LOGINHe wiped water from his face with that annoyingly perfect smile that could probably make a statue blush. "Careful, Winter. Next week at the tournament, you'd better watch your back. I'm coming for you—never lost a race in my life."
He flexed like we were backstage at a bodybuilding contest, and even though I saw the silliness of it, I couldn't help but feel a wave of annoyance. For someone effortlessly stunning, he was surprisingly obsessed with my losing. Old-school high school vibe, right?
I narrowed my gaze, holding back the sarcasm bubbling just beneath the surface. "Oh, come on, Paul. Do you think everyone actually believes the trophy is up for grabs? That'll be my name engraved on it in glorious gold, while you sit there, your biggest fan club gathered around you, crying for the glory of your perfectly sculpted abs."
The splashes clearly proved my point, and with a flick of my wrist, I sent another wave crashing over him, enjoying his surprised expression before he recoiled, laughing. The playful tension between us floated like warmth in the spring sun—appearing friendly but tinged with a hidden undertone of competitive anger.
"Nice try, Bloody Belly, but I'll win for sure."
He pushed off the edge of the pool and dove into the water, the lines of his muscular back vanishing as he glided below the surface. It didn't take long for him to reappear at the opposite end, moving with the speed and precision of a dolphin, as if this was a party he was born into. Flipping back over, he surfaced from the water, shimmering with droplets that caught the light like jeweled ornaments against his tanned skin.
Shrugging off the competitive irritation that swirled in my chest, I couldn't help but grumble, "You know, just because you've never lost doesn't mean it isn't possible, right? Bet you haven't even hit the bottom of a pool yet."
His eyes sparkled like the water's surface in the sun—each glance a challenge, each moment a contest. "I'll take that bet, Bloodybelly." He smirked, diving back in, kicking up a whirlwind of bubbles as he vanished into the depths once more. The guy had this relentless drive that could either inspire admiration or give a headache; I hadn't quite decided yet.
But there I was, faced with a choice: join the chatter of the swim team or retreat into my bubble, the warm world fading away around me. The familiarity of the pool, the repetition of strokes, and the way the water cradled me felt like an identity, no matter who was in the lanes around me.
As I completed a few more laps, my mind wandered. I didn't bother to confront Paul Johnston or let him become the focus of my world—despite how he tried to make himself seem that way with each comment. I wasn't here to defeat my enemies or to get along with random teammates seeking fame; this was my refuge.
If we were two snowflakes drifting in the icy abyss, I knew I'd melt into the water, while he danced above, hoping to draw attention. And if my existence remained an icy shadow in the overwhelming light of his winter, then at least being a comb jelly gave me some tangy edge—on a good day, anyway.
For a moment, I thought of the life I longed for, the future I had written on my college applications. That girl symbolized everything I wished for—hope, happiness, a chance to dance in the sunlight instead of hiding in the corners of my dull life. I couldn't shake the feeling that she was the new me, the free spirit I wanted to wake up.When morning arrived, I found myself staring at the ceiling once again, a renewed sense of determination taking hold of my thoughts. The dream lingered at the edges of my mind, its essence pulsing with promise as I considered the opportunity ahead. I set my sights on winning—gaining acceptance into that college, escaping this cold town that seemed indifferent to me, and building a future where I could shed this old skin of doubt and resentment.Yet the strange juxtaposition persisted. My parents, despite their well-meaning support, left little notes scattered around the house, each one edged with a sense of urgency, as if they sensed my inner turmoil
