LOGINIn the days that followed, I told myself the yard had been an aberration.
Hawthorne Castle had a way of swallowing moments whole. Work piled atop work until memory thinned beneath it, until even things that unsettled me lost their sharpness. I believed, then, that routine was stronger than a glance — that stone and labor and habit would press the strange feeling flat and leave nothing behind.
I was wrong.
The castle resumed its demands without pause. Floors were swept, linens folded, messages carried from one end of the keep to the other. I moved where I was sent, as I always had, my feet knowing the turn of each corridor before my thoughts caught up. Years of work had carved the paths into me — where the floor dipped near the west stair, which door groaned if opened too quickly, how to pass through the great hall without drawing a glance.
My body walked while my mind wandered.
I did not seek him out.
Nor, I told myself, did he seek me.
It was in the east gallery that our paths crossed again — a place of long windows and pale light, overlooking the inner courtyard where the noise of the castle softened into echo. I had been sent there with cloths and polish, my basket tucked against my hip. I reached the gallery without once looking up, my hands already planning the work, my steps slowing only when instinct warned me I was no longer alone.
I sensed him before I saw him.
Not as before, when his presence had been distant and untouchable, but close enough that the air itself seemed altered by it. I stopped without thinking, as though my body recognized him faster than my mind dared to.
He stood near the windows, turned partly away, dark coat unadorned and open at the throat. There was no armor this time, no blade in his hand, yet the authority I had noticed in the yard clung to him still — not worn, but carried.
I curtsied at once. “Your Highness.”
He turned fully then, and the distance between us shortened to something unavoidable.
Up close, the things I had not allowed myself to consider before became impossible to ignore. His eyes, for one — darker than I had thought, a deep, steady blue that held the light rather than reflecting it. And his scent — clean wool and leather, with something sharper beneath it, like steel warmed by the hand. It lingered in the narrow space between us, subtle but inescapable.
“You’re the maid from the yard,” he said.
“Yes, Your Highness.”
He studied me for a moment, expression unreadable. The pause stretched — not long enough to be improper, but long enough for awareness to settle where it should not. I stood still, basket pressed to my hip, my body rigid with habit even as my thoughts betrayed me, cataloguing details I would later pretend not to remember.
“You brought the water,” he continued. “I noticed.”
“I was sent,” I replied. It was safer to keep my answers simple.
Another pause.
“I don’t know your name.”
The question caught me off guard — not because he asked it, but because he waited. Because his gaze did not drift away while he did.
“Edith,” I said. “Your Highness.”
“Edith,” he repeated, quietly.
Hearing it from him made it feel suddenly heavier, as though the name belonged to something more solid than myself.
For a moment, neither of us spoke. The gallery seemed narrower than it had been when I entered, the space between us marked now not only by rank but by proximity — by breath, by warmth, by the quiet knowledge that I was standing closer to him than necessity required.
“You may go on with your work,” he said at last.
“Yes, Your Highness.”
I stepped past him then, my body moving on instinct alone. My sleeve brushed the edge of his coat — brief, accidental, nothing that could be remarked upon — yet the contact lingered far longer than it should have.
I did not look back.
The windows were cleaned as they always were, my hands moving in steady, practiced circles. My thoughts did not follow. They lingered instead on things that had no place in my work: the exact shade of his eyes, darker than the banners bore; the scent that clung faintly to the air even after he moved away; the way his voice had sounded when he spoke my name, as though he had weighed it before releasing it.
When I finished and gathered my things, the gallery was empty.
I walked the familiar routes back to the lower halls without conscious thought, my feet carrying me through turns and passages I could have navigated blind. Only later did I realize how little of the journey I remembered.
Before, he had been a presence — distant, almost unreal.
Now he was a man with eyes I could name, a voice I could recall, a nearness my body had registered even when my mind insisted it should not.
That night, as I lay in the servants’ quarters with exhaustion pressing heavily behind my eyes, I understood that whatever had begun in the yard had not ended there.
It had taken shape.
And shapes, once formed, are far more difficult to forget.
I will be taking a two week hiatus starting tomorrow, thank you for your understanding!
