Millan A knock sounded on my door and the next second Nurse Rose walked in“Are they here?” I asked and she nodded, “The Ivanovs are waiting for you in the consultation room”“Okay, go tell them that I'll join them in a bit okay?”“Okay doctor” She nodded and left, and since I haven't gone through Rolland's file I knew I needed to go through it since I'm going to meet him and his family. After receiving a message from the Chief yesterday I decided to put my emotions aside and rules of not wanting to have anything to do with them aside and be a Doctor, yesterday I told Doctor Chang that I have another options for the Ivanov vs instead of putting many patients case at pause just because of one person, I have an alternative for them but that only depends on how his family is willing to save his life.I looked at his medical record which laid on my table and was skeptical to pick it for a minute, cause I don't want knowing anything about him, but then again I try to tell myself that I'
MillanI looked at all of them and they all had shocked look on their faces“Uhm, you mean family members so I'm not one of them I mean there's no way I could match him since I'm not related to him” Rachel spoke up nervously giving them side eyes, I smile “You don't have to worry Rachel, if we are to get kidney for him outside it's not going to be from a family member, someone else's kidney can match him, is just that family members has more chances of matching him so you'll get tested”“No I can't!” She said loudly shocking everyone“I have a career that I love so much and cannot afford to play with my life” “But no one said you're going to die Rachel beside we don't even know who's kidney is going to match his” Don Lee spoke“Oh please father, this is not what I signed up for, I'm not getting tested for any kidney match and I won't be a part of this anymore, I love my work and myself more than anything, if there's no other way to get kidney for Rolland then I'm sorry I can't suppo
MillanI laid on my bathtub as the cold water marinates into my skins making me the most comfortable while the tenderness of the water sooth my body, with my head laid on the bathtub I reminisce on the past, the reason why I have locked up my heart for the past eight years. It's all because of Rolland Ivanov, the scar he caused me has refused to heal, even after so many years I still no longer find interest in men, I just want to focus on my life and my small family, my child and mother means the world to me, and I have no interest of getting remarried or diving into another relationship, The nightmare and the trauma of the past eight years still haunts me till this day, it's something I can never forget no matter how hard I try, my hatred for men especially for that one man is so deep rooted and mixed with disdain that everytime I try to forget i kept on remembering that one night that I nearly lost my life and that of my baby, [ Flashback To Eight Years Ago ]“Stop crying honey,
Millan“Okay” I replied calmly and tried walking away but she blocked my way again, “What Rose?” I asked “Doctor, I don't think you heard what I said” She muttered looking confused “Uhhhh” I sighed “I heard you perfectly Nurse Rose, you said the Douglas filed a case against our hospital and the Chief has been calling nonstop right?”“Hmmm”“It's okay I'll speak with him, now get to work” I said to her and walk away. As soon as I got to my office, I heard the landline ringing and since I already knew who it was, I gently sat down and took the call“Have you seen the news today?!” He yelled almost destroying my eardrums that I had to take the phone away from my ear for a second,“The Douglas filed a case against our hospital and you know who those people are, who would want to mess with a top government official like them, I've always tell you to be a Doctor and not allow your emotions get in the way, how could you act so recklessly, how could you go on and arrest the daughter of th
MillanI woke up the next morning feeling so ecstatic, I checked my phone and saw more than thirty missed calls from the chief, I know he's calling to ask me on the update of what's going on and I have no intention of picking up the call, I climbed down from my king sized bed as I made my way to the bathroom, I quickly took my bath and did my ladies duties after which I left the bathroom and walked to my room in preparation of work, I quickly got ready in Givenchy two pix, coupled with a Boucheron gold necklace and earrings after which I picked my handbag and red bottom heels I wore everything, and dress my hair before picking everything I would be needing for the day and went downstairs, I made myself a cup of cappuccino coffee and took a quick sip from it as I was already getting late for work, I didn't bother washing the coffee mug cause the cleaner I hired will finally resume today so I yess she will do the washing when she arrives.I got to my car key stand wondering the car I'm
Millan“Don't be ridiculous” I said to him and walked off. I walked into my Patient first ward and they were so happy to see me, this is something that the doctors and nurses in this hospital do not see, that behind that cold face of mine that I show to the outstanding de world it's only my patients that knows I smile a lot, I just don't want to smile to the outside world cause they tend to take advantage of you as soon as they sees you're weak, so why not show them a side that they cannot mess with. “Good morning doctor” The first patient greeted me with warm smiles, it was an old age woman who recently had a surgery“Good morning granny, how are you feeling today?”“Oh I feel so good and strong doctor, the drugs you gave yesterday and the daily dose of injections has been so helpful”“I'm glad you're getting better” I said to her, I checked her body temperature and note down some things on the register, I also examine her body and when I was sure she was recovering without any issu
