MAKE IT CLEAR

The sun hits my eyes and the birds sing along; I woke up and realized that I’ve been wearing the same clothes for over 20 hours. I reach the bedside and I haven’t seen Lena next to me, bet she woke up early. I roll over and wake myself “Ughhh…” I'm stretching my body, and my back hurts.

I walk to the window and open it so the fresh morning air could refresh the room, I look around from the window and see two small birds in a nest waiting for their mother to come home and feed them, I could felt the little birds and how sad it is to wait for someone that we love to return to us.

For the first time, my morning went differently because I woke up without Lena next to me and her kisses. I walk to the bathroom and I clean myself. The freshwater couldn’t erase all pain in me, all pain that Lena just scratched in my heart. I have no idea what should I do… should I be mad at her? Or should I understand her? My mind is full of questions right now… are we in the relationship turn-off phase? I d