Time had a cruel way of softening what ought to remain sharp, sanding down even the most jagged moments until they could be remembered without drawing blood. A full week had passed since the stables, yet the memory lingered beneath my skin, warm and unsettled, refusing to fade into something harmless.Seven days since Roman’s temper had flared at the sight of Thomas standing too close, speaking too easily, smiling with a familiarity that had set Roman’s gaze to ice. Seven days since I had witnessed something dark and unmistakably possessive flash beneath his composure — not the irritation of a crown prince guarding decorum, but the instinct of a man who did not care to see another lay claim, even in admiration, to what he believed was his.I told myself again and again that it had not been devotion.It had been ownership.The castle, indifferent as ever, carried on in its well-worn rhythm. Floors were scrubbed until they gleamed, silver polished until it reflected faces none of us ful
The sound reached me before the sight did—the steady clop of hooves upon the outer stones, a rhythm both familiar and foreign after so many weeks spent within the castle’s walls. It carried through the morning air with a liveliness that felt almost indecent for a place so governed by protocol, and I had only just finished straightening the fall of Princess Elanor’s riding cloak when she turned toward me, practically glowing.“I feel as though I can finally breathe,” she said, unable to keep the excitement from her voice. “I have missed riding more than I care to admit. These walls are beautiful, but they do not move.”Her smile was unguarded, bright in a way that made her seem younger than her title, younger even than her years. It struck me, then, how little of the world she had yet touched since coming to Hawthorne—how the stone halls and watchful eyes had pressed her into stillness when she was clearly made for motion.“I am glad, Your Highness,” I said, though my voice betrayed no
It began with laughter — light and unrestrained, carrying easily across the lower garden as though it belonged there.I stood just beyond the gravel path beneath the shelter of the stone archway, my hands folded neatly before me, posture schooled into something invisible. The late afternoon sun bathed the grounds in a soft, honeyed glow, catching in the clipped hedges and pale marble bench, gilding the folds of Princess Eleanor’s walking gown as she gestured animatedly toward the orchard walls and spoke with a brightness that felt unforced, almost private.Roman listened.That was what unsettled me most.He was not merely attentive in the manner of a prince fulfilling obligation. He leaned toward her as she spoke, his expression relaxed, curiosity genuine as he asked questions and laughed softly in response to her stories. When she teased him — gently, playfully — he met it without stiffness or reserve. There was no blaze between them, no sudden spark that scorched the air the way it
I did not sleep.The castle had gone quiet in the way only great places do—too large to ever truly rest, yet hushed enough that every sound felt magnified. Somewhere far below my window a door closed. A guard’s boots echoed once along the stone and then faded. The wind stirred the drapery, carrying with it the faint scent of damp earth and old roses from the lower gardens.Roman would be awake too. I knew this with an intimacy that hurt.The knowledge of him—of where he might be standing, what thoughts might be pressing behind that composed brow—had settled into me like a second heartbeat. I could no more ignore it than I could will my own pulse to stop. And yet tonight, for the first time since the Princess’s arrival, I did not seek him out. I remained where I was, seated at the narrow writing table beneath the window, hands folded so tightly together my fingers ached.Princess Elanor had not dismissed me early.She had not dismissed me at all.Instead, she had asked me to remain whi
I had not gone to the small sitting room since the night of the dinner, nor had I found within myself any true inclination to test whether time might soften what had been altered there.The thought came to me as I fastened the final hook at Princess Elanor’s collar, my hands steady from long habit though my mind wandered where it ought not. I had taken care these past days to choose other passages, other stairwells — routes I had known since girlhood and yet now walked with new deliberation, as though the walls themselves might recall too much if pressed.Elanor stood patiently before the glass, her gown of pale blue falling in gentle lines, the morning light touching her hair so softly it seemed almost a kindness. I tied the ribbon at her nape and stepped back.“You are very exacting today,” she observed, not unkindly.“It is only proper, Your Highness.”“Perhaps,” she said, after a moment. “Yet I have noticed you grow particularly careful when your thoughts are occupied.”I lowered







