chapter 6

‘Why do you think I don't want this?’ I repeated what he said to myself…..I was stunned speechless 

I didn't answer. I couldn't. 

I didn’t even know what to say.

I didn't want him to admit to my face that he was only putting up with me for the sake of his boyfriend.

He cooked his head sideways anticipating an answer, upon seeing me quiet he continued 

 “Oliver never ever put yourself down,you are worth a lot and more. Don't think you aren't worthy of someone, people don't define you and you are a work of art on your own”

I looked at him in shock, this was the first time someone spoke to me like that.

He looked back at me and nodded “thank you” I whispered knowing he had to get back to his duties, I nodded back

A few hours later as I lay on my bed thinking about all Russell said earlier on, I decided to call my dad

“Oliver? Whatsup champ” dad asked cheerfully. I thought about it a second more before coming out openly

“Dad, I don't want to come back to Alabama. I  have  thought of it, if I open another branch of the resort in another state and keep on spreading before long we might have businesses all over the world” 

“Ol that is a nice thought and plan, you've really thought this through right?”

“Yes. I don't want to spend my whole life hiding in a place they will never recognize me. I will be so successful that they will have no choice” I reply with conviction 

“Son that's a nice thought and plan, but I hope you give it another thought, reflect a bit more on it and if it's still cool then go ahead” he replied

“Ok Dad thanks…… love you”

“Love you too son……”

…………….

“Olieeeee!!! Get dressed and come weve got a break in shifts” Wil came barrelling into my room with Russell on his trail looking at his with those love struck eyes that told how much he loved his boyfriend

“What? Where are we going? Are you sure?” I asked jumping up to wear my pants

Seeing Russell outside of work clothes, was great. He was dressed in short surfer shorts, bare chested, flipflops, and sunglasses, he was a picture of relaxation and arousement. 

“Breakfast, we are having breakfast together so let's go” he said walking out of the room

We'd had  breakfast at the balcony area, enjoyed the morning sun and hurried back to the room

We had to take advantage of their break as Wilson had said

Before we knew it, we were undressed and within seconds, Russell's shorts were undone and thrown to God knows where, and while Adam fell to his knees and sucked him hard and fast, I was kissing and running my tongue all over his neck, tweaking his nipple and fingering his ass.

Though I knew that Russell had never bottomed, at least not with me here. He tensed a little when he felt my fingers up his ass, but as I rimmed him he let go and gave me better access.

He moaned like I'd never heard him moan. One finger became two and three  and soon I flicked my fingers harder as I felt his prostate harder.

Wilson worked his mouth over Russell's cock like pro, and by the way he trembled and whined, I knew he wouldn't last long.

His whole body shook as he bucked and groaned  releasing into Wilson's mouth finally slumping against the wall, trying to catch his breath. 

"Jesus." Wilson laughed loud, and  he leaned forward, holding my face for a kiss that tasted purely of Russell.

Russell murmured from above our heads as he did his damnest to pull us up, "Fuck, this is so hot.”

Wilson pushed me to the bed as I fell  down onto my back, with my aching hard-on standing at attention.

In one swoop he took me into his mouth. And from the groan that came from deep in his throat and by the way Russell's head fell back in utter lust behind him, I knew Russell was buried inside Wilson. 

Wilson hummed and moaned and licked at me hard. "Mmm, Ollie,you taste so good, love how you taste." And then he took me deep once more. He started to rock his ass into Russell 

With Wilson sucking me and Russell fucking him, Russell's eyes were locked to mine…..he stared right into my soul……

I couldn't look away. As the pressure built and the heat of my impending release crept through my belly and along my spine, I couldn't take my eyes from Russell's. 

“ I love you, oh, I do love you so much, God!!” he said looking at me with heat  and love in his eyes, like………..

Like he was looking at Wilson. And at that point he soared, head falling back, he came,  and Wilson groaned as Russell emptied inside him

When we all came, we fell into a heap,  the three of us, tangled together but it was different, the faint satiated feeling of a well deserved fuck that used to linger wasn't there. 

It was quiet. No one chuckled, no one joked, and no one said a word. Something had changed between us, something had broken. 

Russell got up from the bed, and he pulled on his briefs and pants.

Wilson, who had cuddled into my chest, looked at him and asked  in confusion.

 "What are you doing Ru?" Russell continued to get dressed. 

"Have to head home, we haven't slept at home once since he came." 

"What? What do you mean Russell? Why" Wilson whispered and I swore I could sense heartbreak in his tone. 

So before Russell could say the words I spoke up, not wanting Wilson to think he had to spare my feelings.

 "Wilson, you should go, it's okay….Anyway, that's how one night stands work. You don't stay the night with your hookup" I laughed and added, trying to make it easier, "except y'all aren't paying for my services." With that both Russell and Wilson looked at me and frowned.

Russell looked at Wilson and said “ if you want to stay with him stay” my heart ran cold.

The man who said he could love both was making his boyfriend choose between the third-wheel and himself.

Wilson looked at me.Then he looked at Russell. And after a long moment, he rolled off the bed, without a word, got dressed and they both left me