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Zoey
You would think being born the beta’s daughter would mean something. You would think it would mean protection, respect, maybe even mercy. You would think wrong. The dirt is cold against my cheek when I hit the ground, the taste of iron flooding my mouth before I even register the sound of my ribs cracking. Someone laughs nearby. Someone always laughs. “Get up, Zoey.” Reagan’s voice slices through the morning air, sharp and bored, like he’s already disappointed in me before I’ve even failed again. I spit blood into the dust and force my palms under my shoulders, my arms shaking so badly I almost collapse again. “I said get up,” he repeats, louder this time. “Or are you done already?” I drag myself upright, my vision swimming as pain detonates through my side. Something inside me shifts wrong, grinding instead of bending, and my breath comes out in a wet, broken hiss. I don’t scream. I learned a long time ago that screaming only makes them try harder. “I’m up,” I manage, forcing my spine straight even though my body is screaming at me to curl inward and protect what’s left. “I’m still standing.” “That’s not what I asked,” Reagan snaps. He paces in front of me, boots crunching over gravel and broken pride. “I asked if you were done. Because if you are, I can move on to people who actually belong here.” The circle tightens around me. Haley cracks her knuckles like she’s warming up for fun. Christopher rolls his shoulders, eyes bright with anticipation. Dion doesn’t bother pretending this is training. He never does. He watches me the way predators watch injured prey, head tilted, mouth curved like he’s already imagining how this will end. “Faster, Zoey,” Reagan calls out again. “You fight like you’re afraid to touch them.” “I’m not afraid,” I say through clenched teeth, even as my ribs scream with every breath. “I just don’t have a wolf to do the work for me.” That gets a reaction. Christopher laughs openly, a sharp bark that turns heads across the training grounds. “Still talking about that imaginary wolf of yours? What is it now, Zoey, shy? Lost? Too embarrassed to show up?” “Maybe it died,” Haley adds sweetly, stepping closer. “Maybe it took one look at you and decided it didn’t want to be stuck in there forever.” Dion doesn’t laugh. He steps forward instead, slow and deliberate, like he knows I can’t run even if I wanted to. “Or maybe,” he murmurs, voice low enough that only I can hear, “you were never meant to have one at all.” Something hot and feral snaps in my chest. I lunge first. I don’t fight like a wolf. I never have. I fight dirty, desperate, human. My fist slams into Christopher’s jaw with a crunch that sends shockwaves up my arm. He staggers back, swearing, blood spraying from his mouth as his head snaps to the side. “Bitch—” I don’t let him finish. I drive my elbow into his nose, feel cartilage collapse under the blow, and for one perfect second, the only sound is his scream. Then Dion is on me. He grabs me from behind, one massive arm locking around my throat, the other hooking under my arm and yanking me back against his chest. My feet leave the ground as he lifts me like I weigh nothing, my vision exploding in stars as pressure cuts off my air. “There it is,” he mutters in my ear, breath hot and cruel. “That little spark. I was wondering when you’d show it.” I claw at his arm, nails digging into skin, but it’s useless. He tightens his grip until my lungs burn and my heartbeat roars in my ears. “I broke the right side,” he continues conversationally, like we’re discussing the weather. “You hear that, Haley? Want to finish the set?” “Gladly,” she replies, practically bouncing on her toes. Her kick slams into my left ribs with brutal precision. Pain detonates so violently it steals the sound from the world, my scream trapped somewhere deep in my chest as my body goes limp in Dion’s hold. For a second, I think I might actually black out. Instead, I choke down air in shallow, stabbing breaths, my head falling back against his shoulder as he laughs. “Too easy,” Dion announces loudly, loosening his grip just enough for me to slump instead of suffocate. “She never learns.” Around us, people stop pretending not to watch. I can feel their eyes like fingers, digging into my skin, cataloging every weakness, every fracture, every reminder that I don’t belong. Reagan finally raises a hand. “That’s enough.” Dion drops me without warning. I hit the ground hard, my knees buckling as I catch myself with trembling hands. My entire torso feels like it’s on fire, every breath slicing through me like broken glass. “Go to the healers,” Reagan says flatly, already turning away. “And make sure you didn’t puncture a lung. I don’t want paperwork.” I force myself to stand. Walking away hurts more than staying, but I refuse to limp. I refuse to give them that. Every step is agony, but I keep my head high, my jaw set, my pride stitched together with sheer willpower. “It’s pretty easy to win when three people gang up on one.” The voice cuts in sharp and furious. I turn just in time to see Emma storming toward us, her hands clenched into fists, her eyes blazing with a fire I recognize all too well. Too late. Always too late. “Or are you afraid of fighting her one-on-one?” she snaps, planting herself between me and Dion like she can actually stop him. Dion smirks, slow and ugly. “Afraid of your freak sister?” He makes a mock kissing noise that makes my stomach twist. “In her dreams.” Emma looks like she might actually attack him, consequences be damned, and I grab her arm before she can. The movement sends another wave of pain through my ribs, but I don’t let go. “Emma,” I whisper. “Don’t.” She looks back at me, torn between rage and guilt, and that look hurts worse than any broken bone. We leave the training grounds in silence, the weight of unspoken words pressing down on us. Every step toward the healer’s shop feels like a walk of shame, a familiar path worn smooth by years of failure. “I should have stepped in sooner,” Emma finally mutters, hands on her hips as she stops outside the building. “I don’t know why I keep thinking it won’t get that bad.” “Because if you