Chapter 24

Lauren’s Pov

I wasn’t alcoholic. No, not anymore.

However, I find myself in this bar, drinking alone and trying to drown myself with alcohol. The bitterness that is trying to burn my throat is nothing compared to the pain that I am feeling deep inside. I know that I have done something terrible, a hell level of sin but I didn’t conclude that there wasn’t no second chance for everything.

I didn’t know that Ethan is in this town or heck I didn’t even think that he will be my professor. I was just busy surviving but he made it hard… way too hard.

The agony of all of the things that he said is still hunting my mind. The taste of disgusts still bothers me especially with the memory of the things that he made me do. I am okay with him using me for pleasure and degrading me but letting someone to use me like I am some sort of meat is something that I cannot imagine that he will do.

Punishing.Brutal.