Millan“So many years have past who would have thought that you'll change this much, and who would have believe that watching my once cheerful son become a shadow of himself would actually reshaped me and change my opinion of life, but I guess that happened too late, a lot of damages has been done and it's easier to make damages than to fix them, you really proved us all wrong, who would have thought that you will Rose after all the things that happened to you”“Happened to me or after all the things that you did to me, guess you should learn how to use your words”“Ohhh…” He smiled a lot, his wrinkled face making cracks on his face, he's not that old though maybe in his late sixties“Millan if I tell you that for the past eight years that you left that Rolland has not been himself will you believe me?” “I watched Rolland cry day and night yearning to see you, I watched my only child turn into an alcoholic and at some point I began to ask myself if I really made the right decision fo
Millan It was already late by the time I arrived in the hospital the next day so instead of going to my office I decided to walk straight to the Consultation room and meet the Ivanovs family to know what their decision is, I made my way straight to the consultation room and I could hear their voices but immediately I walked into the room everywhere turned quiet, I sat down and leaned forward“Good morning to you all, my senior colleague messaged me and said that you people have made your decision on the matter we discussed the last time and I'm here to hear what you guys conclusion are” “Millan We……” Rolland wanted to talk“I'll talk” Don Lee suddenly caught him off in a domineering tone, and immediately I was taken aback, this tone is the Don Lee that I know could it be that all these while he's been pretending just to see if I'm still vulnerable so he can use it against me and then toss me aside?“My family and I are not going to get tested for any kidney match, just like my son
MillanAlex and I agreed today that we will be taking Moon to his family mansion to meet with his parents and that's why I woke up so early today and Moon was excited he probably most have woken up, I have already taken my bath but right now I don't know why I'm being picky on what to wear, the usual me would have worn anything I wanted to wear but why am I being so hesitant or am I trying to look cool or good? “Honey?” My mum called as she walked into the room with a smile on her face, “Looks like you're excited just like your son”“Mum……” “Come on honey it's not a bad thing it's not like we can control our feelings and our heart”“Mum, I'm only doing this for Moon no other reasons”“Really? Are you sure about that?”“Of course mum you know how those people treated me and if it's up to me I wouldn't want to have anything to do with those people, but all because it looks like all of them has changed and there's no need for me to keep on clinging onto the past especially when Moon i
FreggoLife has been going good, who would have thought that a day would come when I would finally come when I would make peace with myself and accept the past, I have made so many mistakes in this lifetime and I have also learnt my lessons hoping that in the next life things would be better than this one, I gave already made so many mistakes in this life and could only depend on luck to keep me alive.As I stood up from my living room after being in thought for a very long time I made up my mind that today I'm going to tell my neighbor every truth about myself so if she's going to accept me that means she's also willing to accept my flaws.I came outside of my apartment only to see that he front doors were locked up, which is very unusual of her, if she was going somewhere she would have told me, or if she have something so urgent that she wanted to attend to she could have at least told me, but instead, she left on her own like our relationship meant nothing to her, I turned around
MillanI stretch my neck from both sides and also stretch my hands, i've been scrolling through my computer and writing down reports since morning and right now it's almost noon and I'm so tired. I'm getting ready for Rolland's surgery cause it's not done regular kind of surgery, everything has to be correct and if there's a single mistake it would be heavy and that's why I'm making sure that nothing goes wrong, I've been checking his reports over and over again to make sure that nothing is wrong, Currently Rolland is in the laboratory room and he's going through series of test which will help to determine his body system, I'm so fucking hungry and I'm also begining to feel sleepy as well but I dare not leave because there's so much I have to do and right now is not the time to sleep or think about hunger.“Doctor!”“Doctor!” Rose called as she ran into my office panting heavily“Rose, what's wrong?”“Emergency!” Immediately I heard that sleep quickly disappeared from my eyes as I g
