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75 - Satisfaction

Author: Saree
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~Harlow’s Point of View~

“Oh I couldn’t,” I say, covering my face from embarrassment.

“Come on!! This is a hot thing a lot of females do! A pregnancy boudoir shoot. It’s normal,” Olivia says, trying to pull my hands from my face.

I gape at the see-through blue scrap of lace fabric she’s holding up, and shake my head again. Sure, her mate is upstairs with her babies, and won’t exactly see but… a photo anyone could see.

Goddess what would Luke think of me in this? Or Tate?

*Get those other males OUT of your head! I know you had crushes on them but we have a real male and our true fated mate,* Hope insists.

I sigh, knowing she’s right but there’s just some reason I can’t shake them. Even though Luke hurt me, even though Tate should hate me… I still care about them. I care about their opinions of me.

“It’s just for Rowan. You know he’d probably take another male’s eyes for looking at what’s his,” Olivia gushes, like that’s something to be proud of. Sure enough, Hope nods in approval.

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