step in every time,” I say quietly, “they’ll just hurt you too.” She scoffs, tossing her dark hair over her shoulder. “Let them try.” I manage a weak smile despite everything. “You’ve already got a wolf, a rank, and half the pack watching your every move. Don’t add ‘defending the beta’s broken daughter’ to your list of problems.” Her jaw tightens. “You’re not broken.” I don’t answer. We both know the truth. “I’ll be fine,” I tell her, gesturing toward the healer’s door. “You don’t have to babysit me.” She hesitates, then sighs. “You’re impossible.” “So I’ve been told.” She turns to leave, then pauses. “And for the record,” she adds, cheeks flushing despite herself, “you better never tell anyone about Reagan.” I laugh softly, the sound cracking around the pain. “Relax. Your secret’s safe. I’ve got enough reasons for people to hate me already.” Emma leaves, and I cross the street alone. The healer’s door creaks open, and the scent of herbs and antiseptic fills my lungs. I step inside, finally letting my shoulders sag as the weight of the morning crashes down on me. They can break my bones. They can laugh. They can call me a freak. But I’m still standing. And one day, they’re going to regret teaching me how to survive without a wolf.ZoeyThe heat inside me doesn’t fade when I step back from the doorway.It changes.It tightens, pulls inward, and then twists into something heavier, something sharp enough to hurt. My body reacts before my head can catch up, before logic can remind me to breathe or move or pretend this didn’t just happen.She has a mate.The knowledge settles into my chest like a stone, dragging everything else down with it. She is marked, claimed in the way our kind understands down to the bone. She belongs to someone who looked at her and chose her, who wrapped himself around her without hesitation or doubt. She has something solid and unquestioned, something that does not flicker or disappear.Something I do not have.Something I have never had.And she knows it.I see it in the way her mouth curves when she notices me in the mirror, in the lazy satisfaction in her eyes even as her breath breaks and she moans his name like it’s a promise she gets to keep. She doesn’t look embarrassed or interrupt
ZoeyBy the time I reach the end of the west corridor, my hands are numb from cold and my brain feels like it’s been running on fumes for days.Someone asks me what day it is earlier, and I blink at them like they’ve asked me a trick question. Monday? Thursday? Full moon? I don’t know. The days blur together when all you do is unlock doors, flip breakers, bleed radiators, and drag furniture around until your shoulders ache and your lungs burn.“Zoey,” someone calls down the hall. “Did you check the south wing yet?”“I did,” I shout back without stopping. “Hot water works. Lights too. One of the windows doesn’t close all the way.”“Of course it doesn’t,” the voice mutters.I don’t bother correcting them. Everything in this place is half-broken and forgotten. Just like the people who live here.The boarding school looms around me, all long corridors and high ceilings, built for children who were meant to grow up safe. Now it houses the ones no one wants to deal with. The unranked. The i
Wesley The smell hits first.Burnt fur. Iron. Old blood that’s already turning sour in the dirt. Magic clings to the air like smoke that refuses to clear, heavy enough to sting the back of my throat every time I breathe in.I wrinkle my nose and turn my head, but it doesn’t help. The scent is everywhere. It’s soaked into the canvas of the healer’s tent, into the ground beneath our boots, into my clothes and my hair and probably my fucking pores.“Don’t throw up,” Falcon mutters beside me. “You’ll never hear the end of it.”“I’m not going to throw up,” I snap, even though my stomach is rolling. “I’m just… processing.”“Yeah,” he says dryly. “That’s what you said last time.”We stand shoulder to shoulder, staring at the aftermath like idiots who survived when we easily could’ve ended up on one of those cots. The healer’s tent is packed so tight it barely feels like there’s air left inside. Bodies cover every surface. Cots, benches, the ground. Where there’s no space, they’ve laid peopl
ZoeyBy the time Sasha presses my spine back into place, the pain has already dulled into something distant and humming, like it belongs to another body entirely. Her fingers are warm and unyielding as they work along my ribs, precise in the way only someone who has broken and fixed the same bodies for decades can be.“Drink,” she orders, shoving a chipped ceramic mug into my hands before I can argue.The liquid inside is dark and steaming, the smell sharp enough to make my eyes water. I wrinkle my nose but obey, swallowing before my instincts can talk me out of it. The taste is bitter and earthy, like bark soaked in smoke, and it burns all the way down my throat.“What is that?” I ask once the cup is empty, staring at the stained bottom like it might reveal its secrets if I glare hard enough.Sasha chuckles as she takes it from me, already moving to rinse it out. “Pain duller. Muscle relaxer. Something to keep you from biting me if I have to reset anything again.” She casts me a side
ZoeyYou would think being born the beta’s daughter would mean something. You would think it would mean protection, respect, maybe even mercy. You would think wrong.The dirt is cold against my cheek when I hit the ground, the taste of iron flooding my mouth before I even register the sound of my ribs cracking. Someone laughs nearby. Someone always laughs.“Get up, Zoey.”Reagan’s voice slices through the morning air, sharp and bored, like he’s already disappointed in me before I’ve even failed again. I spit blood into the dust and force my palms under my shoulders, my arms shaking so badly I almost collapse again.“I said get up,” he repeats, louder this time. “Or are you done already?”I drag myself upright, my vision swimming as pain detonates through my side. Something inside me shifts wrong, grinding instead of bending, and my breath comes out in a wet, broken hiss. I don’t scream. I learned a long time ago that screaming only makes them try harder.“I’m up,” I manage, forcing my







