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Chapter 15
My emotions swirls and entangled like a thread. I found myself drowning with his eyes.
“I believe we have something to talk about,” he said in his low baritone voice.
I kept my face straight as I look at him.
“There’s none,” I answered.
He pursed his lips then folded his arms. “You’re still doing it, right?”
My forehead creased. What is he talking about?
“Doing what?”
“Bingeing and purging.”
I was stunned from what he said. I gulp. Panic consumes inside me. He really knows everything. I don’t know what to feel.
No one has ever know what I had been doing in my life. Even what he just said right now. I always keep this to myself.
Because no one can understand.
My eyes narrowed when he started taking small steps towards me. I staggered backwards as I tightened my hold on my tote bag. He's ocean blue eyes were darkly staring at me.
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