Wine And Regrets

At this time, I don't know how to even start. I mean how will I tell everyone about this story. The story of us which you consider the most tragic thing in your life.

I'm Margaux Lee by the way. I won't tell my second name because it is too disgusting and not that appropriate for this. I am the Billionare Daughter of Mr. Juan Devin Lee II the owner of a multimillion hotel in so many countries. Am I saying too much information?

"So Dani what are you going to do for summer?" Oh I almost forgot it is just two weeks for summer.  I nearly forgot because I am doing too much charity events.

"I don't know mom. I haven't decide yet. I haven't asked Dad about it. Do you have any plans for me though?"

My mom laughed. 

"Why would I even do that? You can decide in your own though right?"

I chuckled. Yeah. That's my mom. The one and only Mrs. Analiza Ruby, the IT Girl on her generation. I don't even know how managed how lucky am I to be her baby. Its not about our wealth but how care they have for me and my older brother. 

"Does my older brother know what he will be doing for the shor vacation break?"

"Its a miracle Gauxshie that you ask me to mom. Are you having fever anyway?"

That's the one and only Fujii Domaine Lee, my older brother. You might be wondering why is he FUJII and I have DANIELLA as second name. That's a very long story but don't worry I'll try to tell you that next time. Hihi. 

"Im okay. Im just trying to get some ideas."

"Wait, don't tell me that the one and only Dani didn't get any ideas for vacation yet?" Im shocked by his reply.

"What does that mean though?"

"The world is healing. Haha. Anyways. kidding aside I might be going to Asia with Dad for some photography lessons"

I don't want to take any lessons. I've had enough of mine in this schoolyear. 

"I think I'll pass on that"

"You should try that. You don't have any hobbies besides drinking and going out to clubs"

"FUJII! STOP THAT!" Mom shouted.

"Oh really? At least I do have someone to cry on when I am drunk besides playing videogames all night"

"THAT'S ENOUGH! YOU TWO ARE ALWAYS FIGHTING EVERY SINGLE DAY!"

As usual. What's new Mom?

"Okay sorry. Didn't mean to." 

*laughs* That's why he dosen't have a girlfriend yet. Because of his "apologizing acting". So bad it makes me wanna throw up. 

"Forgiven. But you have to take me to this club later"

"Okay. Just DM me the details. Gotta go. I'm going to be late. See you later"

She kissed mom and pat me in the head and then drove off.

"I'm going to my room mom. I have to be ready for later. Im going to have some me time"

"Okay. Just come downstairs if you need me"

I kissed her and then went upstairs.

Scrolled through my phone and then something beep on my phone.

31 new notifications , 10 messages and 22 missed calls.

Checked my Instabook profile. Nothing new. A lot of people admiring me but they don't even know that it is not about all money. If I have a chance I would even burn money.  I would even choose to be just a middle class child and nothing else. 

*ting*

1 new message.

I love you dear. What kind of gift do you want when I get back there? Send my kiss and hug to your Mom. I'll be home 2 days. Flight just got out of control. Take care - Dad

I don't know how to reply. If I am going to be excited or just plain empty.

A wine would be fine dad. We miss you too. I'll let mom know you are coming home so we can prepare! Love ya!

PS. Domaine is still a j*rk. He still messes with me hehe.

*sent*

Wait what was I even thinking? A wine? I should have asked for a more alcoholic drink besides that. Wine never excites me. Ugh!

To add information, I'm a drinker. Yes. Not that ordinary women you read on novels that is such a good girl. Other than beer, I don't have any sins. I am still never been touched girl. Just a heavy drinker. I like how the beer satisfies me. Teaches me a lesson. That after a long fun night you have to face reality afterwards. You have to undergo such a hangover before getting back to that club again. Am I being too nosy? Sorry. Believe it or not I don't have any friends besides Jhaishaun Jairuz Sy. My ride or die. My first heartbreak.

*calling Jhaishaun Jai* speaking of the devil.

"Margo! What time I'll picking you up?"

"Fijii will take me to the new bar"

"Wait what?"

"Yeah I know I know."

"Are you sure about that?"

Is he drunk or something?

"Of course! See ya! Just message me when you are there."

"No. I'll message Fijii that I am picking you up okay? Bye!"

"Wait what--"

*tut-tut-tut"

Oh yeah. As he always do, Hung up on me.

Jai was my ex. It sounds crazy but well I am not good at making friends.

An introvert just like my dad. 

*1 new message Fijii Domaine*

Shaun just messaged me he'll just pick you up. Is that good? I also have to go with mom at the nail clinic today. Is that ok?

That's what I am talking about. 

"What choice do I have? I bet he traded you more coins that me though! Thanks Fij!"

You still manipulated such this small thing. How could you? Well I think this is also the best time for me to let it go before vacation.

I close my eyes and feel everything around me. From the sound of birds to my mom's love songs on repeat again. I'll just set an alarm at about 7pm.