Chapter 1

AKIRA POV__

Three years have passed since Sedrick and I got married, and it has also been three years since the argument that caused him to start avoiding me. Every morning, whenever I catch him eating, he immediately leaves even before he finishes his meal. He also comes home late all the time-the kind of late where I end up falling asleep on the sofa while waiting for him.

I know I shouldn't wait for him anymore because between the two of us, I'm the only one who loves in this marriage. But for me, it's still my responsibility to wait for him because I'm his wife, even if he doesn't see me as one.

I still try to fix our relationship even though deep inside I know things between us will never be okay again. I can't really blame him, because everything that happened between us is my fault. I'm the reason why we ended up in this situation.

"Ma'am, please eat now so you can sleep already. You should get used to Sir coming home when you're already asleep."

Manang Diday said worriedly, which made me stop thinking and look at her.

"A-ah, okay Manang. I'll follow in a moment."

I replied with a forced smile and turned my gaze back to the door, still waiting for Sedrick, hoping he would come home early tonight.

But several hours passed, and I didn't even catch a glimpse of him-not even his shadow. I could only sigh deeply before going upstairs and heading to my room.

As I was about to close the door to my room, someone suddenly held the door, causing me to freeze. I quickly looked toward it, and my eyes widened in shock when I saw Sedrick.

"S-Sed-"

I didn't Finish what i was about to say because his lips covered mine instantly. I parted may lips giving him a chance to sneak his tongue inside my mouth.

'If this is a dream, then I never want to wake up. And if someone tries to wake me, I might just kill them for it'

These were the kisses I had been longing for all this time. They were nothing like the first time he kissed me-back then, his kiss was intense and full of force. But now, his kisses were gentle, soft, and filled with love.

His hand slowly cupped my cheek, as if I were something fragile he was afraid to break. I could feel the warmth of his touch spreading through me, making my heart beat faster with every passing second.

When he finally pulled away, our foreheads rested against each other. His breathing was uneven, just like mine.

"I've wanted to do that for a long time," he whispered softly.

I opened my eyes and met his gaze. There was something different in the way he looked at me now-something deeper, something that made my chest tighten.

I know he only said those words because he was drunk, yet my heart still skipped a beat. A part of me quietly hoped that someday, you would say those same words to me when you were no longer intoxicated.

I was about to say something, but the words died in my throat when he kissed me again. Before I could react, he lifted me in his arms and carried me toward the bed-locking the door first.

My heart began to pound loudly in my chest as he gently set me down on the bed. I looked up at him, still unable to believe that he was this close to me after years of distance between us.

Sedrick's eyes were slightly hazy from the alcohol, yet there was something in them that I couldn't quite understand. For a moment, neither of us spoke. The room was quiet except for the sound of our breathing.

"Sedrick..." I called softly, unsure of what to say.

He didn't answer right away. Instead, he simply looked at me as if he had been holding back so many things for so long. Then he sighed and ran a hand through his hair.

I didn't know if this moment meant anything to him. I didn't know if tomorrow he would go back to avoiding me again like he always did.

But tonight… he was here, kissing me softly. Whatever he says tomorrow, even if it hurts my heart, I won’t care anymore. Because tonight… he’s mine.

"Ugh" I grunted as he suddenly marked my neck.

He moved his kiss to different parts of my neck while his one hand was busy holding my legs up and down he moved it inside my night dress until he touched my panties.

He grabbed the middle part of my womanhood and lifted it up so that I was losing my body because of what he was doing

"Ugh!!" I growled again as he swirled his two fingers around my pearl even though he hadn't removed my panties yet.

He let go of my hand and immediately went between my thighs, I was so hungry on my lips when he tore my panties and immediately plunged into my petchay.

"Ughhh~~ I growled again when he suddenly turned his tongue there, I grabbed his head and pressed it even more on my femininity

"FUCK!! UGGGHHH"

I didn't even moan when he put his two fingers inside my pearl and he quickly took his finger inside me

"Ugh!... Hmmmm... Ohhh.. "

I grunted as he inserted his other finger into my womanhood again

"Ugh!!. Faster sed !!ugh this is so fucking good ugh!!! "

It seems like I'm lost in myself growling because he's so good at this kind of thing you'll really go crazy.

He sped up going out and inside me even more and he sucked on my pearl so he was even more pressed by me as a woman to him.

"Ugh~~ i'm cumming sed faster hmmm!! Ugh.. Ohh.. Hmmmm"

I moaned hoarsely when I felt that I was about to come out, he immediately removed his three fingers from my womanhood, then he hardened his tongue and inserted it into my pearl, then he twisted it and quickly took it out and in.

"Ugh~~.. that's how hmmm it's so delicious!! ugh~~!! "

I growled when I felt his hot tongue inside my pearl that he was quickly taking out and entering

"I'm coming sed ughh~ohhhh... hmmmmmm~~!! "

I let out a long grunt of sleep, gasping for breath, I leaned over because I felt like I lost my own soul because of what we did

I thought that was the end of everything but it wasn't yet, he came over me again and grabbed me with a kiss down my neck towards my healthy mount, I immediately moaned when he grabbed my left mount and grabbed my right nipple

"Ugh.. Ohh fuck sed. Hmmmm!! "

I moaned madly as he licked it and played with his tongue, he immediately looked from my eyes down to my lips then he kissed it

"Ugh!!!"

I suddenly grunted as he suddenly inserted his pet into my pearl then quickly and one after the other came out

"Ughh fuch sedrick it's big"

I'm having a hard time because he didn't even notice that I was hurt by each of his clothes because of its excessive size. What the hell is he doing with his pet and it grew so fast?

"Ughhmmmm!!"

I growled. As time went on, each of his moans was getting more and more delicious. I wanted to hug him but I couldn't because he was holding both of my hands.

"Ugh.. Ohhh.. Hmmmm!!!! "

"Fuck!! Your so fucking tight baby ohhhh this is so damn good!!!! Ugh~~"

We moaned loudly, our moans filled this room loudly and we shouted our names every time he kissed me I'm so very happy and I moaned even more when I felt him hitting something inside me

"Fuck sed ugh!!! Faster please faster!!! "

"Ugh fuck baby your moans driving me crazy ughh~~!!!"

"Ughhh.. Ohhh. Hmmmmm"

"Ugh!!! It's about to come out, faster ugh~~"

"Ughh I'm Cumming!!!"

"Ugh~~"

"Ugh~~"

we grunted at the same time when we went out at the same time my body was so weak that I fell asleep EVERYTHING WENT BLACK

TO BE CONTINUE