chest, trying to calm the wild beat of my heart. No one could know. Not now. Not ever.
I slipped into my own room before dawn had even softened the sky. My fingers brushed my lips again, and I shut my eyes, replaying everything. The way he pulled me close. The way I couldn’t say no. The way I didn’t want to.
When morning came, I forced myself to act normal. To wash my face, fix my hair, and sit at the long dining table like nothing had happened in the dark hours before.
I stirred the food on my plate without tasting it. The clatter of cutlery from the kitchen made me jump. I told myself to breathe, to smile, to pretend.
And then I saw him.
Jaxon.
Walking toward the dining room with that same quiet intensity, his gaze sweeping the room before locking onto mine. My stomach twisted, heat rushing up my neck.
I gripped the edge of the table, praying no one else could see what passed between us in that split second.
Jaxon
“I should feel satisfied,” I muttered into the dark, palms dragging down my face. “But I’m fucking starving.”
The bed was cold without her. Sheets smelled like her skin, my hands still smelled like her hair, but she’d slipped out like what we’d done was something dirty like I was something dirty.
She ran.
Not just from my bed. From me.And that wide-eyed, guilty look she’d left behind burned hotter than her mouth ever had.
By morning, the house was too damn quiet. My old man hummed while flipping pancakes, Sienna sat at the table clutching her mug like it was a shield. And me? I wanted to drag her upstairs and remind her what she’d done. What we’d done.
Instead, I dropped into the chair across from her.
She didn’t look up. Not once. Not when my leg brushed hers under the table. Not when I let my phone drop just to make her glance. Nothing.
“Morning, you two,” Lena sang as she walked in. Sunshine, small talk, fake ease.
“Morning, Mom,” I said flat.
Sienna’s voice was smaller. “Morning, Lena.”
Lena frowned. “You two are quiet. Everything okay?”
Sienna forced a smile. “Just tired.”
I let the corner of my mouth twitch. “Yeah. Long night.”
Her eyes shot to mine with a flash of panic then darted away so fast it almost made me laugh. Almost.
“Jaxon, phone down,” Lena said gently.
I tossed it aside, leaned forward. Finally, her gaze collided with mine for a split second. Wide. Guilty. Terrified. Exactly like last night.
She bolted up. “I need some fresh air.”
And just like that, she ran again.
But she had no clue, I was already following.
Sienna
The air outside was sharper than coffee. Cleaner than guilt. I pulled my jacket tight and walked, anywhere, nowhere, just away from that kitchen, away from Jaxon’s eyes cutting into me like a blade.
“Why’d you leave?” his voice came, low, behind me.
I spun. He stood by the trees, hands in his pockets, dark eyes burning. Watching me like a predator watching prey.
“I’m not letting you run again,” he said.
“I’m not running,” I lied, breath unsteady.
“You ran last night. You ran at breakfast. You’re running now.” He started forward, slow. “You can’t handle this, Sienna. But you started it. Now you finish it.”
“I didn’t start anything,” I snapped. “You came into my life and wrecked it. Don’t twist this on me.”
“Don’t twist it?” His voice rose, hard. “Who touched me first? Who climbed into my bed? Who begged me not to stop?”
My throat went tight. “That’s not fair.”
“Life’s not fair,” he shot back.
He was close now. Too close. The pine scent of him filled my head, made my knees weak.
“I am scared, Jaxon. You don’t get it. What did you think would happen? That we’d just sneak around, pretend nothing’s wrong, and live happily ever after?”
“Yes.” His answer was steel. “Because that…us…last night…that was real. The most real thing I’ve ever had. And I’ll be damned if I let you throw it away.”
He was inches away, and my traitorous eyes dropped to his mouth.
“I can’t,” I whispered, hating the way my body betrayed me, heat pooling low, memories of his hands all over me flashing.
His fingers caught my chin, forcing my gaze up. His eyes locked mine, fierce, unrelenting.
“Yes, you can,” he growled. “Stop fighting me. Stop fighting us.”
I trembled as his lips brushed my ear, his breath hot.
“I know a place,” he whispered. “No one will find us. No pretending. Just you and me.”
“Where?” The word left me before I could stop it.
“The lake house,” he said, voice dark with promise. “An hour away. Empty. Ours.”
My stomach twisted. Every alarm screamed no. But my body screamed yes.
“I can’t,” I said, weak, trembling.
His grip tightened. “Then tell me no. Look me in the eye and tell me you don’t want me. That you don’t want to go. Say it and I’ll walk away for good.”
I opened my mouth. Nothing came out. Because it wasn’t true.
Silence hung heavy between us, his lips so close, my body shaking with need.
And then…
“Sienna? Jaxon?”
We both froze.
Kendra’s voice. Sweet, curious. Deadly.
She stood on the lawn, smile painted innocent, but her eyes lingered. Too sharp. Too knowing.
“What are you two doing out here?”
My stomach crashed to the ground. She’d heard. She’d seen. She knew.
And if she opened her mouth, everything was over.
