He opened the diary and read it with tears falling, "Well, I don't know if I can ever forgive you Louis. I had never expected that you… you will... (A dried drop of tear on the paper) you will divorce me. I was thinking how you could forget the vows we made in our marriage but maybe you never wanted to fulfill those promises so you… I still remember how you promised me, to love me until your last breath and to always know that when challenges arise we will always find our way back to one another.
You said that your heart entirely belonged to me after that day. How could give your heart to someone else now? (A drop of tear on the paper) I thought that we will be together with each other until we turn old but how can I now when you are not here with me, when you do not trust me.I freed you from the promises you made, from the burden you have. I signed those papers you sent me.I might also forgive you for our child but I don't think so I will be able to love you again. I havA SHORT REQUEST FROM MY SIDE. AS THIS IS MY FIRST STORY THERE MIGHT BE SOME MISTAKES. SO I HOPE YOU UNDERSTAND AND FORGIVE THE MISTAKES I MADE. YOU CAN FREELY POINT THEM OUT SO THAT I CAN DO BETTER.ALSO THE STORY MIGHT HAVE SOME DARK SIDE, IF YOU ARE BOTHERED BY SOME PARTS YOU CAN POINT IT OUT BUT I WILL NOT BE ABLE TO EDIT THAT PART BUT I ALSO WILL NOT DO THE SAME MISTAKE TWICE.LASTLY, PLEASE LEAVE YOUR REVIEWS. I WISH TO SEE HONEST REVIEWS BECAUSE THAT IS THE ONLY WAY I CAN KNOW ABOUT YOUR VIEWS. THANK YOU :)HAPPY READING!!<<…So, I was swayed for a moment." His words were like bullets piercing my heart. I still could not believe what he was saying, I grabbed his shirt and asked with tears in my eyes, "What about the time... the time we spent together? What about everything we did together? What about…"
My only motive was to make a friend, at least one. So… so I asked my sister how to make friends as I had seen her talking and laughing with her friends for hours. It was a shame for me as I was asking my younger sister but the only person I could think of and I could ask was my sister. I thought she would react differently to my question but she did not say anything maybe because she knew I had no friends. To my surprise she told me how to make a friend. She told me to firstly smile and tell “Hi” and introduce yourself. That was all. It was so simple. Was I stupid or dumb or a fool. But at one moment I doubt her advice. I doubted her because I always do that to my so called other friends. As soon as I see them I smile and tell “Hi” and they also smiled and replied “Hi”. And that was the end, we did not talk much and I had no friends. So I did not take her advice so seriously. The nex
I went to school. I reached before Alice. I was thinking whether she will stay with me or not. All those what ifs came on my mind until she entered the class. She... she smiled said hello and sat with me. I was so happy. Then she was my only friend. And although she talked to others I thought she felt comfortable with me. Time passed on.After a few weeks we had a test. I knew that the topper girl who is beautiful will again top this time. She had been topper since I jumped the class. She also helped me sometimes before but also we were not close. Then we had our tests. I did okay like always. On the result day everyone was shocked. This time the topper has changed. It was none other than Alice. I never knew she was a studious girl. Again I had different thoughts. As she is a topper now many of them started talking to her more. So I was afraid again to lose her. But she was always with me so I felt happy.
My friends teased me with the name of the most handsome guy in our class. Not because we had something but he was teased by almost everyone's name. Although he was good in studies, he was the second topper every time. His name is Tyler. Since Alice was topper now he became third in position. Alice and he never had good communication. They were like rivals. I always thought him as a playboy. One day, in lunch time he proposed that beautiful second topper girl in front of whole class. Everyone cheered for him. As for me I never liked him as in my head he was a playboy. I thought he was a playboy because I had heard he had a girlfriend and there was much not time for their break up he proposed another girl. Then Jazz (second topper) said him to give her some time to think. It was a weekend after that day. So I didn't know what happen to their relation.Until one day, we had a picnic. This time I had a friend, so I went. I was happy and excited. The spot was beautif
Alice said, “Tyler did not let anyone sit on that bench saying that it was reserved for Sarah. So everyone forced you to sit there." I was shocked at first. I replied, “Why would he?” Inside my heart I asked myself, why would he do that, why for me? Many thoughts crossed my mind. I thought if I was the next target like Jazz and Tanie. But I also felt touched for his actions. I do not know I was happy maybe. No one had ever done that for me. After thinking for a while I remembered I had taken notes for him last time. Finally I thought that was the reason. But again I was late in fact so he had his notes by himself why would he keep the seat for me. Ha-ha I also thought if he liked me. Well maybe it was this moment I started liking him. I do not know the reason but I started noticing him since then. I was swayed away by my thoughts until Alice replied me.She obviously started teasing me saying that he liked me. I s
I am in school. I am being praised by everyone. Everyone liked me now. Our school was holding a big program. So everyone was practicing something they like. I was just sitting thinking what should I do. I always loved being a host. But I get nervous in front of crowd many times. So I dumped the idea. While I was wondering what should I do, suddenly Tyler came got on his knees in front of me and said, “Sarah, will you be my partner for the dance?” Everyone who had been practicing was diverted because Tyler got on his knees. So everyone said to accept the request. I was already flushed when he got on knees. I was also shocked because there was no couple dance this time then why did he say so. Also why did he choose me? But I got my senses back and said slowly, “I don't know how to dance.” He said, “Don’t worry, you just need to follow my lead. I will help you.” Everyone was telling me to accept. So I
When the days were passing by just like that. One day it was raining when I was in school. During lunch, Alice and I went to classroom after we had lunch. Tyler, Saww and few friends were there. We sat on our place. I insisted Alice to sing song. Well everyone in the class knew she sang well and had a beautiful voice. Well maybe she also was in mood, she started singing. At first everyone listened, even Tyler who was on the opposite side of our bench looked and listened but at another song Tyler was occupied with his own chats with other friends and Alice's song was like a background music for them. It was romantic songs she sang. Then Alice also started insisting me to sing. I never had sang in front of anyone before. So I denied at first.But she started threatening me, “I will never sing again next time if you don't sing today.” So I agreed. I started with a romantic song. When I started almost everyone had looked at me. I first did not
When we returned home, the situation was kind of tensed or what to say maybe sad. Well, my maternal grandfather (mother’s father) passed away. I was shocked from the news. I was attached to him. Although we did not live in the same house, I respected him. He also loved and cared about me. I went to see him for the last time with my family in his house. Whole way I was too quiet. After I reached I saw that… that he was lying down lifelessly. When I saw him, I could not cry. I could not speak a word. I felt my heart heavy. I could not believe that he left us. I could hear crying sounds. Maybe people thought me heartless because I did not shredded a tear. But deep inside I knew how I felt. That after his ceremony, everyone went back to their places. I was in my room alone. I could not sleep. I did not eat anything also. I cried until late night and did not sleep before 3a.m.The next day everyone was mournful. I did not go to school. M