Chapter 16: Love him again?

Zekailah's POV.

I was nervous, my mind was confused and I didn’t know what to do. I have never come to this point in my life and I regret what I did.

I know he knows all this but why do every time I look at him I get so hurt. His eyes were not the same as before. Everything should be fine but I can't understand myself. There seems to be something wrong and I don’t know if it’s right.

I don’t know if I’m going to continue this but I’m scared, I’m scared to come to the point of losing him in my life too. How am I when I get to that point?

When he let go of my hand I was no longer surprised he would get angry. I didn’t know what I needed to do. I immediately sat down, he was still the one I cared about. He had already left but he had to go back to their building. I'm sure he'll go straight to our house.

"Hey," I heard James say and immediately took my hand.

I sighed and shook. I don't know if it's right yet. I didn’t look at him and my finances the way I looked at our food. I can’t figur