Back in my room, I slammed the door behind me, letting the force of it echo through the walls, as if it could somehow chase away the growing tide of disappointment. The edges of my anger started to soften, replaced by an aching sadness that wrapped around me like a poorly fitting blanket. I wanted to scream, to cry, to let it all out, but the tears wouldn't come. Leaning against the cool wood of my desk, I caught a glimpse of my reflection in the window, my eyes searching for answers, for comfort; yet all I saw was a girl tangled in her turmoil. I grabbed my journal from the bedside table, the well-worn pages welcoming my frantic thoughts.With pen in hand, I poured my heart out, scribbling furiously. How could they not see how important this was?Why did everything feel like an uphill battle, an exercise in futility? My writing raced across the pages, the ink spilling the secrets of my heart that I hadn't found the words to say aloud."You're not alone," echoed in my mind, a haunting
"Hey," I mumbled, surprised by the unusual calm that surrounded them. The tension in my chest simmered just beneath the surface. I went to the sink and filled a glass with water, hoping to wash away the remnants of sleep. I could feel my mother's eyes on me, an unusual weight in her look as she exchanged strange glances with my father. It wasn't lost on me that they seemed less like the high-strung professionals I was used to seeing during the week and more like regular people. Before I could fully process this curious shift, my mother cleared her throat, drawing me from my contemplation. The sound cut through the hazy morning, and I focused on her, a small flicker of unease igniting in me."Winter," she began, her voice steady but filled with an unfathomable emotion. "We need to talk."Instantly, the knot in my stomach tightened. "What is it?" I asked, setting my glass down carefully. It felt as if the air was charged with static, the calm before a storm, and I sensed this was not g
With a surge of energy, I pushed against the tendrils. They clung to me, but with each inch I gained, that warm voice wrapped around my heart, strengthening my resolve. I reached out to her, fingers desperately grasping the empty air as I clawed my way toward the light she seemed to embody.But just as I thought I was breaking free, she began to shimmer and blur again, her form dissipating as if the winds of fate conspired to snatch her away. My heart dropped into the abyss, and I lunged forward, crying out for her, but no sound responded this time."Don't leave me!" I wailed in panic, but she was fading, a sunbeam slipping through my fingers, evaporating into the void like mist in the morning light.I jolted awake, the suddenness of my gasping breath startling me fully into the new reality of my darkened bedroom. My heart hammered against my ribcage like a frantic drum. Sweat beaded on my forehead, and the remnants of the dream clung to me like cobwebs—tenacious and unyielding.I cou
*Winter*The night fell over the town like a dark cloak, hiding the warm glow of the streetlights and wrapping the world in a quiet, calm silence. I lay cocooned under my blankets, thinking about how I always felt out of place with how simple everything seemed. My mind was restless as I stared at the ceiling, tracing the random patterns in the plaster with my eyes and feeling the weight of unformed thoughts crowding my brain.I couldn't shake the feeling of inadequacy that had taken root deep within me, like an unwelcome houseguest. There I was, a teenager with dreams as vast as the ocean but a heart as tangled as a fishing net. I often wondered whether I was meant to drift aimlessly, pushed and pulled by life's currents, like a lost buoy bobbing in chaotic waves.With a heavy sigh, I turned onto my side and pulled my pillow closer. Sleep arrived hesitantly, as if waiting for an invitation I wasn't sure I wanted to give. But once it did, it pulled me into its depths, plunging me into
"Hey, Winter!" Delta chirped, her eyes sparkling with mischief. "You won today, right? Are you going to drown the competition in the next tournament?"I chuckled as I moved closer to the counter. "Drown them? I'm just trying not to sink myself, thank you very much."She flashed me a knowing smile before preparing my drink. "And I heard our local 'I'm the woman's gift' honored you with a new, elegant nickname. What was it? Winter Queen? What do you think of such royal titles?"I rolled my eyes dramatically, though a shy smile slipped onto my lips. "Paul's a fool. That nickname is ridiculous." I took my order and paid, then chuckled to myself, "...and it's Bloodybelly comb Jelly." I revealed, and Delta burst out laughing. I used this moment to gather my sweets, escape, and settle into a cozy corner where the radiators provided the warmest comfort.I was aware that Delta wouldn't take a hint and would eventually probe further, but for a brief moment, the checkout line and the picky custo