SiennaThe front door clicked shut behind us, and for the first time all day, silence filled the house. No parents rushing around, no noise from the street, no distractions. Just me and Jaxon standing in the entryway, still flushed from the excitement of the football match.He tossed his bag onto the floor carelessly and looked at me with that sexy boyish grin, the one that always sent my stomach flipping. His hair was messy from the game, his shirt half untucked, sweat still clinging to his neck. I didn’t even have time to say anything before he stepped closer, closing the distance between us like he had been waiting for this moment all along.“You know,” he whispered, brushing a strand of hair behind my ear, “all through the game, I couldn’t stop thinking about this. About us… finally being alone.”My heart thudded hard against my ribs. The cheers, Ava’s voice echoing in the stands, even Kendra’s forced smiles...all of it melted away now. It was just us. His eyes darkened as he pull
Jaxon sneaked quickly into his room before his mum could reach the hallway. My heart was pounding as I listened from behind my door. She didn’t notice anything out of place.The floor creaked softly, and then I heard her footsteps stop right outside my room. My door handle turned, and the door opened a little. My whole body froze.She peeped in, her eyes scanning the room. I had already curled myself under the blanket, pretending to be fast asleep. I forced my breathing to sound steady, almost exaggerated, just so it looked real. After a moment, she closed the door without saying a word.I exhaled slowly, trying to calm my racing heart.Next, I heard her steps move to Jaxon’s room. She paused, then said softly, “You’re still awake?”Jaxon’s voice came out calm, almost casual. “Yeah, I’m awake. Goodnight, Mum.”“Goodnight, son,” she said, and the door clicked shut.I stayed still, listening carefully until I heard her footsteps fade down the hall. Then silence. Finally, I heard the fai
Dad’s voice carried up the stairs, firm and sharp.“Sienna! Jaxon! Downstairs. Now.”Then he headed down the stairs back to the living room.We both froze. My stomach tightened. The way he called our names wasn’t just casual. I glanced at my mirror, brushed down my hair quickly, and hurried out of my room. Jaxon was already at the top of the stairs, his jaw stiff. We exchanged a look, that silent what did we do this time? kind of look, before making our way down.When we reached the living room, Mom was already sitting there, her hands neatly folded on her lap. Dad stood beside her, looking way too serious for a weekday evening.“You two sit,” Dad instructed.I sank into the edge of the couch, my heart pounding like I was about to get grounded. Jaxon leaned back beside me, playing it cool, but I could tell even he was a little tense.Then Dad cleared his throat. “Your mom and I will be out of town this weekend. An urgent trip we can’t skip.”My eyes darted to Mom. She nodded, calm bu
SiennaBy the time Jaxon pulled the car into the driveway, the sky had already turned a deep orange, the last light of the sun sinking behind the trees. After dropping Kendra off at her house and surviving her endless chatter that had left me drained, we were finally home.The front door opened before we even made it up the steps. Jaxon’s mum stood there with a dish towel in hand, her expression warm but laced with a hint of expectation.“There you two are,” she said, her eyes landing on me first. “Sienna, I thought you’d be home earlier to help out in the kitchen.”My chest tightened with guilt, and I fumbled for an answer, but Jaxon jumped in smoothly.“Practice ran late, Mum,” he said, tossing his bag over his shoulder as though that explained everything.She let out a small sigh, shaking her head before softening again. “Well, no matter. Go on, both of you. Freshen up and come down for dinner. It’s almost ready.”I nodded quickly. “Yes, ma’am.”Her eyes warmed, just a little, befo
SiennaKendra had barely stopped fanning herself from cheering on the sidelines when she leaned closer to me. Her eyes followed Jaxon as he jogged off the field, Ava’s voice ringing loud in the air as she called his name and clapped like she owned the spotlight.Kendra sighed sharply. “Are they back together?”I blinked, caught off guard. “What?”She tilted her chin toward Ava, who was practically bouncing in place, smiling at Jaxon like he hung the moon. “Jaxon and Ava. Don’t play dumb, Sienna. You saw her out there screaming his name. She looked like his personal cheerleader.”I forced a shrug, trying not to let my nerves show. “She cheers for anyone who gives her attention. Don’t overthink it.”Kendra folded her arms, lips tightening. “Don’t tell me not to overthink. I like him, you know. And if Ava thinks she can just slide back into his life, she’s wrong.”Her words stung in ways I couldn’t admit. My chest tightened, but I brushed her off with a half-smile. “Relax, Kendra. You’re
SiennaI was still pulling my panties up when my heart almost stopped.“Sienna?” Jaxon’s mom’s voice carried from the hallway, closer and closer.“Oh my God,” I whispered, fumbling with my shirt. My hands shook so much I buttoned it wrong.Jaxon was already yanking his jeans back on, our hair was a complete mess. “She’s heading here first,” he hissed, looking around like a cornered criminal.“What do we do? What do we do?!” I panicked, throwing my bra under the pillow.He froze, then pointed at the window. “I’ll jump.”My eyes widened. “Are you insane?”“Do you want her opening this door and finding us like this?” he shot back, already unlatching the window.The knocking started. Louder. “Sienna, honey? You awake?”My pulse hammered. “Shit. Okay. Go!”I rushed to scatter the sheets, tossing pillows, pulling the blanket up like I’d just rolled out of bed. Jaxon swung one leg over the sill.“Don’t break your neck!” I whispered urgently.He winked, gave me that cocky half-smile, and dis