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Chapter 90 – Mud
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2026-05-11 10:07:44
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Neah's povThe report arrived at noon, and by the time I finished reading it, three of my attendants had already backed toward the door."She's alive," I said.The words came out calm, it was the most dangerous version of me, and everyone in the room knew it. I set the report down on my vanity and smoothed the paper flat with both hands, pressing the creases out slowly, as though the act of straightening a piece of parchment could somehow straighten the fury that was building inside my chest."Not only alive," I continued, "but still under his protection, in his household and breathing the same air, walking the same corridors, sleeping under the same roof as the man who was supposed to be mine."My wolf paced behind my ribs, restless and vicious. I could feel her pressing against my skin, wanting out, wanting to tear something apart with teeth and claws instead of words. I denied her. Wolves who lost control lost everything, and I had not spent nine years at Cedrick's side by being ca
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When I’m Gone, You Love Chapter 90 – Mud
Beatrice's povI walked.I didn't know where I was going and it didn't matter. My ankle throbbed with each step and the night air was cold against my wine-soaked skin and the white gown clung to my body in patches of crimson that looked, under the streetlamps, like blood. The road outside the estate led downhill through a stretch of cobblestone lined with iron lampposts and old trees whose branches tangled overhead. A couple walking arm in arm glanced at me and then looked away quickly, the way people do when they see something they don't want to be involved in. A man smoking on a bench watched me pass with open curiosity. A woman pulling a child by the hand crossed to the other side of the street.I let them look. I didn't have the energy to care.Kennedy's voice still rang in my ears. Whore. Slave. Luring men. Spreading her legs. The words sat inside me like swallowed glass, cutting me each time I breathed. The worst part wasn't the insults themselves. It was the silence of the roo
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Beatrice's povHis hand found my waist in the dark and pulled me against him.The contact was immediate and total, my chest against his, his arm locked around me, and I could feel every line of his body through the thin fabric of my gown. His wolf flooded the space between us, hot and possessive, and my own wolf reacted before I could stop her, a sharp pull low in my chest that had nothing to do with choice and everything to do with instinct.I twisted against his grip and his arm tightened. I wrenched sideways, hard enough that my swollen ankle gave out and I pitched forward, and he yanked me back before I could fall. The motion was violent and clumsy, and my forehead cracked against his jaw with enough force to make my teeth rattle. Pain bloomed across my skull, and in the same instant his mouth grazed my forehead, not a kiss but something accidental and brief, his lips brushing the skin above my brow where my head had collided with his face.We both went still.Then the lights bla
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