DeonThe next day, Millan finally replied and asked me where I wanted us to meet and I gave her the address of the game house. It's the most lively game house here in Canada, it's the most luxurious as well. I made sure to get there early. I have to wait for them to arrive cause I have a flight to catch by 6PM so I scheduled for us to meet at 12PM so we can have enough time to spend before I leave. I've never been this anxious in my life maybe it's because I'm going to meet her son, or maybe it's because I'm his fan and I'm going to meet him for the first time, I don't know whatever it is but I know that I'm nervous, I was still pacing back and forth in the waiting room when I felt a tap on my back and I slowly turned and was blown away seeing the most handsome young man I've ever seen in my entire life, he has the brightest eyes and smile ever, he's Moon“Moon?” I called in surprise and raise my head to look around for his mum but I couldn't find her,“Are you looking for mum, she's
DeonI got back home that night and all I did was drink till I could not longer drink anymore, i can't believe that I lost yet another person that I love do fucking much, when I was talking with her earlier I saw in her eyes emotions just she didn't see herself and I knew instantly that even her is not going to accept it but I don't think I stand a chance anymore, she have a son with him, they have a past together and her son brings them together I think it's time I stop lying to myself that maybe there's still a way that a miracle will happen cause totally there's no miracle, nothing will happen not when her son already like him and he Rolland does not look like someone that will back down soon so what can I be fighting for I think I'm just fighting an empty fight cause it's not worth it and I might still lose at the end. After drinking so much I could barely walk and I ended up sleeping on the floor with so many bottles of alcohols around me, the annoying sound of someone's footste
MillanIt was another exhausting day from work cause today, I performed two major surgeries which required standing for almost ten hours each I'm not only tired but I'm so fucking hungry right now and cannot wait to eat cause it felt like I'm going to die anytime soon if I don't have anything to eat, work is over and it's time for me to go home, I just cannot wait to have something delicious cause I'm starving so bad.I opened my office door and began to leave the hospital, I was so tired that my feets were beginning to ache so bad, I got to the parking lot and was surprised to see Deon leaning on my car with smiles on his face“Deon?” I called in surprise and he smiled“Can I take you to dinner?” “Come on Deon I'm so tired from work today, I don't think I can”“Why? Is it because you don't want someone to see us?” He asked and walked closer to me, “What are you talking about?” I asked and he sighed “Are you still going to act like that with me, when are you going to tell me that y
MillanBefore I could finish the ward count and return back to my office, I thought that Rolland would have woken up but surprisingly I got back to my office and met him sleeping soundly, I walked closer to him and bent a little observing his face, I noticed tiny sweats on his forehead so I stood up and walked to my AC I switched it on and also grabbed a blanket from my inner room which I used in covering him.I walked back to my seat and sat down, I opened my laptop as I began to work, I was already tired but I still wanted to work, my eyes were becoming dizzy at this point and I could barely keep it open, it true when they say that one cannot cheat nature cause no matter how much I tried keeping my eyes open I still failed to do that and I ended up sleeping off.I felt a cold pack of ice of my face and my ice sprang open immediately only to see a smiling and happy Rolland in front of me, “Rolland?” I called sleepily running my eyes, I looked at the couch he was sleeping before and
Bella I came back from work looking so tired and exhausted, I walked into the house and met my mother in the living room,“Mum” “You're back dear” “Hmmm, I'm so tired” “I know dear but it will get better with time okay?”“Of course mum I know that, you don't have to worry” “Alright dear” She smiled at me.“Uhm mum where are the kids?” “I already put them asleep dear, they already had dinner and slept off. You don't have to worry about them okay?” “Thank you for much mum, I don't know what I would have done without you”“Enough honey, you don't have to thank me I should be the one thanking you cause what would I have done if my only daughter took her life just because of a man, I'm glad you found your way back home and is ready to start all over again, those are the true attributes of a heroic mother, some people would have given up after losing everything but you didn't instead you picked the broken pieces of your life and moved on and that's why I'm happy to share this news to
MilanIt's another day at work but this day is actually the beginning of Rolland pre-surgery process and I came early to the office today because it's finally a new week and I was supposed to start performing surgeries this week because throughout last week that I came back from vacation I was so invested in doing paperwork and checking up on my patience hospital record and checking up on their progress so far.I was in my office getting ready to check up on my patient because I have an early morning surgery to perform but it was a simple surgery and not one of those surgeries that takes time. It's just an appendicitis surgery, “Doctor, the ICU is ready and we have brought in the patient” Nurse Rose said to me, as I put on my doctor's jacket,“Uhm Rose, who are the doctors that would be assisting me for this surgery?” “Doctor Allan and l….’’“That's enough doctor Allan and few nurses are okay for me, you don't have to involve any other people”“Alright I'll go and tell the others to